Disclamer: I own nothing
A/N: I loved the idea of her having to pick one of the men in her life and what will happen to her.
I tossed and turned all night; nightmares flooding my mind.
Kaname and Zero were in front of me. They were holding out their hands declaring their love to me.
"If I picked one of you will I be able to turn back," I asked the men standing in front of me.
"No. We cannot live without you. Zero needs your blood and I need you to be with me till my life comes to an end," the darker haired said.
"Yuuki I need you. If I don't have you I will go crazy and die wanting to hold you in my arms," the lighter haired one told me making me feel guilt in the pit of my stomach.
"Zero Kaname I care for you, but I don't know who to choose. Zero you need me, and Kaname you want me for something that I know nothing about and what for," I mumbled feeling unwanted tears roll down my cheeks.
Then my legs started move and as much as I told my legs to stop my legs continued to motion towards the one I wanted.
As I grew closer a smile approached his face. I could see his fangs out of the corner of his mouth. With every inch I moved I felt my life ending.
Somehow I knew that if I went with him I would live a shorter life, but still my legs wouldn't stop. I knew that I couldn't help him, even if I tried no matter what I would, but still my legs would not stop.
I would die feeling the slight sting of the last of my remaining blood leaving my wounds and drip onto the floor, and he caused it to happen.
As the pain filled my head I felt the long pail cold arms wrap around me. The man who stood in front of me leaned down and kissed my forehead. His lips moved lower and lower until his lips met my own. He pulled me into a long exaggerated kiss.
The kiss felt so unreal. If felt as if It was forced on my like the life I would live with him, and I soon knew why.
The man's goal was not to make me happy with the kiss. The goal was to get to my neck. I felt his warm breath on my neck, then the sharp prick on my neck, and finally the agonizing pain of my flesh opening to let him have his meal. My eyes went wide and I gripped on the vampire for comfort I would not receive.
My head was looking at the darker haired vampire. His face was sunken and looking back at me. When our eyes locked onto each other the tears would not stop. When he had enough of the pain I gave him he turned around and started to walk away.
As the silvered haired man drained me of blood I reached and screamed for the darker haired man to return and save me, but he never returned to me.
My legs went weak from the lack of blood. The man followed me to the ground. I tugged and pulled to get him away from me.
The leached finally was pulled of my neck. I tried to best to get to my feet, and run.
Once I was up I ran to where my real love went. I followed the small clack of his shoes and that was my only guidance in the pitch black I entered while chasing him.
I* finally saw his white silhouette enter my vision as my legs became weak, and I fell to the ground. I unwillingly let my eyes close on this dreary dream.
I felt the life begin to dip away from my body like the blood from my wound dripped onto the floor. I heard my love's shoes pound against the floor and as he came closer my heart started to pound as loud as the sound he was making.
When I choose to open my eyes he was standing next to me. Kaname leaned over and gentle plucked me from the ground as if I was a fresh rose ready to be picked.
"My love can't you what danger he can be," he whispered in my ear, "all he can do is take, but I can give you life. Can I give you life my dear sweet gentle princess?"
All I could do was nod, and I did.
Like before I felt his lips on mine. It was soft and gentle. This kiss didn't feel forced like the other, but it ended quicker leaving me wanting more.
Kaname licked the wound and looked back at me.
I felt it heal as the skin started to fuse together and the vein started to close up and the blood stopped flowing outside my skin.
Kaname smiled at me and placed me on the cold ground.
Soon he was lying next to me and pulled me as close as he could to himself. In our embrace our lips fell upon each other and with our lips infused I felt a rush of warm iron entering my mouth. I knew the taste, and it was blood.
I wanted to push the crimson liquid out of my mouth and into his, but Kaname's lips were closed and even though only a few inches away it felt like they would never touched again.
I drank down the red liquid that filled my mouth.
As soon as the taste past my throat I felt the pain of myself dieing…again. Along with dieing memories flooded my head. Memories when I was young; memories I've been searching no yearning for.
I turned to the man who saved me so many years ago. He wore a smile on his face. The man place a kiss on my forehead.
"I know it hurts, but you have me to soothe you pain. My princess you have me and always will," Kaname whispered to me.
I nodded and let the pain take control of my body and losing the battle to sleep, but it was never going to come because as I felt sleep come my way pain surged through my body ending my chance of sleep.
Kaname noticed this and pulled me on top of him. I rested my head on his broad chest. In returned he brushed my hair back.
"Kaname I care for you so deeply that I can fill it deep in my heart. Even now I can still feel my heart beat even though you stooped it. Even if I am a monster whose life is devoted to blood," I whispered back to him. I felt my fingers searching his body.
I pulled my fingers under his shirt. I felt his firm muscle on my fingertips. His long slender fingers pull my hand out from under his shirt and to his face.
When my hands were on his cheeks my lips went to his lips. I wanted to be the one make him as happy as I could be within my own legal limits.
My lips followed his lips in a rapid motion.
Soon we were sitting up my arms were around his neck and his were around my waist pulling me closer and closer to each other. If felt as if I was in eternal bliss.
I pulled away for the air I did not need anymore. When I returned to him I returned to his neck. I punctured his skin for the first taste of blood I would have.
The blood was so sweet and I wanted more. This is why the man you almost drained my liked it. Kaname soon joined in the passion of blood and bit in to my shoulder.
With blood filling our mouths we started to kiss again. Blood flooded over our lips and down our shirts.
I never felt this… filthy in my life. I didn't mind it at all though, in fact I loved and I wanted more.
Soon the taste faded from my mouth. Kaname's grip started to slack and he started to disappear from me.
I heard the loud bell of an alarm signaling something. Then I remembered this was all a dream. I hit the alarm and began my day as normal.
I knew one thing though and it was I am going to see Kaname today.