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Jesus, working at Wal-Mart can really wear a guy out. I had to stock at least a billion boxes today! I ran up the stairs leading up to my small apartment. Entering in, I flick the lights on. It can really feel lonely in here sometimes.

I plop down on the couch and sigh. All since yesterday I've been thinking about him. He hasn't answered any of my calls, and when he does he's busy. Busy doing what I wonder. I also would like to know why he has acting all fucked up yesterday.

"If you like pina -coloda!"

That's Kyle's ringtone. It's 9:30 on a Saturday night. Shouldn't he be clubbing or something? Wait, this is Kyle we're talking about. Never mind then.

"Hello?"

"Kenny, have you talked to Stan or Cartman?" Kyle asks in confused voice.

"Um, no I haven't. I never tried to contact Stan and as far as Cartman…" I trail off.

"What about him?"

"I kind of feel like he's avoiding me or something." I answer honestly.

"Same thing with Stan. I'm heading to bed, but I was just a little curous is all. Talk to you later Ken.

"Bye Kyle." I try to say in my most cheerful voice. I clamp the orange flip phone shut.

Damn it, I was hoping he knew what was up with Eric. But Stan avoiding Kyle, that's unbelievable.

(Kenny Dreaming)

What if everything was gone? What if nothing happened? What if Eric never did get us new friendship necklaces? What if he never apologized?

What if, he never changed for me? What if to him, I was still known as the poor boy in the ghetto?

What if, just what if everything was going backwards? Like instead of being Eric, he turned back into Cartman. What if I never manage up the courage to tell him that I love him? What if he's out of my life, leaving me completely forgotten?

I slowly open my eyes to see the sun's light slapping me in the face. I need curtains, now.

I get up looking at my surroundings. I feel asleep on the couch. My back is aching too. The sad part is that I still have to stock boxes at Wal-Mart today. I know this day is going to be crappy.

(Skipping ahead to Monday morning)

Okay I am officially pissed off. It's 7:30 and that beautiful bastard still didn't show up! I'm taking the freaking bus right now! Ugh!

(Lunch Time)

He is going to get a mouthful for lunch. It's because of him that I'm missing another cigarette! He thinks he can avoid me in the hallways and not even say "hi"? I haven't talked to him since Friday! Ugh Jesus Christ what is wrong with him!

I spot him over sitting with the gay tart Leopold and Clyde again. And guess what? Butters is still staring at him! Not to mention that Eric completely oblivious or he's ignoring him. I'd wager $100 to oblivious.

"Hi Kenny." Clyde says as I sit down

"What's up Clyde?" I reply, not wanting to be rude. But now I'm about to be because he won't even look at me!

"Can you at least say "hi" or something?"

"Kenny let' talk." He says getting up.

"Are we leaving?"

"If you want to." He says look me in my eyes. Oh, those beautiful green eyes. They look so hurt though.

(At Cartman's house)

I sit down besides Eric. He's been quiet for a while. I take the advantage to look at his features I love the most. His eyes, his button nose, soft pink lips. But is dimples are amazing. Oh my God.

"I've..heard some things, some things concerning you." He says fidgeting with his red t-shirt with a random rock band on it.

"Continue"

"Stan told me how you kissed him." I got silent.

My brain feels like it shut down for a moment. What did he just say? Ugh, what's going on? Am I high? I could have sworn I heard Stan and kiss. That doesn't sound too good right now.

"Kenny!" Eric shouts.

"Huh? What did you just say about Stan?"

Then he looks me in the eye and starts to reply.

"I said, Stan told me you kissed him in the parking lot that day. He told me you confessed to him."

What the FUCK!

"No the hell I didn't!" I yell. It wouldn't seem much like a scream considering that fact that I still have on my parka.

"Are you sure?"

Did he just ask me am I sure?

"Am I sure?" I say mockingly. "Just what the fuck do you mean am I sure? I can't fucking believe you! Oh my fucking God! Is this why you've been avoiding me? Are you serious Eric!" I scream. Now that scream was loud. I get up and head towards the door.

"No that's not what I meant Kenny! Just sit back down. Please?" He says with pleading.

"Let me ask this, not that I do like Stan. But, I were just gay in general, would you avoid me?" I ask standing at the edge of the couch. I refuse to sit down after what I heard with my own ears.

"No, it's not that whole gay thing. I'd accept you if you're gay dude."

"But I don't fucking like Stan in that way!" I announce. Couldn't he get that through his fucking head?

"I just think that..."

"You just think what?"

"I think you should, give him a chance."

I almost died when I heard that. Wait, did I just hear that? Let me ask him, because this just can't be right. It can't be.

"Okay, I've calmed down. Now what exactly did you just say?"

"You should, give Stan a chance." He said not looking me in the eye.

But, I am in love with you! Not fucking Stan or any other idiot in this world! I love you Eric! Can't you understand that?

"I will never give Stan a chance. You are a true bastard Eric Cartman." I spat at him. With that said, I slam the door and ran all the way to my apartment.

a/n: Like I said before, please review honestly. And CareBearCreamPie, I do want something from you. I want some Carny lemon! You to SouthparkLover! Don't think I forgot! Because purplestuff never forgets…