¡¿where am I?!

I can't know what the hell that was, I just... got sucked into that kind of ¿black hole?, all I remember is colored lights, I just went round and round thinking I'd die... and now here I am, I feel weak, tired, I don't have much strength to get up, I just dragged myself, it felt... weird, I felt my hands but... not my fingers.

I heard water, it seemed to be stagnant water, in great quantity.

"A pond?" (thought)

It was the only thing that went through my head at that moment, as I could I crawled on the ground that seemed to be only grass, I was still very dazed, my vision was blurry, my head hurt, and if it wasn't for the fear of not knowing where I was I would have fallen asleep for the comfort it offered me is so warm grass.

I didn't know why, but the closer I got to the water I felt fear, I didn't feel my fingers, what if something bad happened to me, what if I'm dismembered, what if... if I'm dead.

I fought against my fear and kept crawling, my vision was becoming clearer, I could distinguish the beautiful landscape that surrounded me, it was really beautiful.

I'm coming to the pond, I didn't think twice and take a look at the pond, I just wanted to drink some water, I felt like I had been passed out for days, but...

"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!"

What the hell is that thing?!

The energy that I was missing came rushing back to me, and I was using it to scream in fear, and a pitiful attempt at walking...walking?!

"WHAT THE HELL AM I?, WHERE AM I?, WHAT IS THIS PLACE?."

He said while my clumsy walk interrupted me, my mind was completely blind, I didn't know what it was, or where it was.

"TAKE IT EASY!" (Thought)

As I could calm down, use all my willpower to calm down and relax.

"OKAY"

"I don't know where I am, I don't know what I am, and apparently I can't walk on two...feets?"

I saw my hands, they were not.

I saw my feet, they were not.

"OKAY"

"okokokokokokokokokokokokokokokokokokokokokokokokok"

"Calm down... everything's fine, don't be alarmed, just... let's shut up for a moment and talk about this calmly."

I went back to the edge of the pond to see myself again.

"I'm kind of... quadrupedal [color=#2caf26]insect[/color], I have something on my forehead and wings, my... ¿legs? have holes in them, though, my ¿horn? also, even my wings too, but... wings with holes shouldn't be usable, should they?"

I needed to experiment with my new body, that meant the wings, horn?, and my hooves.

"First try, wings."

I stood on all fours and spread my wings to make way for takeoff.

"Okay, like at home, you've already done it before, you can."

I started to flap my wings and surprisingly they worked, the wings had some small holes, I accept that they were very small, but it would still be more complicated.

I proceeded to the landing slowly and carefully.

"Okay, next, and the easiest thing I hope...walk."

It was like learning to walk again, when I was little I used to walk on 4 legs, but a human has never been able to do it like a normal quadruped, but now... I was a quadruped, I had to be able to and I wouldn't learn on my own.

"okeeeey... this is going well at the moment, I haven't fallen."

*pumh*

"Ouch."

I fell to the ground surrendered to the simplest task... walking, the second attempt was better, I didn't fall, the third I could do it faster, the fourth... well, more of the same.

"Well, learned walking."

*pumh*

"Well...halfway."

I continued to practice more walking and wings in that calm pond, it was nice to be there to be honest, it was calm, and quiet, perfect for learning to be someone else.

I noticed it was a little dark, but I didn't have my cell phone there, it didn't seem to have come with me, I remembered an old camping trick, an artificial clock, a stick and a few rocks, and a little orientation and voila, we have a clock that requires only a stick, thanks to it I was able to deduce that it was more or less 6 in the afternoon since the sun was setting.

I don't know what I'll do, it's 6 o'clock and it's a little dark despite the time, I don't have a place to stay, I don't have food either, and there doesn't seem to be shelter or food near here...

"Wait, this place seems to be purely nature, and the fact that there is no food can only mean something, this area is visited by citizens of this... ¿place?"

I managed to sense some noises near my current location, it seemed to be from some bushes in the distance, I knew it could be dangerous, but in a place where I don't even know what I am, I don't have food, nor a place where stay the night... do I have another option?...

This is not safe, I know perfectly well, approaching mysterious noises coming from a bush, anyone would say that it is stupid... what can I say, I am stupid, in the conditions in which I find myself, so vulnerable, and I approach to danger.

I approach slowly, taking care of my ¿legs?, (agh I don't like to call them that), so as not to make any kind of noise, the closer I get the more I sweat from the nerves, my legs tremble, but I'm already on it.

I carefully peek through the bush that stopped making noise a moment ago, wow, so there are more like me huh.

I managed to see her, she seemed to be someone like me, she seemed to be a ¿female?, (I still don't know how to address the living beings here), only that she was shaved, I don't judge.

I do have hair, so I thought it was normal, my hair is made up of quite grayish tones, and my ¿tail? it was a kind of... I don't know, but it wasn't hair... hair? Now that I think about it, it sounds weird, and now that I think about it again, I share the anatomy of something similar to a horse, with a combination with an insect, I guess I'll call it what it should be.

Hair: Mane

Mouth: Snout

Legs: hooves (Used in some places)

It seems that it is correct... what was I in?, right, Mysterious Female.

"Um, where did she go?"

I kept thinking too much, I lost track of the situation, it was gone.

"Are you looking for someone?"

She appeared from nowhere behind me, she spoke to me with a carefree tone... cynical and without willpower, that really interested me.

"AAAAAHHHhhh!"

I covered my mouth... my snout as fast as I could so as not to upset her, but when I turned to see her, she didn't seem interested.

"I'm..I'm sorry, it's just that I was a little scared hehe."

I just giggled with pity, I wanted to see if I could...

He was trying as hard as he could to persuade her, maybe if she thought he was someone from hers... ¿tribe? or whatever she wouldn't notice, and i think it worked, or she just didn't care.

"Look how distracted I am hehe, I think I got lost...could you show me the way back home?"

"..."

"..."

"I guess."

This ¿girl? doesn't look good at all, empty expressions, without any trace of will to live, she just didn't seem to care.

A moment later she beckoned me with her hand... with her hoof to follow her.

"Hey...excuse me, but where are we going?"

"..."

"It's just that soooooo often on the way I hit my head and now I'm a little lost."

"Okay..."

It is already a communicative advance at least.

"We are Changelings, a race of shapeshifters led by our queen chrysalis, we are part of a kingdom in which the queen is and will always be the empress of the entire kingdom, we changelings feed on "love", which mostly ends up coming out of the dominant race, the Ponies, we disguise ourselves among them to consume love and be able to feed the entire "hive", we usually don't go out much during the day, it favors us to do it more at night, but today in particular they asked us for the changeling guard that we do research abroad, and I found you, judging by your mane I can assume that you have been outside the hive for too long, they do not allow our mane in the hive, we will see what happens when we arrive, but I think it would be all the information you need... for now."

"..."

"..."

"Thank you."

Digesting all that information was difficult, but I managed it, making you in the name of hair, it seems that I am from a race capable of changing its appearance to suit, steal love from the dominant race? Ponies... right? .

And now we're heading to the hive which seems to be the realm of changelings, so this place is divided by kingdoms with the pony kingdom being dominant over the other kingdoms, knowing which other kingdoms will be difficult, but maybe I'll find information in the hive.

The road gets rocky and the air gets thicker, it looks like we're getting there, though...I don't know how to change my appearance, what if I got there and didn't act like one of them, oh no.

"Excuse me... the days I've been lost I've forgotten things like our history but I think I also forgot the transformation... could you please help me?"

"..."

"..."

"Okay."

Do you still not care that someone of yours gives you amnesia out of the blue and you don't even remember who it is? I won't complain, it makes it easier for me to get used to my "new way".

"Look at that trunk over there, watch it closely, metalize it in your mind, and when you think it's necessary, just use your horn, it's just a matter of thinking, and it will happen on its own."

I saw her, she saw me, but I quickly looked away because she could see my confused face.

All right, here I go.

I saw the trunk, I mentalized it, I created it again in my head, I closed my eyes, and I thought..., it was starting to tickle my forehead, I opened my eyes, and my horn gave off a red glow, and then... I had transformed into a trunk, I had succeeded, I transformed, but I lost concentration for a moment and returned to my form, it was clear, to transform you, concentration is necessary.

"Very good, congratulations."

Those congratulations didn't exactly feel good, it was still an empty voice.

"We have to go back to the hive."

"Okay, I'll just follow you."

And so, my life here in Equestria began.