Night has come. Aunt Libby is performing again but I told her I didn't feel so good so she left me home alone. Now I can go look for Jagger—No Alexander. Ugh! It's been like this since two nights ago!
Whenever I mean to think of Alexander, instead I think of Jagger. What's going on? I love Alexander and I want to find him and bring him home. But my mind keeps wandering to new thoughts. Thoughts of Jagger.
Thinking things like 'I wonder what he's doing now' or 'I wander if he's thinking of me'. It's nothing like I think I would react to him. Do I . . . do I love him?
No that's impossible! I love Alexander.
But then why does Alexander never cross my mind all the time like he use to? Why do all my memories with him make me want to change them? What's wrong with me!?
Frustrated I ran out the door and to the bus stop. I'll think about it while looking for Jagger . . . Alexander! Ugh!
The bus I was looking for wouldn't come around for another fifteen minutes so I guess I have some time to think things over.
I've only met Jagger two nights ago. And the first time when I checked to see if he was a vampire, he was gone before I got the chance to even look in my compact. But the second time seems to say that he is a vampire. What with the coffin and all the maps of this town with the cemeteries highlighted.
Could I be in love with another vampire? Is Jagger really telling the truth that he feels the pull of us together or is he just trying to draw me away from Alexander? Alexander. Why does his name starting to be meaningless to me? I love him. But am I in love with him anymore?
I checked my watch to see how long I had to wait. Ten more minutes. Really? It felt like I've been thinking about this forever.
I looked around and saw that I was now alone. I sighed and sat back. I closed my eyes. I wonder if Jagger is where I think he is . . . No Alexander! Ugh!
Jagger's Pov
I walked the streets for about twenty minutes when I caught a whiff of the smell of familiar blood. Could it be her blood?
I followed the scent till I got to a bus station. What was she doing here? I looked at the bus schedule. Well she wasn't heading home. She must be looking for Alexander.
Why does she want a man who can not keep his word? I mean he betrayed the promise to become my sister's mate for eternity. And she's still human because of him.
But why does it make me sad that Raven is looking for him? I would usually be angered at this. . . I guess I can't be mad at her. And why should I? She must love him more to still be looking for him.
I swear, I know we're soul mates. My father once told me that vampires could find they're soul mates by feeling a pull between them. Most vampires believed this to be a myth. I believed it was a myth too.
But now I think it's real. I think Raven and I are soul mates . . . Okay now that sounded cheesy, but it's true. I do think that.
I walked around until I saw a Goth girl sitting on a bench with her eyes closed. I took a closer look and saw that it was Raven!
I felt a surge of excitement and love when I saw her. I took a few steps closer and stopped. What if she really doesn't feel a pull between us? What if she doesn't love me like I love her?
Only one way to find out.
"Raven?" I said.
Her eyes snapped open and looked at me in surprise.
A/N: Sorry again for updating this late. Reviews please! Oh and if anyone is a fan of a manga called Tokyo Mew Mew please tell me because I'm thinking of doing a crossover of Fruits Basket and Tokyo Mew Mew.
