A/N; It took me ages to get this chapter up but my laptop broke and it sucks basically. So I hope this makes up for the long update. And I don't own everything Twilight or the pack (sighs dreamily) I don't even think SM realises how lucky she is lol so here it is =).

Walking home with Jared was uncomfortable. No scratch that, it was in fact so uncomfortable my hands were sweating, I had never been so self-conscious in my life and I thought my stomach was going to fall out of my butt.

Ok so that one was a bit much even for my inner monologue. But the cherry on the cake is that I was sick.

It gets even better, like sprinkles on the hypothetical cake of life if you will is that I have to come down with the flu when Adonis, I mean Jared decides to find out my name.

Sure he's only been in my classes for nine years but hey its never to late for introductions.

He kept looking from his feet up to my face then back down to his feet as If he was a toddler who was scared about walking in case he fell over, and on some sick level for me it was kind of cute.

I was recounting what I was thinking when I got dressed this morning, as I obviously didn't think that Hottie Mchotterson would be walking me home.

Every time I Imagined him he would be perfect, then I would see him at school the next day and my heart would break just a little bit more.

But it wasn't because he constantly ignored me or didn't know my name.

It was just that he was that much better than my imagination.

And he always would be miles out of my league.

I mean who would want little plane Jane Kim, eh?. Certainly not someone like him.

I was thinking just how much I sounded like a stalker and wondering how many cats I would collect over the years to be called the scary cat lady.

Ah looking forward to my spinster days

While being distracted by my inner voice I realised all to soon that we had arrived at my house. I turned so my body was facing him to say thanks for walking me home and I put my hand on his forearm to stop him.

I jerked my hand but didn't move it, the only way to explain would be that a small electric current was flowing from him up my arm but that wasn't the only thing, he was burning up.

My health was immediately forgotten, "Jared are you ok, your burning up?". Without thinking I removed my hand from his arm to his forehead which was hotter if possible.

My brain started reeling, what if he was coming down with the flu the same as I was, or what if it was whatever he was off with for all that time. If he had an infection then whatever bacteria it was would have build up resistance, Something could be seriously wrong with him.

I hadn't realised that my hand was still at his forehead, but before I started to move it away he reached up and clasped his massive hand around mine. Save to say that with my already burning fever and his body heat was just too much and I passed out again for the second time today and ever in my life.

Yet before the darkness took over huge muscular arms wrapped around me and I couldn't help but feel safe.

Jpov.

I was silently wondering if there was something wrong with Kim. Maybe she had a concussion or something, she kept passing out on me.

I came to the conclusion that she is sick, simply for the matter that when she put her hand on my arm then raised it to my forehead (It was me that had to try not to pass out for that one) her temperature was raised higher than it ever would be for a normal human.

Since we had already reached her house I decided that I could just pick her up and take her and maybe lay her on the sofa. When we got to the front door I looked around and kicked a few bricks looking for a spar key. I noticed that she had a small lantern that was just about eye level with me, and a small silver key was shimmering under the light.

Trying to reach up to get it was a feat in itself.

I was holding Kim bridle style with one arm under her neck and the other hooked under her knees. Even now I couldn't help but admire her.

Her face was pressed into my chest which I could use to my advantage, I turned her whole body to face me and placed my palm at the bottom of her back.

Doing this allowed me to shuffle my leg up and support her legs whilst I grabbed the key. To any passer by I must have looked like I was impersonating a mutilated flamingo or something.

As soon as I had the door open Kim hit me.

Not literally but the scent was everywhere and I would be happy just to roll around in it all day, but maybe some other time as I was randomly kicking open doors in search of her bedroom.

So far I had passed the living room, kitchen and a bathroom. There was only two doors left I opened the one closest to me and it looked to be her parents room as there was pictures or Kim all over the walls.

I chuckled to myself quietly as starting from the one side of the room was baby scans which followed to toddler Kim with dimples that would melt your heart. Then followed throughout was pictures of her about ten.

The last one almost hurt to look at, she hadn't aged much since it was taken but I recognised the place it was down on second beach at sunset. Her hair was tied back and she was clad in just a small pair of shorts with a red vest top.

It must have been a few years after the last picture because she was um ………. Developed. Yes developed that was the word I was looking for.

I wondered if I should just lie her down in her parents bed and hope for the best or continue looking for her room. My curiosity got the better of me and I had to look for her bedroom. My Mum used to say that your bedroom was your sanctuary and you could tell more about a person by being in their bedroom compared to meeting them officially.

I just hoped that-that was the reason spurring me on to find it.

Now you may think that because her home was a rather small cottage no bigger than Jacob and Billy's house that their may not be that many rooms but obviously it was more difficult because there was only one room left.

Kicking that final door open and nearly taking it off the hinges in the process. I guess my patience had just run out as she was starting to stir in my arms.

When I looked in the room to discover it wasn't a room at all but a staircase that led down to a wide open space. I figured this was the last chance to investigate if it was in fact her room it not I was calling quits and leaving her in the other room.

I was quick to find out that unlike any other basement the stairs were carpeted all the way down and the wide open space revealed that it was in fact Kim's room.

And I was instantly relieved. I walked over to her-rather large for one person- double bed and lay her on top of the duvet, not wanting her to think that I was invading her personal space anymore so than I already had.

Speaking of earlier when my mum said that about some-ones room told loads about them she wasn't wrong. Kim had a very modern room with the main styles being black and white/silver from my immediate knowledge.

The soft plush carpet that started at the top of her stairs was black and there was a small white rug in the middle of the floor. Another thing that caught my eye was the floor to ceiling mirror which I guessed was her wardrobe.

Her walls were covered in impeccable art and pictures that had been blown up. Everything on her walls were handmade or took. Most of the large pictures were from right on the reservation as you could see the cliffs that we frequently went diving off of in the distance.

She had an amazing talent to take something simple and making it beautiful. Just like her.

I was possibly the luckiest man alive just to want her mine, well not want her but have her.

I was just letting my imagination get ahead of myself as I just assumed that she would choose me. No matter if she did or didn't choose me I would always wait for her and be around to protect her until the day I took my last breath. That was what I was sure of.

Ill admit I was shitting myself, I mean I had just met her and I was already ready to give up solidarity to be with her, forever and always.

I was exhausted so I walked over to the end of Kim's bed and plopped down, but before I knew it I had passed out in full awareness that the girl I loved was merely feet away from me. Her even breathes helped lull me in to security.

So that's the second chapter hope you liked it, please review. And I want to thank all who reviewed last time it really helped spur me on. x