Fall Away
A D.Gray-Man Fanfiction
By SisterWicked
Chapter Two
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Well, here's chapter two. Before anyone asks, yes I know the chapters are much shorter than my normal. No, I don't think they'll vary too much in length. Yes, Chapter three will be done soon. Enjoy.
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Last Time -
Tyki laughed, shaking his head. "You wouldn't be able to, unless I allow it. As for the reason you're here.." He took hold of the boy's hips, jerking him forward sharply. "That remains to be seen. I had intended to destroy both you and the weapon you carry, but your reaction intrigues me.. Perhaps you'd be willing to trade yourself in exchange for your Innocence's safety?"
Lavi stared up at him in horrified confusion. "What? But that wasn't what you said! You said that we could leave together! I can't very well stay and go!" He pulled away from the man's body, leaning back as far as the restraints and the other's grip allowed. "Get off! I'm not going to let you play anymore games, Noah. Do whatever you're going to do and get it over with."
Tyki frowned at his reference, then laughed. "Surely you aren't as stupid as that, Lavi. I'm not interested in keeping a pet, after all." The redhead bristled at the term, his eye narrowed in annoyance.
"I'm not stupid! And I'm sure as Hell not offering to be your fucking pet, either! Say what you mean or shut up, fuckwit."
The older man snorted to himself for a moment, shaking his head. "Well! You certainly taste better than you sound, Lavi.. But I suppose I could be more precise, if need be." Still laughing softly, he leaned close to the redhead's ear, as if to share a secret. "It means to give me your body, Lavi.. To let me fuck you, in the basest term."
Lavi inhaled sharply, his eye wide in astounded horror. "No. You.. I won't let you do that." Jerking away from the chuckling man, he turned his back to him, shuddering with panicked revulsion. "Ask for something else, Noah. I'd rather give you my eye than.. God, you can't be serious."
Tyki hummed in mock disappointment, draping his arms around the boy's waist. Resting his head against his shoulder, he smiled. "What else would the embodiment of pleasure ask for, Lavi? Can you honestly say that you expected any less, from someone who just finished kissing you?" He nuzzled briefly at the other's skin, taking advantage of the boy's shock to press closer. "I think you're afraid of it.. That you may discover it to be pleasant."
Lavi stilled instantly, his hands tightening into fists. "You're crazy. It doesn't matter what you call it, you're out of your fucking mind if you think I'd let you touch me." Ignoring the man's close proximity, he turned his head carefully. "Nothing about you makes sense, you know that? Why would you even want to do that with your enemy, Tyki?" The man sighed in resignation.
"Aren't I touching you now, Lavi? You don't seem to be so adverse to the idea, physically.. Is it only your mind that needs convincing? That's easily managed.." He stepped quickly through the boy's body, drawing a strangled gasp from the odd sensation. Smiling down at him wickedly, he trapped the other's nape in his palm, the other hand dropping to the front of his jacket. "Allow me to demonstrate, for a moment.."
Catching the Exorcist's mouth, he pulled on the heavy cloth, removing it before the boy could protest. Releasing it onto the floor, he licked at the corner of the boy's mouth, his hand resuming it's place against his abdomen. Taking hold of his waist, he leaned back on the wall, dragging the redhead along with him. "Open your mouth, Lavi.. No harm ever came from a kiss."
The Exorcist growled in negation, lifting a booted foot to kick. Tyki caught his knee easily, using his new hold to jerk the boy flush against him. "Are you so eager, Little One? I thought it would take far longer, before you spread your legs willingly.." He recaptured the redhead's mouth, shifting firmly against him. Making use of his startled yelp, he repeated the motion steadily, stroking the boy's tongue with his own.
Feeling his captive's shiver, he smiled against his lips. Releasing the hold on his neck, he lowered his hand to his back, pulling him still closer. He sucked gently at the boy's lip, allowing him room to breathe. "It feels good, doesn't it? I can feel your heart racing, Lavi.. Are you still so sure of yourself? You aren't fighting at all.."
He paused, taking in the Exorcist's wide eye. "Do you need further convincing, Lavi? You seem to be rather surprised, have you never done this?" The redhead paled noticeably, facing abruptly away.
"That's none of your fucking business, is it?" He spat on the floor in disgust. "Some people aren't demon whores, taking anything they can get."
Tyki laughed quietly, shaking his head. "Not anything, Lavi.. I can pick and choose amongst the ones who interest me, after all." He followed the ridges of the boy's spine with his fingers, using just enough pressure to avoid tickling the sensitive area. "You should be flattered, I usually prefer a bit more maturity in my choices."
Lavi shuddered, resisting the urge to squirm at the man's idle touches. "Hardly. I doubt that most people would be flattered by an egotistical lunatic knocking them out and chaining them up.. You must be running out of simpleminded women and old men to molest, if you're this desperate." Tyki raised an eyebrow at his statement, still tracing leisurely designs on the other's shirt.
"Hm, some of the women were a bit dull, but I don't recall any 'old men' in my dalliances.. Maturity of the body is well and good, but maturity of the mind is usually what the term signifies to me." He smiled at the boy's disbelief. "I don't feel a need to form lasting attachments, but a bit of conversation is agreeable, now and again. Why waste time on a lover who lacks the ability to string more than two words together, Lavi?"
The Exorcist scowled at him, leaning away from his hand. "Like you give a shit what some random human has to say! All you care about is what they can do for you, what you get out of it! This is the same, you don't want me, you just like forcing me to choose." He shook his head, looking away. "You should have caught yourself a better companion, Tyki. I'm not going to waste my time lecturing someone like you on morals, it wouldn't matter."
The older man sighed, nodding slowly. "I know more about morals than you'd like to believe, Lavi. You're right when you say that I don't care about other people's thoughts, but it isn't because I don't understand." He caught the boy's face, turning his head to stare at him seriously. "I don't care because I know that any one of them would sell their body or their soul for nothing more than a few moments of pointless happiness. That's what keeps the Earl in business, isn't it? Their greed?"
Lavi met his gaze warily, committing his words to memory in the event that he actually managed to escape to record them. "That doesn't matter. Everyone wants something, but if your Earl didn't exist, they wouldn't be able to create akuma, would they? He's the cause, and you.. Noah are helping him find people to corrupt."
Tyki snorted. "They find their own ways of getting what they want, Lavi. I thought you Bookmen watched?" He leaned close, smirking at the boy's unwilling gasp as he pressed against him. "People find other ways to express their greed, the Earl just offers a unique service.. Besides that, you've strayed from the subject." Lowering the hand on the Exorcist's back, he pulled firmly on his shirt, tugging it free of his pants. "What is your answer, Lavi? Is your weapon worth less than yourself, after all?"
The redhead struggled to avoid the hand sliding purposefully beneath the hem of his untucked shirt. "Stop! I don't want you touching me, damn it!" He jerked away, ignoring the feeling of the other's body against him as he fought. "There's no choosing! Letting you have what you say you want wouldn't be any different than telling you to go ahead and torture me to death!"
The older man blinked at him in mild surprise. "No difference? You think I would make you suffer, despite your willingness? You truly are an innocent, then.." He removed his hand, lowering it to rest at the small of the boy's back. "I wouldn't cause you pain, Lavi. That would defeat the purpose." He turned his head, licking teasingly along the side of the other's throat. "My satisfaction would come from the knowledge that you hated me, but absolutely loved how I made you feel.." He closed his teeth gently on the rapid beat of the boy's pulse, humming at it's sudden increase. "I wonder if it's fright that makes you shake like that, Lavi.. Are you so afraid of enjoying yourself? I could always destroy your weapon and have you regardless, if choosing is truly beyond you."
Lavi pulled away, tearing his leg free of the other's light grasp. "You disgust me," He snarled, glaring at the unpurturbed man. "Like I said, you only want to make me choose, when your mind was already made up! Do what you want, and when you've had your fill.. then we can talk about your morals." Tyki nodded agreeably, taking the boy's chains in his hand.
"It may not be a blood-oath, Lavi, but it's close enough to consent for me." He seperated the chain swiftly, plunging his hand into the wall and withdrawing, the metal caught firmly within. "Is that more comfortable for you? I presume you'll allow me certain liberties, but let me warn you.. I have no patience for childishness and games, unless I choose them. If you decide that you've made a mistake, close your eyes and bear it, it would be much better than attempting to fight."
Realizing that the older man meant to claim his 'payment' immediately, Lavi shuddered noticeably. Forcing himself to remain completely still, he supressed the urge to jerk away from his captor's roaming hands, even as they worked at the fastening of his pants. Averting his face, he bit down hard on his lip when he felt the man draw his boots away from his feet with a laugh. The sound grated on his nerves, but he allowed himself to be pushed back until his shoulders met the wall.
Seeing his forbidding expression, Tyki laughed again. "You're frightened." He said, turning the boy's face toward him. "Is it me you fear, or yourself? It's such a waste, really.." Bending close, he covered the boy's mouth purposefully, licking at the cuts from his teeth. "You shouldn't hurt yourself, Lavi. As I said, I don't intend to harm you." Releasing the redhead's face, he lowered his hands to his waistband. "Perhaps it would be better to show you, since you don't seem to believe me."
Pushing at the loosened cloth, he slid his hands down to the curve of the boy's backside, pulling him closer. "I'm curious.. What have you done, Lavi? Even something so small as a kiss unnerves you, are you really a total innocent?" The boy scowled, embarrassed despite his fear.
"What rock have you been under? I've been a little busy saving the world, that doesn't exactly leave a lot of time for whoring, does it?" He fought the blush that rose under the man's intense scruitiny. "What? It's not like I'm saving myself or some shit, I just haven't had the opportunity!"
Tyki raised an eyebrow skeptically. "Of course. I'm sure you would have gotten to it eventually."
Biting back a sharp retort, the redhead settled for an angry glare that only seemed to further amuse the older man. Ignoring his unspoken animosity, Tyki nodded thoughtfully. "That would explain your nervousness, but not the reaction you have to me.." He leaned close, barely pressing against the boy's body. "Does fear excite you, Lavi? It seems as if you almost want to be afraid, like my touching you without your consent only makes what I do that much more enjoyable.." He tightened his hold on the other's skin, smiling darkly.
"Maybe I should take advantage of that, since it means that you want this already, even though you deny it." Lavi shuddered unconciously, wavering between disbelief and horror.
"It's..I don't! You're crazy to even think that! All I want from you is- " Tyki cut him off with a kiss, urging his lips to part even as he shoved the boy's open pants over his hips. Pressing hard against the wall, Lavi struggled to pull back from the feeling of a hand against him, his eye wide at the suddenness of the man's movements.
His protests became panicked as the other began to stroke him firmly through his underclothes, his muffled cries gaining him nothing more than a smirk from the older man. He arched away from the stone, attempting to buck the man's weight off of himself, but found the effect to be opposite of what he wanted as the Noah slowed his touches to a crawl.
Lifting his head, Tyki narrowed his eyes at the boy's deep flush. "What you want from me is obvious, Lavi. You can content yourself with the thought that I'm forcing you, that anyone would react to this.." He squeezed deliberately, smiling at the Exorcist's choked gasp. "But it's all the same. Wanting this, wanting me to do this, it's all one evil."
Without allowing the boy time to respond, he pulled at his shirt, dropping it beside his discarded scarf and jacket. Bending to one side, he pressed his mouth to the redhead's throat, his teeth closing on the skin with a soft hiss. Lavi stiffened at the sensation, his heart beating painfully fast in anticipation of the bite that was sure to come. The pressure of the man's teeth lessened, and he pulled back with a smirk.
"So you do enjoy it.. I can feel it, you know." He laughed softly at the boy's gasped denial, keeping his touch steady even as he knelt. "This side of me has very sharp teeth, doesn't it?" He tugged the Exorcist's undershorts down, leaving them at his feet. "Perhaps I should bite you, to leave a mark to remind you of the penalty for lust?"
Lavi shook his head, pulling against his restraints. "NO! Not..!"
Tyki smiled, licking the bend of one leg. "No? I thought you didn't fear pain, Lavi.. I think you do need a reminder, however.." He took a firm hold on the boy's hips, leaning in to lap at his arousal tauntingly. Feeling his involuntary shiver, he repeated the action, lingering over the places that seemed to be the most sensitive. His efforts were not wasted, and soon he had reduced the boy to near-desperate cries as he sucked on his aching flesh.
Pulling away with a contented hum, he raised his head to take in the redhead's furious blush. "Should I stop, Lavi? You didn't agree to that, after all. You only gave your word to let me take you.."
Lavi shook his head jerkily, his knees shaking with anxiety. "Damn you! You know I don't want you to stop! You knew I wouldn't want you to before you did it!" Taking a breath, he growled in frustration. "Stop playing with me! Finish what you started or so help me God, I'll..!" Tyki laughed, nodding.
"There's no need for threats, Lavi. I'd be more than happy to continue, if you want it so much.." He resumed his movements, relishing the boy's ragged moans as he increased his pace. Feeling the telltale signs of his impending climax, he tightened his hold on the other's hips, urging him on with a slight press of his teeth. The redhead bucked away from the wall with a choked scream, the force of his release bringing him almost to his knees before the other's hold prevented it.
Wiping his mouth carelessly, Tyki smirked. "Goodness, was it really as good as all that? I believe I'm flattered, Lavi." Lowering the boy carefully to the floor, he urged his face up to meet his gaze. "Would you believe that what I'm going to do is even better? I wonder if you could handle that, if this was too much for you.."
Lavi glared at him dazedly, the look only slightly less severe for his shaking voice. "I can handle anything you do, idiot. You didn't do anything special, any bitch could have done the same."
Rather than the anger he expected, he was met with an amused nod. "Indeed. One of your lovely female companions could have done it, but I doubt either one would be so inclined. The injured one seemed to be particularly taken with the Walker boy, and the other was a bit old for you, wasn't she?"
Lunging forward furiously, the boy yanked at the chains that kept the laughing man just out of reach. "Don't you talk about them like that! They aren't like you, they're decent people!" He clenched his hands, ignoring the protesting throb of his injured wrist. "You're nothing but a pathetic cockwhore. A worthless, twisted person who gets off on hurting people because they're ten times better than you ever were!"
Seeing the man's surprised flinch, he laughed. "That's your problem, isn't it? You can have any other worthless person you want, but nobody with any standards would have you! They can probably see the sickness in you, just like I can see how fucked up you really are! You hurt good people because they're too good for someone like you. That's why you help the bastard that owns you, because he uses their goodness to make them just like you!"
The flat crack of the older man's open hand across his face echoed dully in the closed room, the sound belying the force of the blow. Jerking the Exorcist up by his hair, Tyki leaned in close enough to smell the blood from his split lip on his breath.
"Shut your fucking mouth, boy. What you know of me could fill a thimble and still leave room for your brain." Fighting the urge to simply crush the dazed boy's head against the wall, he tightened his grip until the redhead's eyes watered. "Promise or no promise, I'll kill you if you don't keep still. You think of yourself as one of those 'good people, Lavi? You're as worthless as anyone else I've had, or do you have no standards?"
He shoved the Exorcist back viciously, keeping his grip as he pressed him to the wall. "You'd have me, wouldn't you? Not ten minutes ago, you were right here moaning like a bitch in heat for me, weren't you? What does that say about your character, Lavi?" Turning him around, he moulded himself to the boy's back, smiling at his pained yelp. "You're no better than you say I am, really.. You say you have nothing, but I believe that to be your own doing, Bookman. You care for no one, and no one cares for you."
Feeling the boy's breathing hitch, he laughed. "That's why you're still pure, Lavi. No one with a heart would waste their time on you, but you said it yourself.." He shifted, stepping close as he allowed his clothing to phase through his body with a soft rustle of fabric on stone. "I have no heart."
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XD there's that chapter, I wonder how far I should run before the archer-fangrls won't be able to shoot me for leaving it there? Besides that, the next bit will be done soonish, as I have a birthday AND a several-day long trip coming up in the next while.. Fear not, you'll get your noncon :)
