WARNING WARNING WARNING WARNING
This is a VERY VERY Sad and touchy subject to some people, including me. I was crying while writing this. Cutting and Suicide is NEVER the right answer! i hope my friend will be able to see that soon.
Any who...
this is basically Sam talking, bout Frieddie, k peeps!
Ever notice that Sam always has a long sleeve on? might be cause its cold, but not for my story/poem, alright?
DISCLAMER: I DO NOT own iCarly, Sam, Freddie, or Carly or any one from iCarly. If i was Dan, Sam and Freddie would be together, and Griffin wouldn't own Pee-Wee Babies, Gibby would... acctually, i htink he already does O.o... HAHAHAHA
But any ways, enjoy, i hope i touched some peoples hearts with this... i dont understand this whole cutting thing... I've tried, but could NEVER succeed in doing so... BUT i do NOT cut, i actually HATE people who do, and feel bad at the same time :'(
Any ways... Enjoy please R & R!
I try to hide it
Hide it again
And again
No one understands
My long sleeved shirts day by day
Just to hide it
Its not for attention
Its for me
Me only
Only me to know
I don't want people to know
Im not an attention seeker
Only a girl
A girl is all they see
My smile hides my pain
The pain within my heart
Another cut upon my wrist
The cut the heals my soul
I cant stop it
Only hide it
Day by day
Cut by cut
No one cares about me
He doesn't notice it
My sadness
Must mean I hid it well
Too well
He cant save me now
This cut wont seem to stop
The blood drips on my paper
A note to him
If only he knew
Knew what he did to me
For loving her
Her and not me
I don't try and stop it
I let the blood flow and not clot
And with my last breath
I call him to say
"I love you"
And
"Goodbye"
(A/N): Depressing right? I DO NOT cut alright. I just want that to be clear. My one friend does. She wants attention from this guy. He wont give her the time of day. But she cuts to feel the pain, not for people to notice her. At least that's what she says, she doesn't hide it. I was also thinking of the boys who commuted suicide for being bullied, so i made it sorta depressing. Purple is now a happy and depressing color too me. Depressing from the suicide, and Happy because it IS the color of Seddie.