AN: Another update for you awesome readers. I'm kind of sad to tell you this but, this will be the second to last chapter. That is right. The next chapter will be the last one for Gilbook. Don't be sad for too long though. After this ends, I will be starting Mattie's diary which will be a sequel to Gilbook!

Thank you for your amazing reviews once again. It makes me happy to know that people enjoy reading this when I update it!

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July 16th

I AM AWESOME

And I'm sort of confused as to what exactly happened yesterday. I know that I waited a day before I told you what's going on but, whatever. I didn't get home until like half an hour ago so I am telling you as soon as I got back. Yes, I did spend the entire night at Birdie's place.

I'm sure you're wondering what awesome thing transpired at Matthew's house yesterday because I was so worried that it would be unawesome.

Well… here it goes.

I showed up at Birdie's house about five minutes after the last time I wrote in you. He was pacing his living room when I walked in so I was really worried that something bad was about to happen. I really didn't want to let something terrible happen because I had a plan. That plan was to not lose my Birdie no matter what happened.

Well, I showed up and he stopped pacing but, he looked kinda off.

I asked him what was wrong and he said, "Just, w-wondering where t-this w-will g-go." He was obviously unawesomely nervous because he stutters when he's nervous.

Me: "Relax Birdie"

Mattie: "T-this is not a relaxing situation Gil."

Me: "What is it that you want to talk about?"

Mattie: "Us."

Me: "About what happened the last time we talked?"

Mattie: "Y-yes."

I was getting myself ready for the bad things but, I decided that it was time to be truly awesome and tell Mattie the truth. After all, that was the only thing I saw fixing any of this anyway.

Me: "Wait Birdie. I have something to say about that."

Mattie: *silence*

Me: "I know that I fucked up and was late and pretty much showed you that none of this was that important to me. I'm sorry about all of that shit. I did not want to do that. There is something that I should have said then but, I was being a bit unawesome. Mattie, you know how much I want to be a nation again right?"

Mattie: *nods*

Me: "Well, if I had to choose between Prussia being a nation and me being with you… I would choose to be with you without any hesitation."

Then the awkward silence ensued. I was terrified that Mattie was going to say something like, 'we can't be together because…' and I really didn't want that.

Me: "Birdie?"

Mattie just held up his hand and refused to pay any attention to me. I love my Birdie so I was fucking terrified. I did not want this to end badly. If anything happens… well I don't know what I'd do if something happened.

Mattie: "Alright… I was going to ask you to come here to discuss this anyway."

Me: "I'm sorry Birdie."

Mattie: "Don't be. I-I was going to t-tell you t-that r-regardless of what had happened, I wanted to b-be w-with you anyway. What you said there, it really made me decide that I made the right decision. I-I love you Gilbert."

Me: "Birdie…"

After that, things went really, really well. I got laid and got to spend some time talking about shit and that all makes me happy. Mattie is the only person that's awesome enough to have the pleasure of dealing with the awesome me.

We're not really dating just yet though. We are just, kinda seeing each other. I really do want to make this official dating.

I wonder what other nations will think about that. I know that Alfred will hate me. Arthur might just hate me too. Francis will probably be so damn happy because, in his words: "L'amour has succeeded!" At least that's what I think he would say.

Whatever, I'm going by Mattie's again tonight.

~TheAwesomeGil

AN: One more to go! That both excites and saddens me.

So what did you all think?