That night after the Autobots and Decepticons declaired peace between each other, I lay on my bed. I was stareing at my wall where the paining of Starscream hung. It just stared at me with its smile. I kept hoping that this was a dream and that I'd wake up soon. But I knew it wasnt. I was all alone now, well except Swindle who hadnt left my side since Starscream died. He either didnt want to be alone or was making sure I was okay. I didnt know which but it made me feel better. I kept going through my mind what I had said to Starscream to make him do this. Then I remembered what it was.
We were sitting on the edge of a cliff just watching the sun start to set. He looked over at me. "Juliet, who do you think I am." he asked me. I looked up at him. "I dont know. What do you want to be?" I asked him. He looked back at the sun set. "I'm not sure anymore who I am or what I want to be." I climbed into his lap and looked up at him. "Thats okay." I said. "Someone great once said "It is never to late to be what you could have been." Its your choice to be what you want Starscream." He looked down at me. "And what have you chosen to be Juliet?" he asked me. I looked at him. "I chose to be your friend." I told him. He looked shocked. "I've also chosen to accept my fate and who I am." I explained. "And who would that be?" he asked. "I'm not sure."
Thats what I said. He had chosen who he wanted to be. He wanted to be the hero. I sat up and looked at his picture. Then I saw Galvatrons and my body filled with a new rage. I grabbed my sword and threw it at him hitting his spark chamber. Swindle looked up at me from where he had been sitting. "You okay Juliet?" I looked over at him and calmed down. "Yea I'm fine Swindle." then Hot Shot walked in. "Mind giving us some time alone?" he asked Swindle. Swindel oblidged and left the room as Hot Shot closed the door as he left.
Hot Shot came and sat down right next to my bed. "Hey how are you doing?" he asked me. "How am I doing? How am I doing?" I yelled standing up. "I just saw my best friend vaporized into dust. How the hell ya think I', doing?" Hot SHot stood up as if avoiding the blows from the force of my words. "Juliet, please calm down." he told me. "No I wont calm down!" I yelled as tears spilled from my eyes. "I blame you and the rest of the Autobot team for what happened to him." Hot Short stared at me. "How do you figure its our fault?" he asked me. "Because you thought he stoll the Skyboom sheild when Alexis and the others took the mini-cons out for a walk and he felt untrusted which resulted in him leaving. " I told him. "If you guys had trusted him he would have stayed and wouldnt have had to sacrifice himself for everyone to work together." I finally broke down and stared crying. Hot Shot picked me up and cradled me like you would a baby and just held me til I stopped crying. "It will be okay." he told me. "We are going to find a way to bring him back." I took out my fragment of Starscream's armour and held it. Hot Shot looked at it. "MAybe we can use that." he said. "No theres not enough. I tried already." I told him. He placed me back on the bed. "It'll be okay Juliet." he promised me. "we'll get him back." he then walked out of the room and left. I reached under the bed and pulled out the "quilt" we had made Starscream. I had found it in the forest after he left and took it. I wrapped myself up in it and laid down. I pressed play on my cd player and listened to the song as I drifted off to sleep.
Together In All These Memories
I See Your Smile
All The Memories I Hold Dear
Darling You Know I Love You Till The End Of Time
All Of My Memories
Keep You Near
It's All About Us
Imagine You'd Be Here
All Of My Memories
Keep You Near
The Silent Whispers
The Silent Tears