AN: Wow… the response for the last chapter was much better than I had anticipated. To all of you who wanted to know what happened at the party… here it comes! I bet it has been driving you all crazy… I wonder if that was my intention? (More evil laughter) I also bet that the fact that I didn't update once a day for the first time since I started this didn't help. O well, I hope you enjoy this.

This one made me a bit sad to write... I love Matthew so very much.. he's just too damn adorable

O… I guess I should tell you all why Francis had called Gilbert…. How about I do that for you at the end ;)

Review please. Remember... Mattie hugs those that review! I love you guys that review this… you make me feel good inside so keep them coming!

Edit: It ws brought to my attention that this chapter was very similar to Crackedberries story Wait What so I'm giving crackedberries credit for many of the ideas in this chapter

June 22nd

I AM AWESOME!

So I guess I owe you an explanation Gilbook. I just wrote that stuff happened and nothing more…. I hope you're ready for this because this could be a long one friend.

First of all, I'm not feeling all that awesome today.

That's besides the point… let's rewind to the party.

Well, the whole thing started off as really tame. Food and very little alcohol at first. Then, Feli gave us all his little announcement. Can you guess what it was?

Well…. It turns out that he and my brother are engaged. No big surprise there. We all kind of expected it to happen at some point. I guess it just happened sooner then we all anticipated it. Well, apparently I'm gonna be related to Feli and Lovino. That means the food will be awesome at least.

Oh and it turns out Lovino and Antonio just got back together. I tend to ignore that relationship though, too much drama for my awesome tastes.

Anyway, shortly after the announcement the serious partying commenced. I sat in the den with Mattie and some other people and got drunk off my ass.

Then, everyone that wasn't Mattie left the room. Leaving the two of us alone in the room while we were both drunk as all hell… fucking brilliant my friends.

Anyway, me and Mattie hung out then; the conversation went something like this.

"Hey birdie! Having fun?"

"Definitely Gil."

"Awesome… I bet I can make this more fun for you though." I winked right there.

"How so?"

"You know how."

"I really don't Gil."

"Come sit down next to me and I'll tell you."

Mattie listened to me. Why wouldn't he? I'm just that fucking awesome. Too hard to resist I tell ya.

"Now what Gilly?"

"Now we take this a step further Birdie."

Then, I kissed Mattie. Now, as you already know, I've done this twice before. This time however, it was a hard, deep, seductive kiss. I guess my awesome, intoxicated self was really trying to get in Mattie's pants.

Anyway, I pulled Mattie onto my lap as the kiss turned into a full blown make out session. Mattie didn't object or fight me in any way either. Not that I expected him too. I'm too awesome to be ignored. And the kiss was really awesome too. Who knew Mattie had it in him?

Back to the story. So Francis walks in on this and forces us to stop because Mattie was really embarrassed at being caught by his father. As if Mattie had never walked in on Francis and Arthur going at it before.

So after Francis leaves I asked Mattie if he wanted to go back to what we were doing. He said "Yes but, not here."

So my awesomeness made me drag Mattie upstairs and into one of Feli's spare bedrooms. We continued what we had started downstairs and then, ended up on the bed with me on top of Mattie.

So, with all of that going on… I really thought I was gonna get laid right then and there.

Then, things started to go bad.

Mattie: "What are we doing Gil?"

Me: "Well, it seems like we're about to fuck like there's no tomorrow."

Mattie: "Why though?"

Me: "Because we're both drunk and horny as fuck?"

Mattie: "That's not what I meant Gil."

Me: "What did you mean?"

Mattie: "Do we even like each other?"

Me: "Of course, we're best friends."

Mattie: "I mean as more then friends."

Me: "Why does that matter?"

And the rest of the argument ensued. Thinking back now, that was a really unawesome thing to say to Mattie. I really shouldn't have.

But, I did so this is what happened. Mattie walked out of the room and down the hall. I followed, trying to get him to listen to me. He wouldn't.

Finally, we made it to the front door. Mattie turned around to say something to me but, fell down the steps and hit his head on the concrete. There was blood and he passed out. Francis ran outside and helped him to the car and drove him to the hospital. I was shocked.

Alfred then came out and commenced beating the shit out of me. He yelled something about not touching his brother and not fucking with his brothers feelings. I had no fucking clue what he was talking about.

So after that, Arthur tried to kill me as well until my brother saved me. He drove me home all the while lecturing me about something or other but, I ignored it.

So I passed out on the couch when we got home and for some reason woke up in my bed. I think West might have moved me in my sleep.

As soon as the events of the night before came back, I felt like going back to sleep and pretending it didn't. I'm still pretty sure I destroyed the most awesome friendship I've ever had. I think that I might just like Mattie as more then a friend now anyway.

Anyway, I tried to call Mattie but, Alfred answered and told me to never call his brother again. I then called Francis to figure out what I did wrong. He answered and said that he knew I was in love with Matthew. I argued but, it might just be the truth.

He said that Mattie was going to be ok after hitting his head at least. Apparently he just needed some stitches to fix him up. I talked to Francis about wanting to be able to talk to my best friend. He said that it was up to Mattie.

I hung up then, sat around feeling very not awesome all day. That's what I've been doing today as well…. I need to see Mattie and make sure that we're still best friends. I need to know that I didn't fuck everything up.

~TheNotSoAwesomeMe

June 23

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I AM AWESOME!

Still not feeling all that awesome but, slightly better. I read over what I wrote yesterday. I feel like an annoying emo kid after that.

Still feel the need to talk to Mattie. I really need to see if things are cool but, I might get that chance tomorrow.

Mattie texted me not long ago. It said:

Hey Gilbert. I know we haven't talked in… two days but, I need to talk to you now. We need to figure out what we're going to do about what happened at the party. Now that we're sober, I think we can actually talk about it. How about we meet at the park after the world meeting tomorrow? Hope we're still friends.

-Matthew

This was my Reply:

Hey Birdie. I really want to talk to you too. I know you must be missing my awesome right now. We're definitely still friends Mattie. I'll be there tomorrow.

-TheAwesomeGil

So I really hope this goes well. If it doesn't… well I don't know what I'll do then. Whatever….

~TheAwesomeMe

AN: So this might be the most angst filled chapter I've written for this fic. A lot happened as well… hot make outs, stitches, Alfred being angry and hurting Gil, and awesome texting.

Well… I promised to answer the question about why France was calling so… here it goes.

Basically, Francis called Mattie to talk to him. He was already suspicious of the two, being as knowledgeable about love as he is. He called Mattie out on being in love and Mattie confessed that he did like Gilbert. Mattie also told Francis about the kissing going on. Francis asserted that Gil liked him as well. He then called Gilbert to let him know that he knew and approved. The other reason was to get Gilbert to do something about it.

So there you have it.

On another note… I decided that I want to do something PruCan related for Halloween. Some Halloween one shots I guess. So anyone have a suggestion?

Review please!