Chapter 2
Ching's POV
I lay wide awake watching the clock.
2:33
It's amazing that when somebody important from your life is taken away.
Everything goes black.
Everything you once knew.
Everything that will be.
Your future.
Your past.
The present.
Mean nothing to you anymore.
Feelings
Emotions
Contentment
Life
All crash down and all that's left are little pieces.
Trillions of little pieces that can never be mended.
But the only cure if that person special person in your life comes back.
It all revolves around that special person.
A person you cared about.
A person you cared about so much, that you would through yourself in front of a bus to save them.
But this time there was nobody to save her.
Nobody to jump in front of that out of control deamon bus.
But what if that bus was driven by somebody else you cared about.
Somebody you knew and loved.
And that somebody who was driving that bus loved the person that was in front of it.
That person you cared about so much.
In the beginning of this mess.
What if that person you loved and cared about was killed…
By another loved one...
Or so everyone thought…
Garu's POV
I meditate in the middle of my living room.
As still as a mighty oak.
As quiet as a babbling brook.
Breath in breath out, think about today's events.
Suicide didn't seem like a big problem.
No pain no sorrow, no everyday hurtful feelings that everyday people go through.
And I could be with her…
Pucca
I smile at the thought.
To see her bight smile that makes your insides melt.
To feel her silky raven black hair in my fingers.
And to look into those crystal light brown eyes.
As if you can see her sole.
But then again, I was getting over it, bit by bit.
I might not be able to love again but hey, it beats being hung over right?
But then again… killing myself would help ease the pain more quicker…
So many hard choices, so little time…