I get up from the floor and feel sharp pain on my back. I walk out of the bathroom and look into a mirror by Randy's locker. I look at the multiple bruises Randy has given me. Was it all worth it, I heard my mind say. I reach for the knob on the door but I suddenly stop. I don' want anyone to see me like this. I sit on the chair by the door and put my head between my two swollen hands.
I begin sobbing and this time for the right reason. I never understood why I stayed with him. I was even dum enough to forgive him. If I live him he'll kill me and he'll kill me with joy. If I do stay I will get abused even worse.
I look up and see Randy's bag open. I get up and walk to it and see a bottle of water and a pill bottle. Ignore the pill label and take a pill out of the bottle. I gulp it down and take a sigh. I don't want to be in this world anymore, I thought. I look at the pills and pour them all into my hand. Do it! Do it! I heard myself say.
I put all of the pills into my mouth and take a drink of the water and swallowed hard. I started to feel dizzy. I felt water dripping on the back of my neck but I knew that nothing was there. My head started to burn and I felt my heart slowing down. The image of the room started to fade away and my train of thought went away.
"Mickie! Mickie!" I heard someone yell out and from there I couldn't hear anything.
1 hour later
I blink my eyes and see bright lights shining over me. I look at my surroundings and see myself on a hospital bed. I see all these cords on my body and a beeping noise coming out of a machine.
'Doctor!" A male voice shouts out. A pale white man comes into the room and a nurse follows him. They start pacing around like crazy which I didn't understand at why.
"Can you hear me ?" The man says to me. I groan and open my eyes wide.
"Thank god you're okay . You were real close to dyeing." The nurse said. I sit up on the hospital bed and look to my left to see John Cena. I could see the sadness in his eyes. He gets up and walks towards my bed.
"Doctor, Can I have some time alone with Mickie please?" He asked. The doctor nods and walks away with the nurse.
"Why would you do something like that Mickie?" He asked me. I sighed and felt hot tears forming in my eyes.
"You won't understand?" I managed to say.
"I understand anything you say Mickie. Just please Mickie, Tell me why you did this to yourself?" He said. I bend my head down and burst out into tears. I felt his strong warm hands around me.
"Randy made me do this." I said.
"How?" He asked.
"He hits me, He cheats on me, and He hurts me so bad." I sob up. He stares at me and I could see anger rise into his eyes.
"Why didn't you tell anyone about this Mickie?" He asked.
"If I did he'll hurt me even more and I didn't want that to happen." My sobbing got even worse and John tried to make me stop but I couldn't. Why couldn't I just die? Why am I still alive?