Well, Tsubasa is no longer on Surface world now, and the Ozus especially Hikaru are in depressed time. Chap 9 will be sad and heart-break, but I hope you guys still love it (^-^).
Chap 9: TSUBASA…
*Flashback*
"When I close my eyes, you won't do anything stupid like yesterday, will you?"
"Don't worry, I won't do a thing"
…
"Why do thought about me when we entered the Maruyonde world?"
"You said that we need to think about the place we love most so I…"
…
"So you're expecting I'll abadone my family to live with you
*smile*
"I don't think you're that much high-price sensei"
…
"Hatchoo!"
"Are you okay Tsubasa?"
"I'm a little cold"
"Here…Better?"
"Sensei…"
"Tsubasa, I'm your lover now, why you still keep calling me 'sensei'?"
"Cause I want so"
…
"You did call me Shine. Thanks Tsubasa"
"Enjoy it when you can I will never use that name again"
"We'll see about that"
…
"Tsubasa!"
"Tsubasa! Please don't go! I don't want to lose you"
"Shine…I'm sorry. Can you forgive me Shine?"
"No Tsubasa! I won't let you go! Please stay with me"
"Shine…If there's a chance we can meet again, I'll always love you…"
…
Always…
"TSUBASA!" Hikaru's eyes snapped open, he gasped harshly as sitting up. The atmostphere around him is heavy and hazy which make he couldn't determine what is reality and what is illusion. He dashed to the Magic room with a hope that everything he saw is just a dream. A nightmare. He hoped to see Tsubasa making potion in the magic room now when others curiously asking him what it is. He hoped that Tsubasa is still here…
"Tsubasa!" Hikaru yelled as soon as he entered the room
"Tsubasa! Where are you? Tsubasa!"
"Sensei, calm down. He's gone" Makito and Kai tried to stop his rage. They then somehow managed to make Hikaru sit down and Houka gave him a glass of water
"Sensei, I know this's hard to take, but Tsubasa dead and you saw that too, right?" Urara said softly when patting on Hikaru's shoulder but he snapped out again and stood up quickly
"No! You're lying. He's not dead yet. This is all a lie, Tsubasa! Get down here! Don't joke anymore! This is not funny at all!"
"SENSEI! JII-NII IS GONE! HE VANISHED IN YOUR ARM! WHY CAN'T YOU TAKE IT?" Kai shouted into Hikaru's face and he froze looking at Kai. This time, reality came back to him. He remembered it now. Tsubasa used the Purify spell to defeat Raiya, and as a cost for that, he bursted into light and…and… No!…This can't be true. This is a lie. Hikaru kneed down, his face burried in his hands and tears streaming from his eyes… This is all a lie…
"Hikaru, calm down. I'm sure Tsubasa on heaven never want to see you suffer like this" Houka said as holding Hikaru's body up and he followed Houka's force but then a thought ran through his mind.
"Heaven? You're a genius Houka. Magiel will have some way to bring Tsubasa back"
"No, she can't" a new voice supprisingly appear behind him. Hikaru turned back and realized who is it, Lunagel.
"Lunagel, what are you doing here?"
"I just came here 1 hour ago." Lunagel said softly, she don't want to hurt Hikaru anymore, the death of MagiYellow has damaged his heart enough.
"But…why can't Magiel reborn him? He has sacrificed his life for the Surface world, isn't that enough?"
"We did know that, and Magiel want to help Tsubasa too. But the point is…" Lunagel took a deep breath before continue "Tsubasa's soul is not exist anymore, not even in The Garden Of Spirit, something or someone has taken his soul away…and without his soul, Tsubasa can't be revive"
Lunagel tried her best to minimize the painful of her information, but Hikaru still strongly shocked for it. He threw himself back on the chair, tears kept brimming his eyes and the next thing Hikaru knew is everything started to get darker…darker…until he fainted away.
*Blank*
"Hey…"
"Hmm…?"
"Seriously. How long do you plan to sleep here?"
"Huh? Where am I? Am I already dead? This is hell right?"
"Do I looked like Hades to you? No! You're in my world, you now is my student"
"What…"
"Don't you remember? You're the chosen one…"
"But who are you?"
"Cosmogel"
*Blank*
"Makito-san…" Mandora boys slowly went close to Makito and whispered "There's something I want to give you. It's from Tsubasa-chan"
"What is it?" Makito immediately paid attention to Man-chan, who is holding a disk with a peace of cake on it, Mandora then answered "Tsubasa-chan made this before he went to fight with Raiya. He said today is Bragel and Miyuki's first-met day"
"…"
"OH MY GOD! HOW CAN WE FORGET SUCH A DAY? THIS ALSO IS MOST KAA-SAN'S FAVORITE DAY" Makito snapped out, he felt angry at himself for forgetting this celebration.
"Yeah I knew that. Tsubasa told me. Well, that's why he want me to give you this" Mandora smiled slightly and gave Makito the piece of chocolate cake. Makito's eyes widen as he took the disk from Mandora
"This is…"
"Tsubasa's last piece…" Mandora said sadly "He didn't eat his last one. He said he want to keep it to you, he want you to remember about the happiness of this day"
Makito looked at Mandora then looked down at the cake. Slowly he took a small piece of it into his mouth. It's sweet, soft and warm. Tears brimmed Makito's eyes as his memory came back to him
*Flashback*
"Kaa-san why must you sprinkle pepper powder on the cake, it's spicy?" the young Makito frowned as taking one more glass of water to drink
"But the last piece we shared together is sweet right?" Miyuki smiled and rubbing his hair
"Yeah, but it's not enough to make me feel less spicy"
"It's alright Makito-chan, you can take mine" the young Tsubasa smiled and pass the disk to him. Makito smiled back at his brother
"Thanks Tsubasa, you're so kind. But we can share it together" He then sliced the cake into two
"So you can't eat spicy thing?" Tsubasa asked when eating his piece of cake.
"Yeah, I'm really hate spicy thing, that why I prefer eating vegetable"
"Then I promise I'll keep my last piece of cake to you every year on this day"
"…"
"…Thanks Tsubasa"
*End of flashback*
"Tsubasa…you still remember the promise you made to me that day? I'm…I'm not worthy for it. I'm not a good Aniki for you at all…" Makito burried his face by his hands, he don't want Mandora see the tears streaming down from his eyes.
Tsubasa…
…I'm sorry
*blank*
"Do you really want to do this?"
"Yeah, I think so…"
"Why? Why don't you want to remember about them? Didn't you die for them before?"
"But for me now they're just a painful memory, and I don't think I need it anymore. Besides I have to forget about them if I want to follow you as your student right?"
"I knew that. I'm just a little curious that's all"
"Curious about what?"
"You said that you want to forget them but your heart still contain so much feelings for them. Somehow that feelings of you create a strong barrier preventing me from erase their image out of your mind, and to be honest I never see anything that strong before"
*blank*
"Jii-nii…" Kai were sitting in Tsubasa's room with his eyes soaked in tears. He missed Tsubasa so much. Even that they always fight with each other, but Kai have his own sacred place for Tsubasa in his heart, with him his Jii-nii is a hero. That's why he always try his best to impress him. But the more he tried the more Tsubasa left him behind further. Tsubasa always be the best in everything… in school, in sport, in social life and even in magic.
God damn it! Jii-nii, even after you dead, I still can't do anything to make you proud of me.
"Jii-nii…" Kai sobbed slightly while skipping through Tsubasa's bookshelf. Tsubasa always keep his books clean, new and shiny, that's what Kai admire about him, he can't even do his own laundry without destroy something in the house. But he promised to himself he won't mess up this time at least it's the last thing he can do to Tsubasa.
"Jii-nii, let's me clean your bookshelf for you. OK?" Kai smiled while tears still brimming in his eyes. He then took each book out to clean just like Tsubasa did before, it was then…
"Uhmm…what's this?" Kai wondered as pulling out a strange book that be hidden carefully in the bookshelf. His eyes widen for what he saw next, it's Tsubasa's diary, which contains all of their memories. Kai knew it's wrong to read someone diary, especially when this diary belongs to his Jii-nii, but Kai did hope that somehow through this diary, he can see Tsubasa again…even if it's just an illusion.
25/4 Aniki have a great harvest today, and for celebrating that, he made us eat Aniki's salad hold day long. God, it's disgusting…
But when I saw Makito smiled like that, maybe one more Aniki's salad is still good.
"That's totally Jii-nii" Kai unpurposedly grinned then he read to Houka's
19/7 Hou-nee got into trouble today. I knew that she's a naïve person but I still can't believe there's a kine of person that be turned into a vampire without knowing it. Luckily in the end, she turned back to normal…and the good part is I learnt from Houka…her determined pose.
"Jii-nii did worry a lot that time huh?" Kai shivered when he remembered about Houka's vampire form. Shaked it off he continued
23/8 Ura-nee bought a new skirt today, well, I think it's fit her, but Hou-nee keep saying that it's too long for Ura-nee. Am I old-fashioned?
Kai smiled slightly and read to the part with his name on it. "Here go the insult" he sighed and with a deep breath gathering his courage, Kai started to read what Tsubasa think about him.
31/8 Kai won a soccer cup today. It's not a wrong thing for him to be happy about it. But the way he acted make me felt like I'm talking with a real penguin. Such a dumbass!
"God! That's hurt Tsu-nii" Kai grumbled but he soon shocked for what he read next
Anyway that's a great game though! Kai's team played really great under his lead. Maybe I'll never tell him this but I'm really proud of you Kai.
"Jii-nii…"
Just keep doing your best Kai. I'll always support you.
*Blank*
"What is that guy in your memory?"
"He's my lover"
"Funny. You did say to him before you vanish away that you will always love him right?"
"Yeah, I did"
"And now you want to forget about him too. You supprised me a lot do you know that?"
"If our destiny is to be with each other, then I'm sure whatever happen I'll forever in love with him"
*Blank*
"Tsubasa-chan…" Houka sobbed when Urara rearranged Tsubasa's stuff, he has a habit collecting anything relates to the moment that he like. That was why Tsubasa had a big box to keep all of his stuff.
"Hou-nee…Do you remember this?" Urara asked softly as taking out a small hand-make cup
"This…this is the cup we make for Tsubasa when he won his first Boxing match" Houka smiled, picking the cup up with all love and respect, the cup is shiny like a new one, that must mean Tsubasa clean it everyday.
"Tsubasa…we gave you this cup 11 years ago and you still keep it. That's amazing!" Urara cried like a baby, she can't take the truth that they didn't have anything belongs to Tsubasa, when he kept all of their gift to him, clean and tidy.
"Urara-chan…I think…well, you know…I think we should keep his stuff in our house"
"Why?" Urara answered rudely, this is strange for someone like her, but Houka's too sad to realize it.
"I…I don't want to lose him, I want to keep his memory in our house, at least that the only thing we can do for him"
"But I don't want to see any of this thing again" Now this pissed Houka off
"WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY DON'T WANT TO SEE THEM AGAIN? IT'S BELONG TO TSUBASA, YOUR BROTHER AND THAT'S HOW YOU TREAT WITH THEM" Houka yelled with all air in her lungs and Urara yelled back
"DON'T YOU THINK THAT I WANT TO KEEP THEM TOO? DON'T YOU THINK THAT LOSING TSUBASA ALSO BREAK MY HEART JUST LIKE YOU? BUT YOU MUST KNOW THAT EVERYTIME I LOOK AT HIS STUFF…I…I…" her voice got lower and lower, until it turned into a cry and this make Houka scared like hell.
"Sorry, Urara. I don't mean to yell at you. I just…"
"It's okay Houka-nee-chan, it's my fault too. But if I keep looking at Tsubasa's stuff, I can't stop myself from crying. I missed him, Houka-chan. He always be a nice brother to me, he always support me when I have bad time, he always protect me like Otou-san, that's why I…I can't…"
"Urara-chan, we all have that same feeling, but instead of trying to hide away from it I think you should face with it, just like what Kaa-san used to say, remember. Be courageous!"
"Ura-nee, be courageous!"
Tsubasa…
*Blank*
"Are you ready?"
"Yes, I'm ready now. Just do it"
"You will regret for this"
"I met them in this life is too enough. In my next life, all I wish is I don't have to meet them again…"
"…"
"So that my life could be better"
"If you keep insist like that, then here I go…
Goolu Uraa Zazado Magii Halo Magiika"
*Blank*
"Tsubasa…"
Hikaru! I love you!
Tsubasa…what must I do to get you back?…That should be me who taken your place…I'm Sungel, I'm a better one to use Purify spell…I should have used it…so that you can live…
"Shine…just go, don't worry for me. Have fun ok?"
"Shine…I'm gonna miss you"
…So you have plan to die from the first start?... But why? Why must you do that to me?…Didn't I always tell you that I can't live without you Tsubasa? Why you still leave me?
Hikaru-sensei…I love you from the first day we met
Die…why he have to die? Why a person like Tsubasa have to die?…Vanish…he vanished in my arms, and I couldn't do a thing to stop it. God…I'm not worthy to be a Heavenly Saint at all.
"If there's a chance we can meet again…I'll always love you…always"
Tsubasa…Will I meet you again?
*Blank*
"How do you feel? Better now?"
"Who are you?"
"Cosmogel"
"Who…who am I?"
"I'll tell you later, but I have something to ask you first. Do you have anyone that you remember? Anyone that you love or have feelings for them? Anyone special in your memory?"
"…"
"…No"
That's the chap 9! I don't think I did my best in this chap. Anyway, please give me some review. I really need it. And thanks for watching!