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He better not come anywhere near me because if he dose I swear he will wish he wasn't ever born that idiot thinks that he can come into my life again and act like nothing happened?He thinks that I will still love him ? Ha ha no he will never be a part of my life not the way he was I would rather have dang Michael over !I swear Edward better not ever cross my path ever again .
And if he trys! Swear .ooo Just calm down calm down its your first day Back at this hell hole . Just count to ten .
I thought trying to calm myself as I walked out into the rain. I pulled out a pack of smokes and lit letting the nicotine fill my lungs calming me down .
"Bella." I heard a cheery voice coming towards me . i took a long drag from my cigarette as a happy go lucky Alice came up to me with Emmett & Jasper behind her in a protective stance as if I would hurt her .Bite me ! "In the flesh." I replied "Since when do you smoke Bells?" asked Emmett cocking a eyebrow "Its a habit i picked up,since when do you care ?" i said taking another long drag. "When the hell did you get an attitude ? "He snapped "Since when do I have to answer to you? " I Snapped back enjoying the way his jaw clenched ."Since when do I have to answer to answer to ANY of you ? " I Hollered . Watching Alice take a step away from me . "You don't ." Jasper Muttered . Suddenly i felt a wave of calmness come over me . Jasper Really. "Wow Jasper Really you couldn't go a day without using your powers I swear ! I said feeling my face heat up .
Suddenly Alice took it from my mouth and put it out "Your going to kill yourself if you continue" she said sternly "Whats it to you ?" I snapped taking another one out of my back pocket and reaching form my lighter "You used to be my best friend ! I don't want you to kill yourself because your trying to look cool." she yelled I stumbled back a few steps "Exactly we were . We aren't friends anymore." I mumbled honestly I Did miss Alice but after messaging a adress that I would never get a message back , I Got over it . "Its not as if I don't want to be friends its just I know your going to push everyone aways so I Figure There's no point in trying." She said in a tone I've never heard her use on ? This cant be the Alice I knew . "Who are you and what have you done to Alice Cullen ? Because the Alice that I Knew would NEVER give up on something . She would be the one that would try to change it ! I guess I'm not the only that's changed " I claimed pulling a Cancer stick and lighting it . "Why are you pushing everyone away? " Emmett asked cocking his head . I Took a long drag as I pondered my answer.
" Because the last time I let someone into my life him and his family left when I needed them the most . " I answered making a smoke ring . "We didnt want to leave , but I'm just wasting my breath trying to convince you. " He said his golden eyes dropping to the floor staring at the cracks in the sidewalk. He Reminded me of Callen when I told him I was leaving . Somhow it came over me that maybe not all the Cullens were liars like Edward .
"No , your not ." I Said in a soft voice that even suprised me . Emmetts golden eyes turned warm as he met my eyes .Its weird how amazing they look even when its raining. Everything about him is perfect . Like the way his red muscle shirt wraps around his muscles . "Really " Alice asked snapping me out of my daze . What were we talking about ?
"Yes Ma'am." I said forcing a smile to brush off the strange urge i had to run up to Emmett and give him a bear hug not that his muscles werent practically begging me to come and attack him with a hug.
"Well uhm I dont want to be to straight forward but . Can you come over to the house tonight ? Please come . There are a bunch of things that we should catch up on . If you dont want to come I get it but it would be ahmayzing if you came . "She offered . With a look on her eyes that made it almost impossable to say no. Almost. Catching up with somone that used to be my best friend and the person I felt i could trust my life with sounder extreamly inviting even though I hated her brother . But I mean why do I have to cut off my friendship with The other Cullens just because of one idiot . As if he could read my mind Jasper spoke up ." Bella I know you hate edward but we arnt like him . Just give us a chance to prove it to you . please ." Japser begged.
"Well Im not sure but..
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