Saika's One-shot fanfic
THE FEELINGS
by Jikanet
*Huft*
"I'm tired,"
A young black-haired girl, wearing a school uniform, Saika Amagi, removed her M.3.D. from her ears which was compatible with P-COM. She leaned back in her chair and sighed for at least a few minutes.
A silent atmosphere filled the half-large room space, filled with several pieces of furniture that are usually used for the bedroom such as a bed filled with blankets and Chim-Chim dolls, a wardrobe, window space, bookshelves, plant vases, mirror holders, a floor dining table, wooden floors, and a study table filled with several books, stuffed figures, and a computer. And there is also where the P-COM is located on the study table.
Living alone in her room with no parents around at the apartment that is a few miles away from her school, causes silence filled within her room with no noise and sound from the next-door neighbors, that way she can feel calm without any distractions that make her mind so messy, until today.
It was not about noise from the neighborhood that made her feel depressed… she was upset…arguing with someone…
"That stupid Tokio!"
She moved her head and her eyes upwards tried to close her eyes tightly for a moment and think about the words he had thrown at her. Words that made an impact on her, that she had never heard since.
"Saika, why was it me? Why did you choose me?"
"That's not good enough!"
"Even if they're just a game character to you, Saika, they're real to me!"
Thinking back as if never faded away, the first time the words became affected her. Hearing those words had arisen her emotion, her heart slowly raced, she clenched her teeth, and with glaring stares, the feeling of those words began to chew her stomach. She stood up from the chair and began to slam her hands toward her study table.
"Grrgh, that IDIOT!"
She slammed her hand toward the table repeatedly,
"Who did he think he is?"
"He thinks that he could say those words to me like that"
"Like he knew anything!"
"Just why did I even choose him to begin with?!"
"Idiots like him! Like how did he even know what's real anyway?!"
"Who did he think he could talk back at me?!"
"Arrrrgh! DAMMIT!"
She slammed her hands harder than how she could do repeatedly, letting out all the emotions she had felt since the last time she had argued with Tokio. The unbearable emotions that had been bottled up inside of her had been building up ever since she and Tokio had gone on collecting the Chrono Core.
Her temperament had clouded judgment and unable to control her anger for a moment that his words had against her, she thought that she felt betrayed or felt that someone turned back against her, feeling seethed for something that she couldn't understand or something that she lacked to understand that so much she didn't want to admit it.
Amidst all the heated up emotion she had felt following letting out all her emotions, she began to sigh her breath, and tried to control herself, her heart slightly became less heavy, calming her anger, and tried to think this through before jumping to a conclusion, began to recall again and rethink about the words he was trying to say to her.
Tokio's words are very different from her classmates from her old school which she didn't want to remember. The way of their speech is much harsher than a knife that would pierce through her heart. Tokio is different. His words are never much like knives, somewhat sad, depressed, and grief but sometimes, his words are very subtle.
He too said it back then, to let all things that he kept from his chest, to tell what he had felt and what made him sad, or what depressed him. It all came out in the words he spoke, like how he understood the people he met in The WORLD, even though they were just data, but he understood so well how they felt happy, angry, or sad like it was so real to him.
Those feelings mixed together which is something that Saika had lacked, something that Tokio had experienced all those kinds of feelings, something that he had failed to do, but succeeded in very unacceptable terms, and it all seems very ironic.
The silence continued to lighten up her mood after she try to recall it, shifting her expression from anger to feeling sad and guilt for her ignorance toward him, but she pretend that how she was tired from her school activities, in addition to trying to keep an eye on Tokio's activity for finding Chrono Core.
This was truly a long day for her…
"I'm gonna take a shower, really."
"Geez, that Tokio, really?"
She took a shower in the bathtub, filled with water, toy ducks, and toy frogs. She tied her hair up in a ponytail style and of her body were naked, covered by water with only her knees and upper parts of her body visible.
"Feeling sorry for himself, feeling like he understands about them"
"He really thinks of me like I'm a bad guy"
She made a peeved expression and sighed her breath commenting about their last argument, and she couldn't help herself feeling annoyed for her depression over what happened back then. However, another side of her expression she never even felt that much is shown as it continues.
"I wonder, why do I feel so guilty about him?"
"Do I feel more concerned about him?"
Her face of concern never stopped, with his words still popping around in her mind, she never stopped thinking about him all the time ever since, nor could she find another way to make it just go away that easily. But this is the first time that she ever felt concerned about him and she never thought that it grew this much since her brother.
She thought about it a few times ever since she went to take a shower, whether she should have just understood what he felt or should she apologize for her harsh words that she shouldn't have said to him. It's a hard choice, but if she only kept it to herself for how long she could take, she might regret it.
Even so, she lacked to find the right choice about what she was going to do with him, especially what she had felt, and wondered how she could handle these strange feelings inside of her chest. It might hurt her brain when she tries to force herself to think about this thoroughly, but the lack of a solution can be a problem for her, but it depressed her because she couldn't find the right expression or words to apologize to him.
*Yawn*
"I've hardly slept since yesterday"
"I'm tired, I'm just gonna sleep for a while"
Her eyes slowly shut and her face slowly drowned in water. She hardly ever sleeps since the more activities she had in Tokio's school in order to keep maintaining her image as an Honor Student, while trying to cover her activities to analyze, finding facts, rumors, and information to help Tokio activities in The World.
It caused her to hardly ever get sleep and went so far, just to achieve what she had been searching for, searching for someone who was truly important to her that was lost in The World, and she felt tired every day with all of her burden of being an honor student and popular girl student in the school and as navigator to Tokio, lies on her shoulder now.
These days for her are busier than before, but she keeps doing this without feeling tired, complaining, or anything, she accepts anything that gets to her, even if it means she could finally meet him once more.
Sacrifice for a selfless act for someone was more worthwhile than trying to think about herself, or so that's how it is for her poor life, without knowing how to think about herself, thinking what she did for her personal goal is something that can be selfish as well.
It's complicated to say what she intends to do… no one knows what's on her mind either.
The rain…
Water came falling from the sky, and that sound can be heard from the outside.
This wide and big house covers all the rain from the outside, filled with all kinds of furniture, tables, couches, doors, and technology. But one of those doors lead toward the place, the outside that is filled with all the rain that came fall to the ground and wet the ground which makes the ground muddy.
The person with brown hair with white hair color at the front, who is ready to step foot the outside of that rain, carrying bags with his hand, wearing jackets with T-shirts depths and Jeans.
"Jyotaro… onii-chan?" the voice calling him, the name that sounds similar… to the person that is truly important, the person that became the sole reason for her purpose, someone who she can remember only in the past, and someone who truly…
He turned around as he immediately heard the voice calling him and saw the little girl with black hair, standing in front of him, with sleepy eyes as if she had gotten up from her bed. She rubbed her eyes with her right hand while gazing at her brother who looked at her in surprise.
With a casual expression on her face, he fixed her eyes on the 7-year-old girl who was also staring at him.
"Oh-Oh, Saika… Y-You're awake?" Jyotaro said, as he bluffed and smiled a little.
He continued, "Sun hasn't risen yet? You should go to sleep aga-"
The little girl suddenly asked him, "Are you going somewhere?"
His eyes widened with how fast she was aware of his doing when she saw her brother wearing an unusual getup at night along with bags on his hand. Her innocent eyes and straight direct questions that he couldn't help himself as he made a sad expression.
He let go of his bag for a while, went straight to that little girl, and went half kneeling,
"Is something wrong?" His eyes stared at her with a warm smile but mixed with a little sadness which is the only thing that could express. It is the only thing he could try to hide his sadness even though he can show little concern about her, trying to do his best to communicate with her.
"You had a bag with you, are you going somewhere… onii-chan?" the girl said.
"W-well" he wore a fake smile on his face, trying to do his bravest toward her to avoid her concern.
But it took a while for her concern to arise as she notice something weird behind the expression of her brother.
"Is this because you had a fight with uncle last night?" she began to recall the memories of the last night as she asked her brother.
He was shocked, "H-How did you know?"
"I-I overheard you talking with uncle last night, i-it was loud, and you two didn't seem happy with each other and had a fight. Is this… because what happened last night?" She explained.
"Well, you don't have to worry about that, it's just a little fight," he said as he grinned his face with sweat.
She shook her head, "But, it doesn't seem like a little fight to me, and I-I'm scared" Her face drowned and her hands were shaking, when she remembered the fight between her brother and her uncle. He noticed this and realized that he made a big commotion at night with their uncle.
He was shocked of how to tremble Saika when she saw him and his uncle fight, Jyotaro began to remember that night what happened, due to him wanting to work with CC Corp following his graduation, but his uncle did now allow it and the arguments happens afterward and it was louder that would make Saika overheard their conversation, but he didn't aware that Saika was there watching all along.
He sighed his breath and start slowly to explain to her, "Listen, I'll gonna go somewhere"
"Where?" she asked
"I got called from CC Corp and they said they want me to join them, so I might not be here for a while" he explained,
"B-But, for how long?" Her concern continued to grow, somehow he could sense some fear in her expression. The more he looked at her, the harder it was to explain with words, expressing how he might feel regret leaving her behind… but, to achieve his goal…
He must leave her behind…
He held both of her shoulders and looked at her seriously, "I'm sorry Saika, Onii-chan might be long gone for a while,"
Her heart began heavily after hearing his answer. "A long gone for a while" is very uncertain when he would ever come back, her young hearts grow wary, heavy, hurt, and fearful when she might have thought that he will leave her behind…
"Then take me with you, Onii-chan" Saika said, she shed tears flew from her eyes, hold his both hands and head straightforward to tell him, begging him to come with her, she continued, "I promise I'll be a good girl, I promise won't bother you when you work, as long I'm with Onii-chan, I feel safe and happy with you"
However, Jyotaro advertises his eyes from her gaze with sadness, he couldn't dare to stare her in the eye, he knew he can't take Saika with him, he doesn't want Saika to be involved in his work, and he only wants her to have a normal life and happier life instead being with him.
"I'm sorry, I can't take you with me," He answered.
The sadness and disappointment mixed through her reaction, his answer somehow had pierced through her young heart, and her heaviness and wary heart continue to grow.
Jyotaro continued to look her in the eye as much as he could, and confidently enough tried to convince her to believe in him.
"I know you might feel sad without me around, but I promise, as soon as things are done, I will come back to-"
"WHY?!"
Her raising voice somehow can be heard by everyone who was still in their room awake, it shocked him that the impact of Saika's loud voice could be heard close to his ears. Her face fell and tears fell to the floor, clutching her clothes tightly. Anger and sadness were mixed within her. Jyotaro could not express his emotions with the shock of seeing her sad expression when she heard what he said.
"Mama's gone, you change ever since, and now you won't even look at me ever since, now *sniff* *sniff* You're going to leave me alone?"
"Saika, it's not what you think, at least you can live here with the-"
"I DON'T LIKE BEING HERE, I JUST WANT TO BE WITH YOU!"
She screamed continuously through his ears, he was continuously shocked to hear her words that he didn't realize. "Saika… I…" he couldn't be able to put any words to tell her as the child continuously screamed to beg him, his emotion slowly began to rise to its peak, more and more as it grew, he couldn't hold or bear any emotions inside of him.
"I want to go with you, I want to go with you, I WANT TO GO WITH-"
His sadness, regrets, anger, and frustration continued imprinted to his heart, and more and more as it continued to grow, he at his wit, his patience had run out.
"SAIKA!" he screamed, he held her both shoulders very tightly and his eyes wide open couldn't hold the anger and frustration that led to his harsh words toward the 7-year-old child.
Her body froze, felt tremble and fear through her expression, witnessing the anger and frustration of her beloved brother. Her sadness turned into fear, her eyes widened and her tears continued to flow through her cheeks. The raise of his voice and the way he expresses it has frightened her, feeling how inside of her began to be scared of his brother.
Knowing this, Jyotaro realized his regret for couldn't hold any of his frustration and anger toward the reality that her mother, Ayaka Amagi is gone due to her disease and his determination only focused on ways to free himself from all things that leads to her death that can be done same as for other humans, but the cost is how she would likely only to abandoned her.
He removed his hand from her shoulders and stood up, closing his eyes with regret, holding all tears that tried to come from his eyes and tried to avert his eyes from her gaze. He rolled his body, took up his bag, and opened the door, with only one word that he could say to her, "I'm sorry, I'm so very sorry, Saika".
Walk through the door and leave his house, his relatives' family, and Saika behind, toward the rains that have drenched him. Saika followed him through the door outside and tried to catch him, she ran as she could, but fell to the ground, and failed to go after him, with her hands trying to reach out to him.
"Onii-chan! Don't go! Please"
"Onii-chan!"
"Onii-chan!"
—
"Onii-cha-*Gulp*"
She can breathe despite her being drowned in the water, she tried to get out of the water that had suffocated her when she woke up.
"ONII-CHAN!"
She got out of the water bathtub and tried to breathe harder as woke up from her sleep. She tried to process her brain altogether as she continued to breathe for a few times.
"A Dream…?"
"Am I Dreaming?"
She holds her head and continues to process her brain slowly, realizing she was dreaming, about the day that her brother left her at home a year following her mother's death. This was how it all started, the dream that is like becoming a haunted nightmare and this happened a few times for her, she couldn't have expected if she had to experience that dream again.
"Jyotaro Onii-chan"
The sadness came back to her, she now began to remember that day that he left her to work with CC Corp at that time, on a rainy day and she couldn't forget what it feels like alone without him. But even now, she is still alone in her room with no one who would check up on her, the little tears flowed down her cheeks, remembering her brother, the day that she missed him dearly.
—
She walked out of the bathroom with a pink towel covering her body from her chest through her thighs. She wiped her wet hair with her secondary towel as she walked, letting out her breath after she took a shower, but with just a usual expression, a normal expression. She couldn't express more after she dreamt with her brother and the thoughts are still there in her mind, continuing to remember as it goes.
But…
It changed, the moment her eyes went to the computer desk and she thought about Tokio for a bit. She became concerned and curious about what Tokio was doing now following their last talk. At first, Saika didn't wish to think or find out what he's doing, however, her concern began to raise and something's telling her, deep inside her heart, tells her that she would try and check up on him, for at least.
"*Sigh* I wonder what he's doing now,"
"I really should check up on him,"
"*Sigh* look at him sleeping in this place like this."
"What a drag, just right after our arguments, he just… slept…"
"He sounds really sleepy tho, I wonder what's he even dreaming about?"
"*Sigh* he's really unbelievable sometimes, I just don't get him."
"I didn't see AIKA in my mind, did she do this to him?"
She sighed and sat huddled closer in front of him while wearing a pink towel, watching a red-haired google boy with a school uniform fast asleep and peacefully. Her eyes gaze toward him very silently and keep an eye on him while asleep.
"*Sigh* none of that matters"
*SAIKA'S POV"
A whale-shaped giant ship, Grand Whale, was the ship that I found a year ago during my expedition to find Jyotaro Onii-chan.
Grand Whale is the only ship that houses many legendary players from the past era of The World, Twilight Knights. Actually, there was just an NPC created by Aura through the power of Akashic Records, the giant towers that were placed at the center of Mac Anu city that now feel dark and hollow. With legendary players who are still trapped in frozen stone time, caused by Schicksal's meddling in Akashic Records waiting to be reawakened.
No… our situation feels messed up right now, with things like this, it only hindered our progress to find the Next Chrono Core.
That Tokio, even though they were not real, even though they were just an NPC created from log data of past heroes, even though all the events are just past log data recorded from the past, and yet, he still cares for them? Thinking about them that it was real to him? Isn't he too serious about them…?
I laughed, felt ashamed for saying that so easily, so pathetic that I know that he could feel that because he was in the online game with his actual body. He experienced real battles even against members of Schicksal, met with everyone from the past timelines, even experienced deep hurt in combat experience, and of course, he could see and witness Shino become a Lost one, of course, what he thought of it was real.
But me, I'm just here, only watching through the monitor, watching all of his activities, and watching all of his battles. Even me, going in there using a hologram PC made no chance for me to experience what he had. Funny, though, he was all in pain, but I talked to him like I had no care what he had gone through. Looking back at what I said… it makes me feel like… I'm the worst.
My eyes and eyebrows lowered, my corner mouth went downward, and I lowered my head, trying to reflect all over again, trying to think that maybe I shouldn't push him too far or maybe I should understand what he felt, maybe I should try to encourage him more, but I'm too selfish, too serious, untrusting him, and demanding on him too much, because…
I'm just only thinking… About myself…
As long as I can find Jyotaro, that's all I can be happy about…
But, Tokio…
Someone like him… even though I used him, he's so happy to be adventuring with his favorite heroes with his favorite online game. He does so much, even though he tries to help me without any question or second thought, except something like that back then, but I don't see how he is suspicious of me.
But… Why didn't he?
"Aah! Phew!" I warmed my hands up and stretched for a few seconds, then I sighed and said, "Maybe, I should apologize to him."
My eyes gaze toward her, first starting with his eyes, hair, goggles, lips, and ears, slowly seeing him sleep peacefully, slowly my expression becomes warmer and my eyes are lowered a little bit. In the silent atmosphere with no one coming around to this place, me and Tokio… alone in this area… together… it's kinda unexpected for me… but somehow looking at him… gives me warmth in my heart…
Then I thought to myself…
"But come to think of it…"
"He's very sound asleep… peacefully… and… cute…"
I smiled and giggled a little bit, I thought that myself in my mind. But this got me thinking about him, like how he ever gets enough to sleep, enough to eat, and get enough rest.
"Is this… truly a hero that AIKA wants to meet?"
"Now that I think about him… he's not even that bad a thought…"
"Maybe… he's not so much of an idiot as I saw him…"
"He's so…"
Amazed by Tokio's handsome face, I thought when I watched him on my monitor, his expression is kinda like an idiot that I saw in any boys did… but looking at him… it makes my heart feel… good…
"Geez, just when did you have such a nice face?"
"How come AIKA is really like you thought?"
Without thinking any further, I started crawling toward Tokio and my body began to reach him closely. My face began to approach Tokio's face and I could hear his snoring voice and breathing closely. I seemed to be enjoying the sleeping Tokio. When I tried to get closer, I sighed softly, my heart starting to beat faster, the bashful expression on my face started to reach out to his face…
"Should I… try to kiss him…"
"Here goes…"
Slowly and slowly, I took another step to get closer to him, I began to close my eyes, and tried to kiss him… when my lips were ready to reach his lips…
"A-a-a-aah! Waah!" I snap and come to my senses, I stay away from him as a little bit far as I could, my cheeks go red, and my heart never stops beating faster than what I felt previously… I breathed hard and almost tried to kiss him…
"W-w-what d-d-did I just DO?!" I said, in my mind.
"Nonononononono this is wrong, absolutely wrong!"
"Why did I suddenly feel interested in him"
"I just want to test it out by kissing, but NO, this is not what I really meant!"
"I just went out and try to kissing him without giving any thought"
"Aaah, what the hell did I just do?!"
"*Gasp* Don't tell me, did I just have a feeling… with that idiot"
"Nononononono, there's no way I have a feeling such as that"
"Besides… I already had Onii-chan"
I covered my face in bashful and flustered, without my consent of my realization that I have feelings for Tokio.
I cannot tell whether it was just based on accidentally regular blushes that were usually done by others who were the same age as each other. But as for me, who already had Jyotaro onii-chan in my heart, it's impossible for me to have another feeling with other boys like Tokio…
And just why… Did I ask myself to kiss him?! This doesn't make any sense. Why the hell did I make such a stupid idea?
Baka!Baka!Baka!Baka!Baka!Baka!Baka!Baka!Baka!Baka!Baka!Baka!Baka!Baka!Baka!Baka!Baka!Baka!Baka!Baka!Baka!Baka!Baka!Baka!Baka!Baka!Baka!Baka!Baka!Baka!Baka!Baka!Baka!Baka!Baka!Baka!Baka!Baka!Baka!Baka!Baka!Baka!
I slammed the ground with my hands repeatedly, I continued to be frustrated with the way I did, I certainly wouldn't believe that I would try something embarrassing for trying to kiss him… Aaah! WHAT DID I DO! Hmmmmmmmmm…..
As I calmed down a bit, I let out her breath for a bit… it's true that only Jyotaro onii-chan I have in my heart, and it's just suddenly that my feelings for Tokio began to grow on me…
Unless…
"AIKA…"
"Did her living together with me in my mind cause her emotion and feelings to come into me?"
"Is AIKA's feeling for him… was that… massive?"
"Or… did I truly have a feeling for him…?" I gaze into him again.
I sighed and thought that it was just AIKA's feeling that she made for him, it's very expected that he's the hero warrior knight that saved her back then and expectedly that her feelings for him are warm and pure… but yet for me… those feelings remind me when my brother was around, those warm and pure feelings were there, it's like it keeps me alive for that reason, the kind and mature like him, always become light and hope around me.
But, after he left me, all those feelings I had are gone, the only thing left is not just sadness that I felt, the loneliness, emptiness, bleakness, cruelty, and coldness, I couldn't even know what exactly "feeling" is. I got nothing back there… I don't have anyone who could show me the feeling that I lost…
Until AIKA came into my mind… that feeling returned to me and I began to connect to her and experience her feelings that were the same as how I had once lost but was it AIKA was the one who tried to help me bring back all those feelings…
But, could my feelings really come from her… or was it just me who had borne those feelings… or did the day I met with him, thus slowly awakened that feeling I lost deep inside of me?
None of that matters really… But, that doesn't mean that I wouldn't find it… maybe… I might have needed to…
I stood up and walked towards him, my body turned around after reaching her and sat huddled while leaning close next to the sleeping Tokio, trying to gaze at him again.
AIKA was not the only one who brought hope inside me… it was a message…
Following the fire incident at CC Corp in 2015, Jyotaro Onii-chan disappeared during the fire incident, the media stated that he was declared dead, but another one blamed him for raging fire toward CC Corp. I knew that it wasn't true, I knew they were lying… But the rage and hate started flaming inside my heart, all the way toward CC Corp.
I knew that they lied to the media to cover all the nasty actions that they didn't want to see.
That's what came after that, the message that came a week later, that message said to me
"Saika, I'm now lived amongst 0s and 1s, please find me, please help me"
One hope came once again in my heart, relief for my brother was still alive and asking me to find him.
I followed all the instructions he gave me and I worked hard through all I had to find him, and that's how it led me to meet AIKA… we share all those emotions and feelings inside.
And Tokio… he might be an idiot, he is always being a pain in the ass, and sometimes I always ask why he was being chosen for double existence through my brother's test program…
But even so, only Tokio can help me to find my brother, and for that reason, we collect Chrono Core to restore the time in Akashic Records that was caused by Schicksal. And that… the hope that I was searching for, all those feelings that I had tried for years, and all things that I lost, can be found again if I find Jyotaro onii-chan again.
But… It was very unexpected that I had found it right now when I met him and watched him… just when we were arguing, the thing that I was searching for just came into me. I thought I could find it after I saved Jyotaro onii-chan, but now…
*Yawn*
"Damn, I'm so very sleepy again"
My eyes were already heavy and I started to lean on Tokio's shoulder. That's when I felt the warmth and peace of being next to him. Honestly, I was very shy when I first leaned on his shoulder, but that feeling immediately disappeared when I felt it. Sleeping next to Tokio really reminded me of when I slept with Jyotaro Onii-chan as a child.
"So sleepy"
I wonder how long it's been since I felt the happiness and warmth I felt sleeping next to him. I couldn't think of anything else, my eyes were closed tightly. For the first time... I was able to sleep peacefully by his side.
"I knew it, I should have just apologized to him when he woke up"
"I should… apologize… to him".
"Bzzzt… Bzzzt…"
Even though I don't know whether he accepts my apology or not, I think it was more important for me to overlook and reflect on the way I said to him… I should be more understanding of what he felt, I should understand his hard work… maybe I should try not to be too forceful at him like AIKA said… I wish… the next time I talk to him… I hope I can find a way to apologize to him… someday… or one day…
At times I know, my concern and my feelings have grown ever since Tokio and AIKA exist in my life, I know that by just now… I wasn't alone anymore… but I was so focused on saving Jyotaro Onii-chan that never tried to look around and see someone around me who tried hardest for me… I wish… I could appreciate them more… I think…
What an idiot I am, right… AIKA?
Several minutes later… The red boy opened his eyes and his head went from left to right as he tried to gaze toward the place where he just slept, until he realized, "Hmm… Ah! This is… grand-whale?".
"What? Was it all a dream?" he said, he tried to lower his head and tried to look at the body, and once he realized, he was shocked by his drastically changed toward his outfit, a silver armor with a black cross-chest and symbol in the knees section and his protector's head had horn-shaped
"It's not! What's going on?"
And then his head went to the right, and was shocked when she could see Saika asleep on Tokio's shoulder, "Saika? I just saw Saika?!".
Saika woke up at the sound of Tokio's voice, her eyes opened and she dabbed at her eyes with one hand as she drifted off to sleep.
"*Yawn* What? So annoying"
THE END
N/A: So... what do you think?... do you like it?...
Well, I wasn't to write one-shot fanfic for the first time, but my spirit and courage arise when I remember Saika, and I know that I should write about her.
If you play .hack/Link you know this took place during the last time of both arguments between Tokio and Saika, also during the time when he went for the trial under the guidance of AIKA. I want to write something about her since it's an opportunity, I want her to express her regrets, shame, and guilt for what she did to Tokio, which leads to her decision to let Tokio find a way to save Kite, it might show how she softened up slowly and communicate with Tokio normally. But I also want to write something about how Saika surprisedly developed feelings for him, which is something that she didn't aware of her feelings. Thus the feelings and bonds between him and Tokio might strengthen a bit in the second half of the .hack/Link story, even though she is still too bossy, lol.
The middle segment shows a flashback between her and Jyotaro Amagi, but if you read it above, it's truly sad.
There are two scenes that I write, taken from .hack/Link, however, there's one scene of her in the bathtub which has a never-seen dialogue that can only be found in this fanfic, I think her face that was cute along with her ponytail hairstyle, and as for her taking shower in the bathtub... you will never like me to talk about that...
So this is it... I might want to write more... but I had no need to rush thought, so I hope you could enjoy it.
It might be poor writing or grammar for you, but at least it's better to do it than never...
For now, Abide u Adieu.
#AnnounceIMOQHD let's make this movement in a while.