A/N- I'm so sorry it took so long to update, but now my exams are done and I've got more time on my hands :D Because I was so late to update I've tried to make this chapter as long as possible, so R&R and tell me what you think of it :) was it 'to long', 'not that good', ' awful use of words' just tell me I need some constructive criticism. Also thanks to everyone that subbed to my story, much appreciated :D But please R&R if you like it, a girl needs reviews :)
Distant
Finn was sitting in his room; the only light that came in was from the moon seeping though his gaping window. Finn sat on his green carpet; his arms were hugging his legs and his head lay on his knees, he looked out at the evening sky. He'd been crying (more like sobbing) and yes he knew it was a 'wimpy' and 'girly' thing to do and he knew he should care, but he didn't.
"Sweetie, I have to go now, you sure you don't want to come? I'm sure Burt and Kurt will miss you, Honey can you hear me?"
This was strange; ever since Finn had come home from Glee club he's been kind-of distant, he didn't even talk about what songs he and the rest of the Glee club practiced yet alone Rachel and for my son that fit into the 'strange' category. 'Maybe I'll just go and check on him before I leave'
I knocked lightly on the door once- no answer, knocked on it again a little harder than before- still no answer, not even his usual grunt. I begin to speak though the door "Finn, Sweetheart, are you there?" Once again no answer, I slowly open the door; just a little bit, a gap, just so I can see in.
And there I see my son sitting in the middle of the room; curled up into a ball stirring out at the open window. I open the door more and step inside my fingers skim the wall opposite the door to find the light switch, I turn it on and the light comes pouring out from the bulb, Finn groaned at the bright light. His room was a mess and not the usual teenage mess; his 'Xbox' was lying sideways, his games and DVDs scattered the floor, his bedside lamp lay shattered next to the king-sized bed, his playboy posters where ripped off the wall and now lay ruined and crumpled on the floor.
I walk up to Finn and place a hand on his shoulder and crouch down so I'm at the same level as him, I can see now that he's been crying; tear tracks line his cheeks and fresh tears wear streaming down his face, his eyes red and blotchy, his nose was dripping and he was taking sharp intakes of breath. Why is my son so distrust?
"Honey what's wrong, what's happened, is Rachel okay?"
"Yeah Rachel's fine mom, just fine" he replied in a bitter tone.
"Well than tell me why you're so upset, please."
"It's nothing mom, I'm just over-reacting, Glee club can do that to you. You gotta go mom you'll be late for your dinner."
"I'm not going to go anywhere, not until you tell me what wrong!" I wiped a falling tear from Finns eye. Finn lets out a sigh of defeat.
"It's nothing really, don't give me that look, it really is nothing, it's just in Glee club today something happened. Well it all started when Mr. Schue told us what we were singing for the week; it was singers to do with 'American Idol' and I was totally up for it an all; I got Kris Allen; A kick-ass singer. Then I started to talk about this year's singers with Mr. Schue and everyone started to laugh at me and I still have no clue why! And then Britney called me the B.F.G and everyone laughed at me again. And I know this sounds like totally wimpy an all, but it just reminded me of the time when-"
Finn broke down into sobs again. "Hey, shh Sweetie shh everything is gonna be okay." I pulled Finn into a bear hug and he gripped onto my back tightly, his body shook while he was sobbing and he was gasping for breath.
"Hey calm down Honey, everything alright" I cooed to him while rubbing the small of his back in circler motions. "Now tell me what did it remind you of?"
"Hey Dad, is Carol here yet? I got her a new dress that she is going to just die for!" Kurt ran up the stairs to the living room where his Dad sat watching the football game; a can of fosters in his right hand, the remote in the other.
"No son, she running late, I don't know why, she should have been here fifteen minutes ago! Hey you think like a girl, think you know why she's late?" Burt looked at his son, worry and sadness in his eyes.
"I'm sure it's nothing Dad, probably just putting on her makeup making herself pretty for you. Why don't you give her a call, just to see what holding her up?"
"Good idea son thanks." Burt got up off his recliner and went to look for the house phone.
Kurt's new 'Blackberry' bleeped, he had a text from Mercedes,
M: Hey girlfriend, you have any idea what happened at Glee club today, because I sure as hell don't!
K: Nor do I, wonder why Finn got so upset, we didn't do anything, did we? :S
M: No I don't think so; He's probably just had a bad day. :(
K: I suppose you're right, listen I have to go now; my Dad's having a fit because Carol is running a bit late :)
M: Oh, Why's Miss Hudson late? Okay cya x
K: Oh, I don't know actually, but I'm sure I'll find out, I always do :D okay bye Xxx
Kurt put his phone back in his man-bag just as his dad got off the phone.
"What did she say?" Kurt asked.
"She's just got out the car."
"See I told you everything was fine."
"Yeah, thanks Kurt" Burt thanked his son by giving a pat on his back.
Kurt headed upstairs to get a drink of vitamin water when he over herd Carol and his Dad talking from inside the living room. He tiptoed over to the door and pressed his right ear against the rough wood 'Dad really should get the doors sanded more often'
"I've never seen him like that before; he was so upset, so distant with me, he's never been like that before with me, I'm really worried about him Burt."
Kurt was confused to say the least; his brow was knitted downwards 'what and who are they talking about? Surely not Finn, could he be that upset about what happened at Glee club today, what did we even do?'
"Carol, Finn's a big lad; he can take care of himself."
"Can he really Burt? He may be big but he's still my little boy that I held in my arms, he was just so upset, he was crying Burt, really crying!"
"Finn Hudson open the door this minuet!"
"Rachel, what do you want?"
"I came to see you, your mother rang me, said you were upset and to see if I could speak with you"
"Well she didn't have to so you can run back to perfect Jesse St James!"
"Finn, what the hell's wrong with you?"
"I don't know why don't you just start laughing at me again!"
"What? Finn don't you dare walk away from me! FINN"
Rachel grabbed Finns arm and spun him around so she could get a proper look at him; His eyes were red and his cheeks were stained, his hair was a mess and he looked sad.
"Finn, have you been crying?"
"NO! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE, GO AWAY, I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU! I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU EVER, EVER AGAIN! GO BACK TO ST. JAMES, NOW!"
Finn pushed Rachel towards the door roughly.
"FINE I WILL AND YOU KNOW WHAT FINN...JESSE IS A BETTER KISSER THAN ANYWAY! AND A BETTER SINGER" Rachel's blood boiled, what gave Finn to talk to her that way?
St James a better singer, okay he'll give him that one, but kisser, no way! He'll show Rachel that he's the better kisser! He grabbed Rachel and slammed her against the back of the door and smacked his lips against Rachel's, at first she tensed up and Finn could feel her eyes on him, but then she relaxed and closed her eyes and kissed him back, seconds later he asked for permission to enter and she allowed, he flicked, bit and licked her tongue, she tasted like chocolate, sweet, sweet chocolate, he wanted more, needed more. His lips travelled up and down her neck placing sweet, tender kisses as he went, she let out a slow, horse moaned in response. It was when he started to bite her did she snap out of her trance.
"WHO THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE YOU ARE SUCH A JERK, I HAVE A BOYFRIEND, FINN A B-O-Y-F-R-I-E-N-D. DON'T YOU GET THAT?"
Rachel stomped out the hall, retched the front door open, gave Finn a glare and slammed the door behind her.
"I'm sorry" Finn whispered when the door slammed shut. He wondered back up the stairs to his room and collapsed on the bed and closed his eyes and welcomed the sleep that took over his body.
Carol Hudson came home at around midnight; she had a lovely night with Burt, he was a sweet, caring man, but she was still worried about her baby, how could kids be so cruel? How could they do that to her Finn? When she called his name there was no reply so she went to his room and popped her head around the door, she saw Finn spread out on his bed and she could hear soft snores coming from Finn. She tiptoed to Finns side, bent down and placed a gentle kiss on his forehead, "Goodnight Sweetheart, sweet dreams" she cooed. She turned her back and tiptoed back out the room and closed the door behind her.
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