AN: Well sorry it is shorter than the others... and please comment. This one is kind of special... and if you read any of this... which I hope you have you will find out that I kind of lied to you all.
I sat there. I sat and waited for Kaname's return to me. I waited for hours and it soon felt like days, but I never left. Sleep found me and hunger followed after that. I needed him to return, but he didn't. I begged to the silence for him to leave his class and return to me, but he was still gone.
There was the echo of the door in the lobby. I hoped to my feet and waited for him to enter the room. This would be last couple of minutes that I would have to wait for my dark haired prince.
After a few minutes of standing by the door and there was no Kaname. I moved back over to the bed. I curled up in the large sheets that were all around me.
"Why won't you return to me," I whispered to the silence. I felt emptiness swelling up inside me and the silence of the room did not help me at all.
"Because I told you that I want you to stay in the spot I left you in," his voice said filling the room.
"Kaname your back," I exclaimed reaching out for him. I hoped that his touch would end the emptiness I felt. I hoped that it would make me feel whole, and some how needed in the messed up life that I have.
"Yes I am. I see you are tired maybe I should let you sleep," Kaname grinned and sat down next to me. He kissed my forehead and relaxed a little and undid his tie.
"No Kaname you need to tell me what you said before you left. Aido interrupted you," I told him. I moved over close to him. I rested my head on his lap and looked up at him. I smiled and grabbed his large hand and held it in between my own. I kissed it softly waiting for his reply.
"Anyways you have classes to attend to. So I better let you go," he continued. He looked as if what I was doing didn't faze him, but I could tell he was hiding that he was enjoying this. "Or I can make you start attending the night class? Of course that would mean you would have to leave everything… including Zero Kiryu." Kaname looked down at me waiting to see if I react. With his other hand he laced it around my hair.
"I don't care Kaname. I picked you. Even if it was a dream I picked you. I realized that living and being with Zero will bring me nothing but death. You said I can only have one of you, but you saved me. You gave me life. And that is what I want. I want to live me life with you. There is nothing better than that in my mind." I leaned in to give him a kiss, but he pulled back.
"Ah is this is why you came here, because of a dream. If all that was a dream how do you know if this is not a dream," he asked. Kaname with his free hand put a gentle finger on my lip.
"Because it feels too real to be a dream; it can't be. Please tell me this is not a dream. This can't be a dream," I cried to him. "I want this to be real." I wanted it to be real, and it has to be. This can not be, I love this man so much.
"I won't tell you if this is real or fake, but I will do this." Kaname pulled me into his lap and into a deep kiss. His fingers lingered over my back. His hand broke free of my own and pulled me closer to him.
I put mine around his neck and let him pull me down onto the bed. I continued to let him nip and lick the blood the rolled down my neck.
I let myself moan at his touch. I let myself hang onto every word he told me. As I let him have the most precious thing that I could give him, other than my blood.
He started to fade. He started to disappear.
This could not happen again. How can every time we get so close? It turns out that he is so far away. How can every time that I love him the most it is all just a dream? Do I even love him? Or do I just love how I make him out to be?
I woke up to find him lying close to me. His arms wrapped around my like he was a large blanket. This was the best moment I could ever dream of. His chocolate brown eyes soon found my own.
"Kaname when did you come back," I asked him. I curled up closer next to him wanting to be even closer to him.
"When my classes where over. You looked cute while you where sleeping and mumbling my name," he whispered sleepily.
"Kaname what were you going to tell me before you left," I asked.
"That I love you. And I want no one but you," he whispered.
"Thank you Kaname-sempai," I whispered.
In the warm morning light that drifted through the dark curtains we fell asleep in each others arms wanting nothing more, but each others touch. Maybe later we will want something more, but now the only thing that does matter was the man laying in my arms... and the weird craving that I have for blood, but that is something I need to find out later.
~The End~
Final author note: I am so happy you all followed this till the end. Well I picked an ending and it is not really how I expected it to be, but there might be an alternative ending that might come out... soon.
Goodbye for now... and I will show you another sweet dream another night.
