Chapter 4
The days turned into weeks, weeks turned into months, and the month turned into a year. It was kind enough for anyone. Although, today, darkness seemed to harbor over everything in the worst possible way in 1970. Darkness was….in its formality, a hard thing to overcome. Yet, the cloud that hung over everything was just as bad. Ana stood in the funeral hall, glancing down at her parents' caskets, come the funeral, and burial. The visitors had left, leaving her alone in the hall. Ana glanced, as her eyes seemed to well up with tears, and a new kind of vulnerability had revealed itself. In the fashion of a new sort of trauma. The trauma had sought itself to her…now at the end of her childhood. The clicking of heeled shoes was heard, as Fred made his way inside. "Hello, darling". Fred whispered, gently with softness. Fred came to Ana as she glanced down in disbelief. "pu…uh…Fred?". Ana asked, as there was some shakiness to her voice. At the moment, her essence had the vulnerability of a toddler, or a young baby.
"Hi". Ana said, quietly. Fred could tell Ana had experienced trauma. She was vulnerable at this point. "Darling, is everything alright?". "You look a bit tired, can I help with anything?". Fred asked, gently in a whisper. Fred rubbed Ana's back, gently. "I am o-k". Ana said, as she sat beside the caskets. "I'm sure it's a tumultuous process….experiencing loss, and planning a funeral". "Being here is arduous enough…seeing your parents….losing them". Fred whispered, softly. "Yes…it…it..it is ok". Ana said, as she held her milk bottle, glancing down at the caskets.
"You look exhausted, darling". Fred whispered, gently. "You look so tired, and emotionally taxed". "Perhaps we should go home…and get some sleep". "Come to my house, I'll make you some ice cream for supper, and we'll have some cherry cheesecake". "I promise you, it will be alright". Fred comforted Ana, kissing her cheek. Ana nodded, as she got up from the chair she was sitting in. "Come with me, darling". "Trust me…know that I'm beside you…my best friend". Fred whispered, gently. Fred kissed Ana's cheeks, gently. Ana seemed to be gazing, in an Autistic fashion, as some drool came from her mouth. "It's alright, darling". "Nothing to worry about". "We'll just go on home, and have some supper, perchance". Fred whispered, gently. Ana nodded, as she sniffled. She glanced at her parents' caskets, feeling a certain depression come over her.
Fred stroked her cheeks, gently. "Never worry, darling". "Things will be just fine". Fred whispered, gently. "Dear, I can promise you". Fred and Ana left the funeral home, as Ana sniffled. Fred supervised her, as he walked her out. "Don't be worried, darling". "The world is a good place". "There is still hope in our day". Fred said, gently. Ana nodded, as she glanced out at the pouring rain. Fred kept a close watch on Ana, as she exited. "Don't worry, love". "I'll protect you". Fred whispered as he led Ana outside. "We will protect one another, and I'll be your advocate, your sunshine". "You will bend to me….and have no other choice besides that". "There will be no one else besides us". Fred's expression was that of someone who was addicted in nature. This weekend would be fruitful in a manner.
Fred drove home, as he glanced out of the window. Ana sat beside him, in sadness, and in wholesome anger. She felt helpless, as she sat beside Fred.
"Perchance we shouldn't worry". Fred said, kindly. "There is hope in the everlasting". "Never as close as I am to your dear, lonely heart". "I have always loved you". Fred smiled a kind smile, holding Ana's hand, gently. "Ok". Ana said, as she looked outwards. "Never worry, darling". Fred said, kindly. "I won't". Ana said. They eventually got to Fred's house, as Fred opened the door, allowing Ana to go in. Ana went in, seeing the cabinets where they were, things may have been empty in their nature, as the cabinets were bare.
"Let's have some ice cream, darling". Fred said, softly with gentleness. Ana sat at the table, waiting for her ice cream, as Fred brought them a bowl. "Wonderful, it seems". Fred said, gently. Fred's voice seemed soft, and reassuring. "You and I are together, reunited, and perchance…we'll stay together as one, and be content". "We needed it…perhaps". Fred smiled a gentle smile, as he spoon fed Ana. "I knew we needed something to marry our wishes". Fred said, gently. Ana nodded, as she glanced up at Fred. Fred's voice was soft, gentle, kind, and reassuring to his Ana.
Fred spoon fed Ana, gently, as she ate her food, willingly. Though she had struggled to swallow at certain intervals. "Don't be discouraged, darling". "Don't be pensive". "Everything will be alright". Fred whispered, gently. Fred stroked Ana's cheek, kindly, as she ate. Fred's comfort, was a commonplace in this situation. Fred's voice was soft, gentle, loving, and reassuring to Ana. "There you are, darling". "There you are, love". "Swallow a bit…nice and easy". Fred assured, gently, with soft kindness. Ana nodded, as she ate a bit of her ice cream. "There you are, darling". "Very lovely, indeed". Fred assuaged, kindly, with soft gentleness. "O-k". Ana said, as she sniffled.
"I have always loved you". Fred whispered, kindly as he stroked Ana's cheek. Ana sniffled, as she drank some milk from her sippy cup. "I love you, darling". "I always will". "You mean everything to me". Fred whispered, gently, as he kissed both of Ana's cheeks, gently. "You are the light of my life". Fred whispered, kindly while Ana nodded along.
"Off to bed now, honey". Fred whispered, kindly as he and Ana went upstairs…he tucked Ana in, while she slept. Fred smiled a gentle smile, tucking Ana beneath the blankets while she slept. He knew she would be safe. "I love you, darling". "Now and forever….a part of me belongs only to you, and a part of you belongs only to me….I have rescued you, love". Fred whispered, kissing both of Ana's cheeks, and her forehead, kindly. Fred went into his own room, staying close to Ana, as he looked out through his door, seeing Ana sleep. Or have trouble sleeping.
Ana woke up, glancing around, as she felt some night sweats come over her. Ana's eyes welled with tears. She came outside, seeing Fred with his suit, his brown suit on. "Hello, darling". Fred said, gently. "You look so beautiful this morning". "How was your evening, love?". Fred's voice was soft, gentle, with a touch of charisma. Ana nodded, as she glanced over at Fred.
"Good". Ana said. Ana sniffled. As Ana drank from her sippy cup, her eyes looked round, exhausted, and wide from the front. As if she was frightened.
"Love, you look dismal this morning". Fred whispered, gently with kindness and softness. Ana nodded, as she drank from her bottle. "Is everything alright, love?". Fred asked, kindly. Ana nodded. Fred opened his arms for a hug, gently. "Was your evening wrought with nightmares?". Fred asked, in a kind whisper. Ana nodded, as she sniffled.
"Well, it's alright now, love". Fred whispered, gently. "Come to me with love, and peace". "Everything will be quite alright…I promise you". "Let us hug". Fred smiled a kind smile, as he opened his arms. Ana came to Fred, as she hugged him, gently. Fred kissed Ana's cheek, gently. She felt him stroke her cheek, gently. She felt his kisses, as he massaged her cheeks.
"Never worry, darling". "Our bond is something we both cherish". "Our bond is one I will continue to cherish as time goes on". "I love you". Fred whispered, gently as he kissed Ana on the lips again. Ana turned away, as she felt Fred's lips in an unsolicited manner. "Never worry, love". "I will always be beside you, to protect you". "Never as close as I am to your lonely heart". Fred whispered, kindly. Ana sniffled, as she felt Fred take her hand. "I have a surprise that might help us….help us to find peace…I hope you enjoy it as much as I enjoy you….my bride". Fred whispered, as he came inside to his bedroom. He locked the door as well, putting the latch in the keyhole. Or…whatever latch mechanism it was.
The room was dimly lit, as Fred stood by the bed. "What…what…what….?". Ana began. "Shh, it's alright….this will be our secret…darling". Fred said, in a seductive register, a sexual voice. He unbuttoned his pants, glancing down at Ana. Ana seemed to be a bit frightened, swallowing hard as she saw Fred's nis. Long, hard, and ejaculated. She stared outwards, as she saw Fred's nis, surrounded by his ballsack. "There you are, darling". "Now, place your hand on it". Fred instructed in his own sexual manner. Ana felt frightened as she saw Fred's nis, while he guided her hand towards it. Ana tried pulling her hand away, as Fred kept guiding her hand towards it…forcefully. Until she touched it….in a forceful manner. Fred pulled Ana's pants down, as a white liquid emerged from Fred's nis. Ana glanced as she saw him….ejaculating. "Don't worry, darling". "I'm right beside you". Fred said, gently as he guided his Nis towards Ana's vagina. Unable to escape it, Ana tried finding a place to run. She tried finding a place to hide. Yet she was unable to move because Fred was grounded in one place. Ana was in a bad place as she saw Fred sneak closer and closer as he brought his organs into Ana's organs. Ana felt frightened, yet knew Fred had a tight grip on her, too tight for her to escape.
Ana tried escaping…only for her to relax, shutting her eyes to escape the torture. The door was locked, as Fred pressed his organs in further and further, until she truly couldn't escape. She began to scream, as Fred put a hand over her mouth. "Shhh, it's alright". Fred whispered, as he pressed his organ closer. Ana felt frightened, as she screamed even louder, attempting to wriggle out of Fred's grip. Only for Fred to pick up his nis, shoving it inside of Ana's mouth. Ana knew how gross it was….whatever it was. Even so, she was silenced…by Fred's nis. "There you are, darling". "Don't be sad". "I'm beside you". Fred whispered, gently. He removed his nis from Ana's mouth, gently. "I-am go-ing home". Ana said, as she felt Fred's grip loosening on her. "I tell some-one". Ana said, as she broke away from Fred's grip.
"Why, honey?". Fred said, in a gentle, soft voice. "Be-cau-se". Ana said.
"Well, if you did…I would be devastated". Fred said, sadly, with softness. "I wouldn't be able to live with myself if you told someone our secret". "Do you really wish to hurt me?". "Do you want to hurt us?". "What we have is special, and our bond…well, it means so much to me….please don't tell anyone". "Please?". "Please?". Fred whispered, as he leaned over, kissing Ana's lips. Ana saw a lot of his organs, as she doubled back, frozen in horror. Her eyes seemed to be frozen in a frightened position. She felt the most frightened….now that Fred was becoming more and more abrasive. Fred smiled as he came close to her, with a dreamy look in his eyes. "Your purity….it reminds me of the first time I saw purity in someone so special". "I need you….I need everything in you". Fred whispered as he came close to her. Ana didn't know what to do, or how to react. Even so.
She had been defamed. She had been deflowered. There was nothing else she could really do at this point…except wait in horror.
Every night, there was the same nightmare. If not more nightmares that kept Ana awake. Ana knew she was in a bad place. Even when she did wake up from those nightmares, she felt even more pensive. Ana walked into the nursing home breakfast room. The nursing home was a sad place. Yet she contended with being there. "Is everything alright?". A nurse asked, as she bent down beside Ana. "I am ok". Ana said, quietly in her broken speech. "It's time to take your medicine now, honey". The nurse said, gently. "Med-i-cine?". Ana asked, as she glanced up at the nurse.
"Yes, your guardian has spoken to us about putting you on some medicine to help your intelligence, and lower your energy level". "You'll start it today". "Time to take medicine, sweetie". The nurse said, gently. Ana felt frightened, as the nurse brought some medicine to her. "Medicine will help you breathe, focus, and feel much better". "I know you've been feeling pensive recently". The nurse said, gently. "That, and you need to be more intelligent with what you do". "It might help with reasoning, functioning, you might be able to think things through a bit more instead of being retarded". "Our retarded patients have taken it, and they seem to score higher on the tests". "You need medicine…take it…or you'll be sent to bed". The nurse was stern at this point.
Ana nodded, as she was given a small capsule, while the nurse gave her some water to drink. "There is no milk available right now". "A scientist has come out with a new study saying that retards should not consume dairy as it damages the brain fluids". The nurse informed. Her information may have been a bit skewed, yet it was the 1970's. Information was very inaccurate, and concealed, by a Silent's standards.
Ana nodded, as she took her pill with water. As she drank, she felt even more frightened. She knew who this guardian was that the nurses were referring to. Even so, Ana just nodded her head, cordially, to appease her elders.
"Your guardian is here to see you". The nurse said, as she smiled a nasty, menacing smile decorated in feigned gentleness. Ana glanced at the meeting area, seeing Fred as he wore his Olive suit, with the purple tie. "Hello, darling". Fred said, gently with softness as he glanced at Ana. "You are so beautiful, my dearest". "With you my queen is where I belong". "Our castle is beautiful and strong….lovely because I have you as a part of me". "My bride". Fred sighed a dreamy sigh as he smiled, grinning his creepy grin. "Shall we move you into your decided space?". Fred asked, gently. "I'm your guardian…you'll live with me". Fred's smile turned slimy, creepy, and unnerving, as he sighed another dreamy sigh. Ana felt her heart leap, as she saw her perpetrator. "And you took your medicine….lovely". Fred said, kindly. "We'll begin by visiting our favorite place….my bedroom". Fred smiled as he clicked over in his heeled shoes, kissing Ana's hand, gently.
Ana backed away as Fred kissed her forehead. "What's troubling you, love?". "You're usually so effervescent, and lively". "Is the lovely Maiden I know trapped behind a wall of sadness?". "Will she be let out?". Fred asked, gently with softness. Ana nodded, slowly as she agreed with Fred, feeling a great deal of stabilization. "Yes, she will come out". Ana said, as she used the words properly in a sentence, instead of being jumbled. She did still retain a broken speech, however.
"Lovely". Fred said, kindly with gentleness. Ana nodded, as she followed Fred out of the nursing home, while gathering her things. Instead of a warm goodbye, she was given cold, menacing stares, and some medicine. The medicine they used to raise her intelligence. Fred and Ana walked outside, as Fred smiled a gentle smile to Ana. Ana felt her stomach begin to turn. "I have and I always will….love you". "You are someone I have loved for so long…and I will continue to love you for years to come". Fred said, gently as he kissed Ana's lips, gently.
Ana tried pulling away, as she felt her hands become clammy with fright. Her hands became clammy while she felt more fear from Fred.
"It is time for your medicine, darling". Fred said, kindly with softness. "We need to take your medicine 3 times a day". "That's the ideal, proper way to take it".
Ana nodded, as she walked with Fred to the car. "Open your mouth now, dear". Fred said, gently. Ana opened her mouth, calmly as she received her medicine. Fred smiled a kind smile, as he distributed her medicine. "There we are, some brain booster". Fred said, gently. "Being smarter always helps…it never helps to be foolish, and stupid".
Ana took the insult as she sat in the passenger's side of the car. "Mmm, I have always loved you". "From the time I met you at first". "You are everything to me". Fred sighed a deep sigh, with affectionate dreaminess behind it. Ana just glanced, calmly, as she looked on at a sighing Fred. Fred smiled a gentle smile, as he looked, longingly at Ana. "Very lovely". Fred said, as he gazed at Ana. Just gazed at her. As they came to the house, Ana glanced at Fred, around the house as he made some tea.
"I love you, darling". "But it is time to take medicine". Fred advised in a gentle whisper. "Medicine often helps one become more intelligent". "With medicine, we can succeed with efficiency". Fred straightened his tie. "Perhaps when we take it, we'll also add a sleeping sedative to it". Fred mentioned, in a kind whisper. "O-k". Ana said, as she looked up at Fred. Fred poured some milk into a glass as Ana waited. "What do med-ic-ine do?". Ana asked, as she sounded poor in speech, and reasoning. "This is a medicine newly made by the comadeers in pharmaceuticals". Fred said, in a gentle, softened voice. "It is known as a psychostimulant". "This psychostimulant will help certain neurons in the brain to connect better, therefore leading to better reasoning skills, abstract thought, and logical thinking". "You need a psychostimulant to aid your brain". Fred's softened voice surrounded Ana in a raspy, alluring manner, that commanded with a higher intelligence, and deeper thought.
"From here on in, we'll use this stimulant to aid your brain in thinking, conceptualizing, and reasoning". Fred said, gently with softness. "Please…take your medicine….and remember to drink your milk with your medicine". "Please….remember to take it as I direct you". Fred reached into his black barber's bag, taking out a sleeping sedative, a green capsule, in a white container.
"Ok". Ana said, as she looked at the capsule. "Are you ready, darling?". Fred asked, softly. Ana nodded. Fred handed Ana the capsule, as she took it. "Drink some milk now, darling". Fred whispered, gently. Ana picked up the milk glass, drinking from it. Fred smiled a kind smile, rubbing her back. "I love you, darling". "Thank you for taking it". Fred whispered, gently. "You are wonderful, darling". "Thank you, truly".
"You're welcome". Ana said. Fred hugged Ana as he kissed her on the cheek. "Shall I make us something to eat?". Fred asked, gently. "O-k". Ana said. Fred kissed Ana's forehead as well, as he squeezed her behind.
After dinner, Ana felt a bout of tiredness escape her as she went into one of the rooms to lay down. "Have a wonderful sleep, darling". Fred said, kindly with gentleness, as he smiled an unnerving smile. Ana felt an unusually high wave of tiredness escape her, as she laid down in Fred's bed. Pulling the sheets over her, she laid, dreaming copiously.
Fred glanced down at the bed, knowing perhaps, this was his chance. He came to the edge of the bed, undoing his pants, undoing the belt that kept his pants up. He hung over the side, as he took off his underwear, revealing his nis. With stealthy attribution, he slowly pulled down Ana's panties, placing his nis deeper, deeper, and deeper still, into her vagina. She was drugged at this point. She was vulnerable enough where he could do anything. Fred placed his nis deeper, deeper, deeper, and deeper still, into Ana's vagina. Fred smiled, as he pressed. The further his nis went, the odder Ana felt as she tossed and turned in her sleep. While Fred continued to press, he picked up his nis, slowly coming closer, and closer to Ana's lips. He pressed the nis slowly into Ana's mouth, coercing her lips to make a sucking motion. While he did this, his eyes seemed to be closed, all while he lowered her head. "Mmm, yes….there now….keep doing it….keep on with it….oh, yes". Fred mumbled, in a trance, as he kept Ana's lips heavy with sucking at his nis. "Mmm, yes…..mmm, yes…keep at it". "Keep at it, my darling". Fred mumbled, as he kept his penis in Ana's mouth. All the while, Ana was asleep. Even as her eyes opened, and she awakened, she seemed stunned….she seemed too appalled to react in a justified manner. Frightened, she wanted to struggle, and get away. However, Fred's grip was too tight. "Shh, darling". "Remain calm now". "Nothing will hurt you….I promise". Fred whispered, gently. Ana felt Fred's nis between her legs, as Fred put a hand over her hand. "Touch this now, exactly like so". Fred instructed in a voice that was at a sexual register. "Very good". "Now, caress it…exactly like so". "Caress it….please me". Fred instructed in this same sexual register.
Ana listened, as she still was half asleep, feeling her hand being guided along Fred's nis. Fred looked down at his nis….seeing that it was a milky white color…a color chalky in appearance, yet hardened, and thick like cement. "Do it just like this….yes….yes…like that". Fred said, as he began trembling. "Mmm, yes", he said, with a cracking, split voice as he felt his throat begin to quiver. What was this, but an orgasm? Yes, he was having an orgasm. He had felt his throat begin to shake, and quiver, but this was something deeper, that made his forehead sweat, and the milky, chalky white substance hardened. Ana felt uncomfortable, as she tried escaping. This proved to be unlucky as she was pinned down, and made to engage in Coitis, while Fred mumbled, whispering to her.
Ana tried escaping Fred with fervency, only to be marred by his tight grip. Try as she might, she didn't succeed. Fred only succeeded with his tight grip.
Ana knew she was being taken advantage of…yet she did nothing to change it. Still, while she fell back asleep, she felt more instantaneous pressing. Whether or not it was of Fred's doing….she couldn't tell anymore, because she was so deep in sleep.