Fandom: Victorious
Title: Point Of View
Chapter 28: Nightmares
Point of View: Cat Valentine
"She's my baby, too, Cat! I have rights!"
"YOU RAPED ME; YOU HAVE NO RIGHTS!"
"I have every right; the courts protect my rights. So, stop being a bitch and let me see my daughter!"
"No way, you are not getting near my child!"
"Our child. Cat. STOP acting like a child. What kind of example are you setting for our daughter? Act like a slut, and you never have to take responsibility for your actions?"
"Well, guess what actions have come consequences. Keep acting like a bitch, and you'll regret it. I'll make sure of it!" Rushing me, Terry grabs me roughly by my collar and pulls me to him, forcing his mouth on mine.
He threw me down on the bed and pinned my arms down. Then he started trying to rip my jeans off. I begged. I pleaded. Terry laughed. He pulled down my pants and underwear together. One, two, three moves while my arms were pinned.
He entered me with one thrust. Laughing. "Oh, I remember how tight you were; that's it, baby, moan my name. I'm going to enjoy this as much as I did last time. Oh, shit. You are so tight."
"Please, don't. Terry, you're hurting me."
Don't…ow…please…stop."
"Don't stop. I hear you, Cat. I won't stop, baby, fuck you, feel good."
I was scared shitless—excruciating pain. Endless pain. Pain so intense I thought I would die on the bed. Then, during the interminable hard thrusts, I started panicking because it was so dark. Absolutely no light. Like a coffin.
My brain joined my body in agony. And I started repeating, over and over, "Oh my God, Oh my God, I'm going to die." It was an endless loop in my head. "Oh my God, Oh my God, I'm going to die. Please let me die.
"Ah!"
"Cat?" Bolting up in my bed, my heart is racing. Jade slips her arms around my body. Instantly comforting me. "Shh, it was just a nightmare, honey."
"It feels so real, Jade. What if it's true and Terry is my baby's father? Can I go through with an abortion? Could I give my baby up for adoption?"
"Only you can answer this, Cat. I know what I am going to do."
"Jade, what are you talking about?" she lowers her head placing her face by my face. I move my fingers to brush her hair out of her gorgeous face. "I'm pregnant, Cat. They ran more blood tests at my last appointment. They never tested me for pregnancy before, and I don't know why they tested me now; they did, though, and I'm pregnant; my heart can't handle the stress, so I have no choice but to abort."
"OH, Jade. Honey, you must be so scared and angry."
"I am. Can you hold me?"
"Always. Jade." She nods as I wrap my arms around her tender body. Leaning closer, I kiss her. Her eyes look at me with a mixture of fear and confusion. I deepen the kiss. Jade's hands slide up my thighs lovingly.
Beyond my rapid heart rate and the pounding in my ears, I hear Jade's heart thundering dangerously. I stop and stare at her, scared. She pulls me closer and kisses me to show me she can handle our interactions.
"It's okay, Cat. You can touch me. Please touch me. I need your touch."
Having been given permission, my hands start moving down. They slowly trailed down her back and sides, and I could feel her muscles tense. Hear her soft moans.
Feeling the warmth of her skin, the direct feedback of feeling her muscles twitching under my touch, it all was ten times better than it was the last time.
Slowly but with a steady increase, I started to become aroused. I could feel the warmness and wetness starting to spread between my legs.
Jade stops and looks at me." "Are you sure, Cat?" "Yes, very." Our hands shake, and our lips can't get enough of each other. We start to undress each other under the covers.
"We might not get another perfect opportunity between Amanda guarding you, your house being a mad house with all those people inside now."
Jade laughs. "Cat, it's a mansion; there are plenty of rooms to do as we please."
"True, but there always seems to be someone right around the corner. Tonight is perfect. Mom is out with Rylee, giving him one on one time. Daniel and Raelyn took the boys to see Kim, Amanda, and Mazie to have dinner. So, we are alone inside my spacious bed."
"Let's not waste time, then, Cat. Shall we?"
Her hands quickly find my breasts. She carefully squeezes and caresses them both, giving me such fantastic pleasure it shocks my body, leaving me rambling and begging for more; she happily gives me more, pinching and rolling my nipples between her fingers, which quickly become more complex and very sensitive. My fingers trace circles around her dark pink nipples. She shivers, moaning. We kept our mouths tightly locked together the whole time, exchanging gentle kisses.
Then her mouth moved down and took my left nipple between her lips before moving on to the right and expertly switching back to the first and alternating between the two.
Soon my nipples were at the peak of their sensitivity.
"Can we go further, Cat?"
"Please do, Jade. If it's too much or too fast. I'll let you know."
Jade pushed me down on my back in the center of my bed. Once I was on my back, she quickly loosened my shorts and pulled them down along with my panties. There I was, completely naked, lying before her and feeling okay.
Jade lay on top of me, already naked. Her body felt soft and sweet. Our bodies were entwined as we resumed our embrace, pressing our bare breasts into each other.
One of her hands worked its way down my body and found its way between my legs, and I felt a finger inserted inside me. I gasp, clutching the bed sheets. The finger soon retreated as Jade returned it to her mouth to taste. She was sucking on it between her lips.
Jade kissed and licked my neck and nibbled on one of my ears before moving to my shoulders.
Then down again to my breasts and nipples, pausing to kiss and suckle each nipple. Then to the space in my cleavage between each breast. Slowly she worked her way down my abdomen and across my stomach, pausing briefly at my navel to play with it with her tongue. Finally, she moved below my waist.
Instinctively I spread my legs wider and raised my hips off the bed to open myself up to her. I did not have to wait long to feel her tongue run its way from the bottom to the top, then pause briefly to flick her tongue on my clit.
It felt so wonderful. Her tongue was like magic between my legs, licking here, then there, and back again. Then she would concentrate her tongue on my clit while inserting two fingers inside me. Slowly at first, she just worked them in and out, then she started to go faster as I could feel myself becoming wetter and wetter.
My arousal kept getting more significant and hotter. Gorgeous feelings started to spread out from the center of my body. Breathing became more intense, shorter, and more profound. Jade realized I was getting close and moved her attention to focus on my clit.
Faster and faster then, she would gently suck on it with her lips. Then again, with her tongue.
"Ohhhh, I'm coming!" I finally shouted as my whole body shook and spasmed on the bed. It was the most beautiful and thrilling feeling I had ever felt in my entire life.
As I recovered from my orgasm, Jade crawled onto the bed next to me and cuddled me in her arms. I turned my body onto my side, so my head rested on one of her breasts. I could feel her chest rise and fall with each breath as I was still breathing hard myself.
"I love you, Cat. Are you okay?" "I love you too, Jade. I'm better than okay. I feel peaceful. Thank You. Can we, um, go further?"
"If you feel safe doing so, yes."
"Is your heart okay, Jade?"
"If we take it slow. Yes."
I was lowering my head to bury myself between her legs. I'm happy to give her pleasure. I was running my tongue over her vagina. Her taste has me intoxicated instantly. I find my rhythm as I work my mouth, tongue, and lips around her lower body, remembering where Jade finds the most pleasure.
My nervousness started to subside as I drove my tongue deeper into her folds. Her taste and smell filled my senses as I began to lap at her womanhood eagerly.
Finding her clit I concentre my attention at that point, wanting desperately to give her the same pleasure I had just received from her.
Glancing up at her face, I could see that my efforts had started to take effect. Her hands firmly held her breasts from beneath as her fingers tweaked and pinched her nipples.
I spread her open wider with my hands so my tongue could reach deeper into her. Playfully I pushed my tongue as far as it would go into her. Noticing the same signs in her when I was almost there, I again focused on her clit. Concentrating all of my attention on that point, wanting to bring her over the edge.
"OH, Catarina." The way she purrs my name so deeply and sexy drives my tongue to work faster and go deeper. "I am almost there. Keep going," she moaned. "There it is. Oohhhh, I'm cominggg!"
Her orgasm appeared to be as strong as mine had been. Her body shook and spasmed as her eyes rolled back into her head. Her hand claw at the bed covers. Her breath came in short deep gasps. "Fuck. Fuck. Jesus, holy fuck. Cat!"
Half-formed sentences come out of Jade's mouth as our arms encircle each other's neck and waist… and then our lips meet, the immediate push of our tongues – soft, deep, intimate. Healing.
Still kissing me, our breasts squeezing together, our bodies grind softly across each other, the friction of heated flesh mixing with the ricochet of our tongues, struggling for air. I'm so overwhelmed with desire for her that I'm unsure if I say these words out loud: 'I've missed you so damn much."
"I've missed you too, Cat."
We pause for a few moments. She kisses me and pulls the strap-on out of the drawer. She cleans it thoroughly before she lubes it up, and together we attach the strap-on to her waist, ensuring it fits perfectly. "Cat, you understand the risks with my HIV being advanced now, especially with you being pregnant."
"Jade, the risk between women transmitting is so rare it's like 1 in a 1,000. I am okay; I am in love with you."
She takes her time slowly guiding me inside of me, asking me how I am feeling, kissing me, and touching me. This slow build-up is almost too much to bare. I clutch at her shoulders, moaning. As I feel her easing in by painstaking inch, I close my eyes gasping and crying in pleasure. Jade takes my moans as consent to plunge inside of me so profoundly that I groan and spread my legs wider. There's no hesitation, no flashbacks, just warmth, and love.
I finally feel at peace.