AN: Yay for another chapter! I want to once again thank everyone who has reviewed this fic from the bottom of my heart. I am again going to answer the reviews in mass... Everyone who has told me to keep writing and update soon... well here I am again with yet another chapter for you guys. To the many people that commented on the drunk make out scene... I personally loved writing that part in. I just love PruCan. To anyone who commented about how much they loved it... those comments make my day. Really, they make me want to continue to update like every day because they are just awesome to recieve. And to all of you who reviewed... Matthew hugs you! And everyone please continue to review so Matthew can give you more hugs! I love writing it for you guys.

On another note... well, for this chapter I must say... gotta love Feli!

On yet another note: At the end of this chapter I will leave an AN with a note on how you can win a request... that's right, I will be letting you guys request a fic. (although to tell you the truth I will take requests at almost any time ;)


June 17th

I AM AWESOME!

Ok so I left Mattie's place last night and finally graced my brother with my awesome presence. He wasn't as happy as he should have been and even when as far as to say he was getting hopeful that I wouldn't return. He knows he missed me though! Even if he wouldn't admit it.

My last day with Mattie was pretty fun. We just hung out and stuff and watched a movie. I honestly can't remember what the movie was about. I wasn't paying too much attention, mostly I was paying attention to Mattie. He's much more interesting to watch than any movie that could possibly be on. The fact that someone can be that damn sweet and adorable blows my fucking mind. Not only that but he's also fun to hang out with and funny and just cool. He's actually pretty awesome. Still not as awesome as me though.

Mattie's adorableness is actually enough to make me want him a little even when I'm sober. Being drunk and making out and that stuff is cool but, it gets weird when those thoughts come about your best friend. And you're completely sober at the same time.

I'm gonna pretend I didn't just write that now and move on to other matters. The party that Feli's throwing in three days should be pretty cool. If I know anything, I'd say that Lovino had absolutely nothing to do with the party. He's not anywhere near awesome enough to appreciate parties. I am though. Getting drunk in a party setting is the shit.

I'm actually happy that Mattie is going. I get to hang out with my birdie and stuff. That makes the party all the better.

Ludwig is yelling at me to pay attention to what he's saying. I really don't want to. Unfortunately, Feli keeps trying to reade over my shoulder so I'm gonna stop writing for now.

~TheAwesomeMe


June 18th

I AM AWESOME

A boring night is not. I wish I were back with Mattie but, his dad and brother are there. Speaking of his dad, Francis called me yesterday to go on about how I am a lovely young man and would make a fine boyfriend. WHAT THE HELL IS THAT ABOUT?

I'm telling you, sometimes francis makes no fucking sense to anyone but himself. I don't get it Gilbook. If you do please clue me in.

Anyway, back to last night, it was boring as hell. At least Ludwig and Feli weren't up all night fucking or anything. They actually slept! Giving me time to not think about my brother and his boyfriend. For anyone less awesome then me, that can really mess with your head.

I miss being at Mattie's. His breakfast is amazing. The best pancakes I ever had. Ludwig tried to make breakfast this morning. Made me wish I hadn't come back.

I'm definintely up for another boring as hell day today. My house just isn't all that fun anymore.

Feli's trying to read this and it's reall

Wow Gilbert! You actually named the diary? That's so cute! And you kissed Matthew! and made out with him! I'm so happy to hear that you like him. I'm sure he likes you too. And you lie... we do not make that much noise every night!

~Feliciano

FELI STOLE YOU FROM ME! AND YOU LET HIM READ YOU! HOW DARE YOU! THAT'S NOT VERY AWESOME OF YOU!

In response to Feli I said "Give me back the diary. I only kissed him twice. I only made out with him once. That doesn't mean I like him you freak. I'm sure he doesn't. And yes you do."

His response: "That's so cute how you deny it! I hope it goes well!"

Seriously that italian does not know when I'm lieing to him. That could be a problem in the future. O well, I'm putting you away now.

~TheAwesomeMe


June 19th

I AM AWESOME!

Nothing very interesting to report. Except for party tomorrow night. Can't wait for it!

~TheAwesomeMe


AN: so there goes another chapter! Three entries this time because the third one was short and could fit here. I love Feli stealing the diary.. It makes me laugh a lot to picture that. And I love Francis' phone call to Gilbert! That's amazing stuff there. (I wonder if the call or the party are gonna be important in the future...) ;)

Anyway about how to request a fic. There are 2 ways to request a fic.

1)Guess my second favorite Hetalia pair! (PruCan is OTP!)

2) guess why Francis made the phone call.

Those are the two ways to get a request off this chapter! If you do #2 you must review before I post the next chapter ;)

Please review and let me know what you think!