AN: Wow reading the reviews from the last chapter made me very happy. You guys are way too nice and it's so very awesome to hear that many people out there love this. Well, I love writing this for you so I guess that works! I would like to reply to all of the reviews but, don't really have the time so here's my reply in mass. Anyone that said they love the story.. thank you so very much. It really makes my day to hear stuff like that. Anyone saying that they want me to keep writing... don't have to worry about that too much. I love writing this for all of you. To all of you that commented on Gilbert's drunkenness... I love him that way... I also love him with Mattie ;) Well... please keep the reviews coming! Remember... Matthew hugs those who review!

Ok so about this chapter... I loved writing it (Though not quite as much as the last) and I think it came across pretty well. (IMO... this is a very lucky diary... Gilbert talks to it all the time and that makes me jealous)

June 15th

I AM AWESOME!

So... guess who is still at Mattie's. Go on guess.

Yeah that's right... it's me.

I decided to grace Mattie with my presence for another day and night so here I am. Really.. I called my house, heard Ludwigs breathlessness, and decided it would be better not to be in that house for the time being. Instead I'm here with Mattie, watching a hockey game. The kid gets really into these games. Just look at this conversation.

"So Mattie... why are we watching this?"

"It's hockey."

"That it?"

"Shut up and let me watch the game Gil."

"You're being mean."

"I'm watching the hockey game."

"Whatever."

That kid really loves his hockey. I guess he's good at it though. I've seen him play a bunch of times.

Anyway, last night I wanted to go into Mattie's bed and he said no. I told him that the couch was not awesome enough to be slept on for two nights in a row and still he refused. I waited for him to fall asleep then, crawled into bed with him anyway. Mattie is adorable when he sleeps. Actually, he's adorable on a normal basis.

I have no clue why I felt the need to add that.

Changing subjects... Feli just called to tell me about a party he's having at his place on the 20th. I'm going to go, what is a party without the awesome me? Mattie's going to. I think everyone is really.

I'm going to the bar with Mattie so I'll write later... or when I wake up tomorrow.

~TheAwesomeMe

June 16th

I AM AWESOME!

And so was last night.

I went out to the bar with Mattie last night and we got completely wasted. I tried to outdrink the adorable Canadian and actually lost. Why is it that the ssy, queit kid can outdrink me every fucking time we try?

I had admit that the outdrinking me part made the kid pretty awesome last night. Something else happened last night though. I tried to seduce Matthew.

I have no clue why I did it... I blame the alchohol for that one. But, I tried to convince Mattie to have sex with me. And he declined! He said no to the awesome me! How the hell does that work? I actually kinda pissed me off.

Because I was so pissed, I pushed mattie against his counter and kissed him hard. He didn't try to stop me either. It turned into a makeout session in his kitchen until Mattie blushed really bad and said that he had to go to bed...

Of course as he left I whispered, "Good night Birdie." for whatever reason my intoxicated brain gave me. I think the kid is really getting to me. Possibly making me

Ok stopping that track before I get ahead of myself. I woke up this morning and Mattie made me pancakes and everything was normal. Except, he was being really quiet. I mean quieter than usual.

I hope me random move didn't scare him or make him mad at me. That would be really unawesome.

Well, he's talking to me so I guess we're cool. I may go home tonight though...

~TheAwesomeMe

AN: Ok friends... that chapter was a lot of fun for me to write. I love the explainiation of the drunk makeout scene that Gilbert so kindly provided us with. It's pretty awesome! I wonder what will happen between those two kids... o wait I know! You will have to wait *insert evil laughter* Hope you enjoyed it as much as I did!