AN: Well, I am sorry to say that this is the end. Don't be too sad though. I am posting the first chapter of "Maple: The Diary of a Canadian" immediately after I post up this last chapter. Yes, Mattie's diary has begun where Gilbert's has ended.
I'm so glad that you all liked the last chapter. It warms my heart to know that you all will miss this fic. You have been an amazing audience. Italiangurlinamessedupworld: It's astounding to see that you have reviewed literally every chapter. Tea-PartyCrasher, xxassassinxx18, Pomodoro Crisi, and some others: You were close to reiviewing every chapter… That is amazing.
Please, review this last chapter. Mattie will hug you. Also, I will make it to 100 reviews with this last chapter!
Enjoy!
July 17th
I AM AWESOME!
I just realized that I only have two pages left in this diary. That is actually a bit depressing. Gilbook that means that tomorrow is the last day that I'll be able to write in you. I'll probably end up buying another diary when that unawesome thing happens.
Either way, I hope that you get to end on a good note. After last night, I don't think that is really all that farfetched.
Last night was fucking awesome. I got laid; Mattie finally knows that I really love him, all in all a good night.
Me and Mattie aren't officially dating. His brother isn't the happiest person in the world when it comes to me. Neither is his step-dad. Honestly, Francis is the only family member that I believe understands that this is an awesome thing.
Whatever, as long as this doesn't bother Mattie, I don't give a shit what they think.
I'm staying over Mattie's again tonight. I plan on asking him to be my boyfriend officially.
I really don't like the term boyfriend though. That term just seems like an overused high school phrase. Maybe I can convince him to use the term lover. That seems much better than boyfriend. It seems more awesome in every way.
I'm rambling about Mattie again. I don't normally get this unawesomely obsessed with a person.
I've been in relationships before but, I've never gotten this obsessed with someone. I've never noticed how awesomely soft there hair is. I never made them cook me awesome pancakes. I've never noticed how pretty their eyes are before. I've never felt like such a fucking pansy before. I've never thought it was ok to feel like a fucking pansy before.
Mattie is actually making breakfast right now. I'm watching him. I like to watch him cook. He's just so damn cute.
I just can't believe how lucky I am that he has any interest in me whatsoever. I honestly love the little fucker.
Well, I'm done boring you with the details. I hope that I will have good news for the last page.
July 18th
I AM AWESOME!
And this is the last page of Gilbook. I find it funny that this entire diary consists of everything that had to do with the Mattie issue. It's just uncanny. I hope that the awesome things that happened yesterday can prove to be an awesome ending.
Well, I decided to ask Mattie to officially be my boyfriend. He said yes. I know, that's just too awesome for words.
Mattie is now my official… boyfriend… I guess. He did say that I could use the term lover instead. I'm definitely going with the term lover instead of the term boyfriend.
This is how the conversation went down:
Me: "Hey Mattie, can I ask you something?"
Mattie: "Sure. What's up Gil?"
Me: "Well, you like me right?"
Mattie: "We already established that fact."
Me: "Yeah, just checking."
Mattie: "I love you Gil."
Me: "Good. Well then, I have a question."
Mattie: "Just spill Gilbert."
Me: "Don't call me Gilbert. You only call me Gilbert when you're mad."
Mattie: "Or when you're being stupid, which you are. But, if it really bothers you, what is it Gilbert?"
Me: "Well, I want to know if you wanted to make this more official."
Mattie: "What?"
Me: "You know do you want to officially date me? Be my… boyfriend? I hate the term but, I guess I'd be willing to use it with you."
Mattie: *silently contemplating*
Me: *anxious*
Mattie: "Yes. What term would you like to use?"
Me: *finally releases breath* "Awesome! Maybe the term lover?"
Mattie: *walks over and kisses me* "That works for me Gil."
So that's how it happened. My birdie is now officially my birdie. That is probably the most awesome thing that has ever happened to me. I love it!
I love him more.
This is the last bit of paper in the diary. I've had some awesome times with you Gilbook but, this looks like goodbye. Don't worry, I'll be sure to get another diary and write in it all the time.
Maybe, it'll still be you, in a way. That would be awesome. Thank you. You are the most awesome diary to ever exist.
AN: END!
I hope this didn't disappoint anyone here. I really hope that you all love and appreciate the ending. I hope I didn't screw this all up!
You are the best reviewers ever.
Final Count: 55 typed pages
Approximately: 23000 words
You guys rock! Really, you do!
If you liked this, please go and read Maple right now! I beg you! It is a sequel!
