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If there is one thing I hate about those encounters of ours, is that it is the only time you are not smiling like usual. Yes, you do try, and nobody has to be happy all the time, but we both know really well the reason you are like this right now. It does not matter how many times you try and come back heart broken, you continue to run after the wind and achieve nothing. I do not want this to keep going on, and I never did.
To my surprise, you start crying. Not simple tearing up, you actually begin sobbing. I feel my heart speed up, my blood is nearly boiling. I then calm myself down. And what am I going to do? It is not like he is at fault, and you are and are not as well. You cannot chose the one you end up liking, but you also do not need to keep on trying forever. This is not how you solve things, however, and directing my anger towards you is something I would rather die than do. I breathe in as I scoot over to be closer to you. To my surprise you hug me close, and bury your head in my chest. I cannot help but to hug you tighter, and you stay there, crying.
The level of your dedication to him never ceases to amaze me. You do everything in your power to act, look and even smell the best for him. You are so close, I cannot ignore what is coming in my nostrils. I am a fox; my sense of smell is tingling. What is funny is that he is the one with the bigger nose, yet he does not care at all. If only he knew what he was missing. Too bad this is all for him.
What? Did you seriously think you could come here everyday, ask me for tips and advices and not have me notice you at all? It does not matter how many times you come here. I will never get used to it. I thoroughly enjoy the break from this sterile white room when you bring color into my day. You come here looking great, making me smile and laugh with your smiles and laughs, and wearing what you do not seem to know it is my favorite smell. I went and bought myself the very same perfume, but it does not matter, wearing it on myself just does not smell as good. I put my hand in my mouth as realization struck me. It was not the perfume I was after, but it on you.
My heart is racing right now, and since you stopped sobbing now I wonder if you can hear it at all. Who am I kidding... it is probably so loud it is the only thing you can hear right now. I am glad you feel better though, especially as your tears seem to have stopped for now. You then decided to pull away and look at me. To no surprise, your eyes are red, and you do not seem to want to open them fully. I do not understand why you are breathing increasingly hard though. I can tell your heart is beating hard against your chest as your hands twitch as you hold against my shoulder. You never really cried this much before, so it was not hard to figure out why.
What I struggled to make sense were the events that followed after.
You kept staring at me as you pulled away. Your right hand soon found its way to my face as you started to caress my cheek, never ceasing to look into my eyes. Your smile was beautiful, and so was your face entirely, even if your makeup was all blurry now. I could not look away from your gaze, and my heart beat hard against my chest. Your smell was filling my mind, but I did not refrain from breathing. Slowly you decided to get close and caress my lips with yours. You gave me light kisses, as if asking if I were okay with it. And how would I not be? I have wanted them for so long and now that I was finally getting them, I could not possibly say no. I gave in to your advances and kissed you back, as much as you wanted, as many times as you wanted. You did not seem like you wanted to stop. Quite the opposite, you now moved closer to sit on my lap as we kept playing with each other's tongue.
It felt as if you were releasing all of your frustration on me. I say this because that is exactly what I was doing to you myself. Every time I had to motivate you to go and fight for him, I had beat myself up and were in pain before as I once again had crushed all my feelings for you. Even physical pain. But none of that mattered at all right now. I did not care if I was just a tool for you to release your frustration on. I just wanted more of your lips, and you did not fail to provide.
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How much time has passed since we started this? For all I know, we have been here for at least an hour. You did not seem to care though. For you, we could be here for another hour, and then another. When you stopped it and looked at me, I felt as if I haf been thrown in a tank of cold water.
I am the worst. How could I possibly go and do something like this? You were sad because you were once again turned down, and I hugged you close and gave you the affection you needed... All because I was greedy and wanted you to myself rather than for him to have. I went and took advantage of your weakness in order to have you for me, and completely disconsidered how you felt, all because I want you for myself. I have let you kiss me because I wanted to kiss you, and it fit just right because you also wanted that affection. I felt disgusted at myself. I would not be enough, but at least I would try to fix the situation.
"Amy! I am sorry, I shouldn't ha-"
You shut me up by coming close and kissing me again. You frowned and put a finger on my lips when you parted.
"Don't even start. I know fully well what I am doing."
You came close again and practically invaded my mouth and sought for my tongue. As much as I was disgusted at myself, it was impossible to resist when you took the lead like that. When you pulled away, I lacked air, but you seemed to be much better off. You waited until I was not desperately trying to recover my breath and resumed speaking.
"I am the one who is sorry." I only looked to you as I had barely recovered from what had just transpired. "I have hurt you too much, Tails. And hurt myself too, in the process." She said as she once again caressed my cheeks. I remained silent, and let you speak.
"You were always there for me. I kept running after him and getting rejected. The more time we spent together, the more I realized I did not just see you as a friend anymore. The more I ran after him, the less I managed to be with him. And worse, the less I spent my time with you." Did my heart just skip a beat? I would say this was just another of my dreams, but I knew darn well she was here for real, even if I had a hard time trusting my hearing.
"You kept motivating me even though that was hurting you inside. I believed you liked me, and I knew I liked you. Yet I kept running after him. I don't understand why I do this, and I remember hitting my head on a wall at least once because of that." The expression on your face looked like a mix of sadness and regret for a moment, nevertheless you never stopped caressing my cheek. Your lips touched mine again, but this time you were a lot more careful. Still a little stunned, I did not move as much. You pulled away to look at my again.
"Tails... I know this is all a bit sudden. I know I am rushing things, but I wanted confirmation you felt the same way. You have no idea how happy you have made me... I still want to ask you properly though. I love you, and I have for a long time now. Do you love me?"
Her eyes were shiny and shaked slightly as if she was about to cry. She kept looking at me, this time not directly into my eyes. My mouth was gaping open because of what was literally happening in front of me. Maybe it was hard to believe, but I wanted to believe.
This was the sweetest question I ever had to answer. And since you started things this way, I am going to answer it this way too. You no longer have to hold back, so neither will I.
I am so glad you reply so well. If it were not for air, I would not stop. I do not want to stop, and I know you feel the same. We will have a lot more time to do it from now own, though.
"I love you, Amy Rose."
Hello again, dear reader. Thank you for reading my story! I hope you have enjoyed it. Today was a slow day, and I wasn't quite feeling well when I wrote the story, but I still hope it came out enjoyable. Good news is, I am feeling much better now! Expect more from me soon as my inspiration is doing really well lately. Until!