Chapter 6 – The beginning of the end
The alarm went off, Edward reach over and turned it off. I had been awake for at least an hour before the alarm went off and so had Edward I had heard him muttering. I was trying not to think anything, because I didn't want Edward to know how much pain I was feeling down below, I was also feeling a bit stiff in my arms and legs and a bit sore on my neck.
The alarm finally brought me to my senses and I knew I wasn't going to be able to keep it from him
Thinking to him 'you were a bit rough last night Edward, I didn't know you could be that passionate, I must bring it out of you'
He took hold of my face so we were looking at each other in the eyes, those golden eyes.
"I am so sorry Samson, we shouldn't have done that, but when you thought it in the shower yesterday I could not stop thinking about it, I cannot deny anything you ask of me"
"You don't have to apologies for what you have done, I'm glad I bring that side out, I want to experience all sides of you. And I hope we can do it again, but I think it's going to have to be at the end of the week maybe next week. I'm going to need some recovery time."
"I do not think I will be doing it again Samson"
"Why not wasn't good for you Edward, for me it was heaven, I loved it all especially when you bit me that just heighten the experience for me, I don't mind you nibbling"
"I'll run you a bath Samson and you can soak for a while, I bring you some toast up and clean up, I also going to have to get you a new pillow."
Edward got up and went into the bedroom not before turning and the shocked look in his face worried me
"Edward what's wrong," I slowly sat up and looked at myself, I had a lot of bruises
"Ho, I do turn you into a sexual beast. My sexual beast"
"Never again" he said before going into the bathroom, the water started to run, he then went down stairs.
I sat on the edge of the bed, trying not to think anything. What had I done, I thought it was great, I didn't mind his roughness. I stood up and had to sit back down again, it was very painful.
Edward came back up with my toast which he handed to me. He then picked me up in his arms and carried me to the bathroom and placed me in the bath and turned off the taps.
"Just sit and eat, let the water relax you"
I dressed after my bath feeling a lot better I could stand and walk now gingerly, I decided to wear a turtleneck for Edward to cover the love bits he had given me and it also covered the bruises he had given me. If I was dressing for me I would have as much as possible on display, trophies of our love, but Edward was taking it all as if he spent the night beating me up. We didn't talk again until we got to school.
It had snowed last night and the rain of yesterday had turned to ice. Edwards's mood was bringing me down, I was going to have to do something about that or I'm was going to lose him.
I saw Bella's truck pull into the car park slowly, it was fun watching her drive in she looked all on edge and very scared, in the best of conditions she had trouble just walking, today was going to be just plain dangerous for her.
I turned to Edward smiling and nodded towards Bella's slow moving truck "I'm going to be the gentleman this time Edward, I'm going over to help Bella into school, I don't think she'll manage to get in class without falling down a few times" so I set off walking to the parking space she usually parks in. I reached the back of her truck just as she turned off the engine; I turn back to Edward who was stood by my car and blow him a kiss
'Edward I am sorry, I won't push you to do it again. We can just do the foreplay, I am fine with that. All I need is to be with you, I love you Edward.' Edward smiled at me but it wasn't his crooked smile.
I heard Bella car door slam, "Bella, I'm here to help, I'll walk you to your first class, if you like."
She walked round to the back of the truck to join me and was just about to reply when a high pitched screech made us both turn to where the sound had came from to see a dark blue van skidding, tires locked and squealing against the breaks, spinning wildly across the ice, it was coming straight for Bella's truck and standing between the truck and the oncoming van was me and Bella. Without thinking I pulled both hands to my chest and with all my strength I pushed Bella hoping it would send her far enough away from the oncoming van. I then turned hoping to catch a last glance of Edward, 'I love you.'
Something hit me hard, but not from the direction the van was coming from. My head cracked against the icy road, this was the one place Edward didn't bruise last night, my head. I felt something solid and cold pinning me to the ground, this felt familiar, memories of last night came to mind. I was lying on the payment behind the tan car Bella had parked next to with the van still coming. The van had curled gratingly around the end of the truck and, still spinning and sliding, was about to collide with me again.
A low oath confirmed the something solid and cold that was pinning me to the ground that it was Edward with me. His familiar white hands shot out protectively in front of me, and the van shuddered to a stop a foot from my face hi large hands fitting providentially into a deep dent in the side of the van's body
Then his hands moving so fast they blurred, one suddenly gripping under the body of the van. The other hand dragging me, swinging my legs around till they hit the tire of the tan car. A groaning metallic thud hurt my ears and the van settled, glass popping, onto the asphalt – exactly where a second ago my leg's had been.
I turned my head to try and see if I had managed to get Bella clear of all of this and out of the corner of my eye I could see Bella sat up eyes and mouth wide open looking in our direction.
Screaming and names were being called out but it was when I heard Edwards's low frantic voice that got through
"Samson are you alright?"
"I think I need to add a bump to the list" Looking at Edward I could see this wasn't the time to try humor. I tried to sit up, and realized he was holding me against the side of his body in an iron grasp.
"Be careful" he warned as I struggled. "You may have hit your head pretty hard"
I knew I hit my head but I then became aware of how hard the throbbing ache centered above my left ear.
"Ow"
"That's what I thought" it sounded like he was suppressing laughter.
"Now my pain is funny, what's changed that view point, and how did you get over here so fast?"
"I decided to come with you, seeing how you are not really fit to catch a falling girl"
I stared hard at Edward and without speaking to him out loud 'Edward have you forgot about my gift?' hopefully driving my point home.
He didn't speak, I turned to sit up, this time he let me, releasing his hold around me ad sliding as far from me as he could. I looked at his concerned innocent expression.
"You don't have to sit that far away from me you know, you can come back and hold me, I just want to get a bit more comfy"
But he didn't more or answered me so we sat in silence while they worked to move the van far enough away from us to get the stretchers in. Once on a stretcher Bella came over with her dad,
"Thanks for saving my daughter Samson, I owe you one"
"You don't Charlie, it was all instinct"
"Never less you saved her, I don't know what I would have done if my Isabella had died, thank you Samson"
Bella hugged me "thank you Samson, you're my Hero"
"I'm no one's hero"
'Edward get me out of here, get me on the ambulance, Please' I stressed the please in my thoughts.
Edward did what I asked, as the EMT's got me in the back of the ambulance.
'Thank you Edward, I love you' I started to choke up and cry when I said I love you, because it suddenly hit me, I nearly died and taken away from my Edward.
"Samson are you alright?" Edward said getting in the back with me.
"Yes, sorry, it just all hit me, I could have died and been taken away from you."
"But you was not taken, I was there to pull you away"
"Edward I'll do anything to make it easy for us to be together, anything you need, I don't want us to be apart"
"I know what you mean I couldn't let that Van kill you, it would have been unbearable to live without you, I love you"
"I love you too"
"Sorry to interrupt but have you any other injuries?" the EMT said
"I think I may have a few bruises where Edward grabbed me"
"Ok anything else"
'Should I tell him about the pain in the bum, Edward?' I thought to him
"He didn't mention about anything while you were trying to get to us" Edward jumped in glaring at me
We arrived at hospital and I was wheeled into the ER and Edward disappeared.
I was alone until Tyler was brought in with bandages wrapped around his head which was blood stained, he looked anxious and then he saw me
"Samson I'm sorry!"
"It's ok Tyler, I'm fine you're fine so to harm done"
The nurses came in to see to Tyler, but this didn't stop him talking
"I thought I was going to kill you, I was going too fast and hit an ice patch"
"Don't worry about it, Edward was there to pull me out of the way"
"Who?"
"Edward Cullen my boyfriend" I said to Tyler 'I hope you are still are my boyfriend' I thought to Edward where ever he was.
"Cullen? I didn't see him…Wow, it was all so fast. I saw you push Bella out of the way, I guess, is he Okay"
"I think so, he's here somewhere"
I got a break from Tyler's apologizing. They took me to x-ray to check my head, they said everything looked fine but I would have to wait for the Doctor to look me over before I could go. So I was wheeled back to the ER and Tyler.
More apologies and promises to make it up to me, I have no idea how he was going to do that, but he kept on saying he would. Getting tired of it I closed my eyes and pretended to sleep.
"Is he sleeping?" I heard Edward probably ask Tyler
'No I'm not, Tyler wouldn't stop apologizing, and this was the only way to shut him up' I thought.
"I think so, hey Edward, I'm really sorry" Tyler stopped in mid sentence
"No blood, no foul" Edward cut in
"Samson, Samson" Edward said to me while gently shaking me
"What's wrong, what's happening" I said
"Samson that was terrible" Edward sad quite enough that Tyler wouldn't hear him
'Was my acting that bad' I thought
"Yes it was" again low enough so Tyler wouldn't hear him
"So what's the verdict? Edward asked in his normal voice
"What no kiss?" I asked
Edward leaned in and kissed me
"We must be in trouble if I have to prompt for a kiss, but about the injury they said there's nothing wrong with me at all"
"Were alright right" Edward said just has the doctor came in, it was his dad
"So Samson, three days dating my son and you're already visiting me at work, it must be serious" he said with a smile to me and Edward who smile back at his father.
"How are you feeling Samson" Back in Doctor mode
'is he asking about the car accident injury or the sexual stuff' asking Edward
"You were just telling me you feel fine, weren't you Samson" Edward said while hitting my leg
"They said the x-rays looked fine and I have nothing that Tylenol wouldn't shift" I said looking at Edward and smiling
"I don't know what I missing here but I know I'm missing something" Dr Cullen said walking to the light board to look at my x-rays
"Samson can you cut that out for now?" Edward whispered so Tyler wouldn't hear
'What do you mean Edward?'
"The thoughts"
"You want me to say my thoughts out loud" Whispering back
"No I want you save them for when we are alone"
"Ok"
"Have you two finished?" Dr Cullen asked
"Yes" Edward replied
"Your x-rays look good" Dr Cullen said walking back over to me, his cool fingers probed lightly along my skull
I winced
"Tender"
"I've got worse, sorry I mean I've had worst"
"I give up" Edward shrugged, I hear a suppressed laugh, which I guess was from Dr Cullen
"Well you can go home, but come back if you feel dizzy or have trouble with your eye sight at all" Dr Cullen said
"Edward can you take me home?"
"Sure Samson, Dad can I borrow your car?"
"Yes, here are the keys, make sure he takes some Tylenol for the pain"
"I will do dad"
We walked out of the ER into the waiting area which looked like a town hall gathering, everyone must have been here. We walked past, I got stopped a few times and asked how I was, I just told them that I was fine and I wanted to get home and rest.
Finally we made it out and reached Carlisle's car, Edward open the passenger's side door for me
"Always the gentleman"
Edward didn't response to that either verbally or physically, he just closed the door after I got in and then walked round to the driver's side and got in. He put the key's in the ignition and started the car, he was just about to set off when I reach other and took the keys out.
"What are you doing?"
"We need to talk"
"Can't we do that at your home?"
"No, we need to sort it out now, we both know that you didn't follow me to Bella's Truck, and we both know you're not like me or anyone else at school apart from the rest of your family, Correct?"
"Correct"
"So are you going to tell me what you are and how you managed to save me and stop the van before it killed me?"
"No, I cannot answer your questions Samson; it is not because I cannot answer them it is because I am not allowed to answer them. Samson I wish I could tell you, I really want to tell you. You where truthful with me from the start, you told me about your gift and so I told you about my gift, but that is as far as I can go. I want to tell you the whole truth about me and my family but sadly I cannot."
I throw Edward the keys, "Ok Edward take us home"
"Does this mean were over" Edward said sounding upset
"No it means I'm going to have to live with the knowledge that you and your family have a big secret. Edward you told me you can't tell me and I know you can't so I have to drop it. There's no point it dragging it out and fighting over it, which will probably end with us splitting up over it and I don't want that"
"neither do I" he butted in
"I don't care what it is, now I know you want to tell me, this shows you trust me enough to let me in on your families secret, you don't know how happy that makes me feel, now drive I need to take some Tylenol"
Edward leans over and kisses me hard on the lips
"I do trust you and I love you, home we go."
Driving back to my place I decide to bring up my another subject
"About last night" Edward tightens his grip on the steering wheel "I want to say could we do that again"
"I told you I don't want to hurt you again, so I won't do it"
"Could you let me finish please Edward"
"Yes, sorry, that was rude, please continue"
"I know you said you didn't want to hurt me again but, you didn't start and I'm using your words here not me, you didn't start hurting me until you started fucking me. So could we do everything you did before the fucking again as that didn't hurt me according to you?"
"What did that hurt you what I did before I fucked you, because if it did then I would not do that"
"Well for me it drove me mad, it was painful not being able to cum, so could you do that again, the fucking can wait?"
"Well as long I did not hurt you physically then yes I will do that again, but I could not fuck you I do not trust myself to keep control and I will just hurt you again."
"Can I ask you if that was your first time having sex?"
"Yes you can, and yes it was"
"It was your first time, you didn't know what to expect. Next time you will know what to expect and you will have more control. I love you Edward and I respect your decision, just tell me you will think about it"
"What you say makes sense, I will think about it, here we are"
Edward got out of the car and came round and open my door, he helped me out and into the house.
"Samson you go up stairs and get into bed I will get you something to eat and some Tylenol, I will then drop the car back at the hospital and go back to school to tell everyone you survived."
Thanks Edward.
I must have dropped off to sleep and I woke with Edward lying next to me looking at me.
"How are you Samson?"
"I'm fine thanks, a bit stiff, my muscles ach and I'm going to need some more Tylenol"
He handed me some
"I know what you need now and that is a bath, so you get undressed while I run the bath"
"Ok" I undressed and checked the clock, it was 6, I was feeling a bit hungry, I could do with something to eat before I have a bath I thought
"And after the bath I will take you out for something to eat"
"You read my mind"
"I know"
I laughed; Edward was in a good mood, which made me all warm inside. Edward appeared at the bathroom door naked
"Why are you naked, I thought I was having the bath?"
"You are, I am going to join you, I do not want you falling asleep in there and drowning"
"I love you Edward Cullen"
He came over to me picked me up and took me into the bathroom. Edward got in the tub first and told me to get in and sit in the tub with me back against his chest. We stayed like that for half an hour, if I hadn't been so hungry could have stayed like that all night, but I at least needed something to eat. So we got out and dried each other put on a change of clothes and went out for something to each.
We went for an Italian, well I ate an Italian dinner Edward just watched. Edward watching was going to take some getting used to, it just seemed very strange to me, but he can't tell me about it so I just had to get use to it.
On the drive back I had to ask Edward about Bella
"So what are you going to do with Bella, she saw it all and knows you stop the car I think?"
"I deal with it when the problem arises"
"If she does ask, you are going to tell her what you told me, you followed me over to help her?"
"Yes"
"Ok"
When we got home we went straight to bed I was still tired and fell asleep in Edwards arms again, I always sleep better in Edwards arms.