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After meeting Jasper in math, my head was swimming. I'm not sure if I can take meeting his other brothers if they look HALF of good as he did. I decided to ditch my next class. It was study hall and the teacher could give a fuck if anyone was there or not. I walked outside and into the parking lot. I thought I could sit in Heidi for a bit, listen to some music, and just chill. I got in and looked through my CD's. I put in Kings of Leon, for no real reason, I just fucking love them. I adjusted the seat so I was laying back. I rolled down the window a bit to get some fresh air. It was cold, but sunny, and the rain had stopped some time during the morning. Forks, Washington really wasn't a bad place to live. Yes, it rained….a lot, but the natural beauty that surrounded this little town was like nothing else. Everything was just so green. The forests were breathtaking. And if you made it out to the coast….. well, it was truly one of God's presents. I loved the coast. I wish it wasn't ruined for me. I truly miss it. I hadn't seen it since…….. well ….. since he….. left. I hadn't thought of him today, well, until right now. What he…… what…Jacob… did, damn near… killed me. It took almost a year for me to function like a…human again, if that's what you want to call it. I'm still not whole. I don't think I'll ever be whole again. Jacob was my… life. And he just walked away from me. I have no idea where he is now, and even though I say I don't care, I do. I want to know that he is ok. I felt the warm streams of tears roll down my cheeks.

Jeez, I really need to get a grip on myself.

I don't want to him…..Jacob…. to affect me like this anymore. I want so badly to be over it, over him. I hope in time that I will forgive him, but I will never forget.

I swiped at my cheeks and looked at my watch to check the time. I had 5 minutes till lunch. I sent a text to Rose and Alice and told them to meet in the parking lot, that I was in Heidi. I was getting those bitches high with me. I needed something to dull the pain that was starting to seep out.

*****

"Hey did you see that blonde with the long legs?"

"The one with the short, dark-haired friend?"

"Yeah that's one! Dude, she is smoking hot!"

"You don't have a chance in hell with her, dumbass!"

"Oh please, women drop to their knees when I'm around…… literately!"

"Em….. seriously, you are such a pig. I don't know what girls see in you at all."

Are they talking about Rose? The one sounded like a huge douchebag.....

I lifted my head up just enough so I could try to make out who was talking near my car. Their voices didn't sound familiar. I needed visual conformation. There were only 2 of them, and their backs were turned to me. I'm guessing they must have been the other new brothers. One of them was huge! Like a bear or some shit. His arm muscles….. wow…. welcome to the gun show! The other one was just as tall, but lanky. He also had the most amazing "just got fucked" hair I've ever seen. It was the most unusual copper color; it reminded me of a sunset on the beach. In the distance I saw Rose and Alice make their way to the car. When Rose was about a car length away from the big guy, I saw him shoot up and start waving. Rose and Alice giggled as they passed by. The big guy made a fill rotation and I was able to clearly make out his face. He was gorgeous too! Whoever made these boys needed a standing ovation that's for sure. As Rose and Alice reached the car, I adjusted the seat into an upright position, and opened the front door. I got out and let Alice crawl in the back. Rose opened the passenger door and climbed in.

"Holy shit! Did you see that?!" Rose inquired.

"I saw it. I thought he was gonna follow you and start humping your leg" I answered.

"I think I would be OK with that." Rose chuckled.

"He's still staring over here." Alice chimed in.

"Maybe we could invite them over? I mean they are new and all…" Rose trailed off.

"Really?" I whined.

"Bella come on. Besides being handsome, they seem pretty cool." said Alice.

"I guess." I don't think I really had another option; it was going to happen regardless because that is how these two wenches worked. But I loved them for it.

Alice shot up through the sunroof and started yelling at the two guys, inviting them over. The big one had the biggest smile on his face and looked over at his lanky brother motioning for him to follow. Lanky bro shrugged and shook his head no. Big boy mouth something to his brother, but we couldn't hear, and started walking over to us. Guess lanky bro doesn't want to make friends. Well fuck him too.

"Hey!" Big boy yelled when he got closer.

"Hey to you." Rose replied. "I'm Rose, The little one is Alice, and the moody one is Bella."

"Hey! I'm not moody. I just don't like people….. no offense to you"

"None taken. I'm Emmett by the way." He stuck his gigantic hand out for everyone to shake.

"Nice to meet you." We all three said.

"So........ how do you like Forks?" Rose asked.

"It's not as bad as I thought it would be. In fact, it's looking up." Emmett responded with a huge grin plastered on his face.

We talked with Emmett the entire lunch period. He was like a huge kid. I was going to get along with him great. Talking with him was very easy, and fun. I don't think I've laughed that hard in a long time. He asked if we were going to the huge bonfire at First Beach tonight. It was a school tradition. The entire school would be going tonight. Well, everyone except me this year. That beach held to many memories, and I wasn't about to subject myself to that. Rose and Alice made plans with Emmett to meet up there tonight. On the way back into school Alice tried to get me to change my mind about coming. She said I needed to face this shit head on….. or something like that. I didn't want to face it. I wanted to forget it. There was no way in hell I was going to that beach tonight. Fuck that.

Alice and I made our way to chemistry. I was happy she would be in there with me. We walked through the door and were stopped by our teacher, Mr. Banner. That douchebag thought it would be a great idea to draw names out of a hat for lab partners. Fucking wonderful! I was not happy. Alice drew Jessica Stanley; she made a gagging motion to me as she walked to her table. I didn't get to draw a name. Someone had already drawn mine. I walked over to table I was assigned and threw my bag forcefully on the floor. I hadn't even looked to see who my partner was yet. I turned my head and was taken aback by the glorious copper-sex-haired boy next to me. HOLY SHIT! This was the last brother. I couldn't see his face as it was laid down on his arm facing the window. I guess he was sleeping. I turned and saw Alice grinning from ear to ear at me. I grinned back, I couldn't help myself. Class started and Mr. Banner gave us the run down for the year. I could barely concentrate. I found myself looking over at copperhead waiting for him to wake up. I wondered if I should wake him up, but then I thought how pissed off I would be if someone woke me up. I just let him sleep.

The bell rang and everyone hurriedly ran out for their next class. Copperhead didn't stir. I started to feel guilty for not waking him up. I heard Alice call for me by the door, and just decided to leave him. Fuck it, it's not my fault he didn't get enough sleep last night. I sauntered to the door and before I left, I took another glimpse of my sleeping copperhead.

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