Chapter Two
"I'm sorry, Kiku." Alfred whispered, his head lowered in shame and his bangs covering his saddened eyes. "I'm really sorry for falling in love with you and forcing you to do things that made you uncomfortable. I'll just leave."
"Alfred, wait!" Alfred was about to walk put the door when Kiku called out his name and hesitantly, Alfred stopped himself, deciding to listened to what the Japanese man had to say.
"I-I love y-you too and I-I never d-disliked th-the t-times we . . ." Kiku blushed as he thought of the word "sex" and remembered the first time he and Alfred had sex. Also, it was the thing he loved the most, even if they did not have sex every day. "I mean, I really do love y-you and I'm f-fine when you f-force yourself o-on t-to me. I-I like that part a-about you."
"Is that so?" asked Alfred, but he was still not fazed.
"That is so. So, don't take it the wrong way, Alfred. I'm just . . . I was raised this way. I had strict parents and they expected me to follow every rule that they threw at me." explained Kiku, fidgeting as he spoke because this was the first time in a really, really, really long time that he mentioned his parents.
"But you're still mad at me." concluded Alfred, his voice barely a whisper so it was hard to hear it from where Kiku was.
The raven-haired man groaned. I'm not getting through to him! What or how am I suppose to do to prove that I do love him, but I just want him to follow my rules? Kiku thought, complaining on what to do. I am the worse lover a gay man can have! I'm probably still the worse if I was with a woman.
"Kiku, do I annoy you?" Alfred suddenly asked, but this was just confusing poor Kiku even more.
"Sometimes you are and everyone else simply say that you're annoy and stupid, but that's not true. You're just annoy when you try to be a 'hero'." Kiku, of course, honestly answered Alfred's question because he was taught not to lie., causing an additional blow to the American's pride.
"You didn't have to say that, you know, Kiku. And since when did everyone hated me?" dramatically sobbed Alfred, making him want to go him even more and wanting to life inside a dark and lonely ditch. "I'm just going to head home, okay? I'll call you . . . maybe."
"O-okay, Alfred. Goodbye. I'll be waiting for that call." softly spoke Kiku, hesitating to wave goodbye to his lover as he watched Alfred sluggishly leave through the front door.
Once Alfred was out of sight, Kiku moaned and cried out, "I feel horrible! I hope I didn't kill all of his American pride," he prayed and then Kiku picked up the basket that he dropped and proceeded to head outside to air dry his clothes.
Yeah, here's the second chapter!
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