I know you all want me to start my sequel to 6 years later- but I'm in the mood to write a one shot! Review and tell me what you think!

I need you guys to give me ideas for the sequel as well!

Disclaimer- I don't own HoA!

He's gone.

My reason for waking up in the morning.

The only person that makes my heart skip a beat.

The person I would give my life for.

He was the reason I would keep going.

And he's gone.

I was being held by Rufus. The whole house was tied up in the corner. They had tried to save me and failed completely. There was a cold gun to my head and his finger threateningly close to pulling the trigger.

"You want the girl to live, do you? Well I wanted to live and now I must die because of you children! This is just pay back. The girl... must die." Everyone screamed. Amber had tears rolling down her cheeks and sobs were racking her body. Alfie had tears rolling down his face and was trying hard not to hyperventilate. Jerome was trying to keep his cool, but even he had tears running. Patricia was closing her eyes tightly-probably wishing for this all to go away. Mick and Mara were just in shock at what was happening. Looks of horror were in their eyes. Neither of them knew anything about Rufus. Lastly, I looked at Fabian. He was worse than Amber. But underneath the crying, I could almost see smoke coming out of his ears.

"Kill me instead." Fabian stated simply. I vigorously shook my head.

"NO!"

"Nina, yes. I couldn't live with out you anyway. Just kill me instead. I was the one who switched the elixers anyway!" Fabian shouted. He was bloody mad! My life couldn't go on with out him!

"As you wish." Rufus stated. I felt the gun leave my forehead. I heard it fire.

Fabian lay on the ground. Lifeless. The bullet had went right though his heart. But it felt like my heart had been the one shot. I broke down on the ground next to him. I was broken. Defeated. My reason for living, was gone.

He's gone.

He was my reason for waking up in the morning.

He made my heart skip a beat.

He made me live my life.

He was what kept me going

And now he's gone.

I know Fabian wouldn't want me to do anything drastic.

So I keep my head high.

I hold in the tears.

I try to mend my broken heart.

I believe that one day it won't hurt so badly.

I keep going.

I fight.

I wait.

I love.

But two thing I will never do?

I will never forget.

I will never stop loving you, Fabian Rutter.