Wow, Chijuku was quite the good kisser. The whole time, Osugoh didn't move his lips, But also wasn't moving away. When Chijuku moved away, I gained control of my body. "CHIJUKU, YOU ASSHOLE! WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU!?" I cut off my circulation, and drained my veins. I took the blood in my ears out, Since your ear is where the most blood is, And threw it down my body. Chijuku shook, And pinched my calves tighter. 'What do you think you are doing, Ignorant child?' 'Getting you the fuck out,'. I heard him groan, But he still let me go. Blood leaked from my feet, And everyone gasped, Besides Osugoh. All of the sidewalk was covered in blood from about a 2 squares' radius.
"IDOIKO!? ARE YOU OKAYAYAYAYYAYAY!?" It was Nishinoya, My lab partner. I turned to him, And smiled. It looked like me smiling was easing his worry, But not for long. "Nope!" I said, Closing my eyes as I smiled wider for him. "THEN WHY ARE YOU SMILING!? AND WHY ARE YOU SMILING LIKE THAT!?" Nishinoya yelled, Still racing at me from across the street. "I don't know…" I answered, Remembering Kageyama's same exact words earlier this morning. It was funny how they thought my smile looked weird. I wonder how I look in Kageyama and Sueo's eyes sometimes, Since they look at me weird. I thought it was because they thought that I looked ugly, To the point where I even asked them. They both said no, And I took their word for it. I know it's not a lie, Because they are extremely honest. I mean, If I asked them what they think of me? Kageyama would probably just go for the easiest way out, And say 'No comment'.
Ah, Now Sueo. He's a bastard, And he knows that. He would definitely say something like, 'You are the stupidest thing on the planet. You drool over another human, And act as if you are cool, But you are most certainly not. Get a job, A life, And live knowing not to be so stupid to yourself. You toss a fit over the stupidest things, And you are dumb. That is all.'...Yeah, That. That is honesty right there. "Idoiko. I-I'm sorry, I g-gotta go!" Once I zoned back in for the second time, I saw Osugoh racing down the street, And around the corner.
damn it, Chijuku. You mess everything up. I turned around, And looked at my friends. They were already staring at me, And once I had turned to Kaiogane, She immediately looked down. "Idoiko…He knows that was not you, I'm sure of it." Shikito placed a hand on my shoulder. I looked over to Kageyama, And saw some sort of fire in his eyes. I couldn't tell what kind it was, Just that he was intrigued by Shikito's hand touching me. "G-Guys…*Sniff*... I'm sorry!" I turned to my house, And then ran away like a busted raccoon in a trash can.
So pathetic. As I layed in my bed, Staring at the ceiling, I thought of something. What if Osugoh avoids me because of what I- What Chijuku did to him. I mean, I sexualy harassed him, And forced him into kissing me. I was stupid to let Chijuku take over my body. I was wrong to think he would actually 'help' me. I was insane, If I thought Chijuku cared about me. Insane, If I thought that he cared about the few things I care about. I am nothing but a foolish brat. So pathetic. 'I am…Sorry. I know you do not want anything to do with me now, But I am sorry.' At hearing Chijuku talk once again, I choked on the ramen I was mentally eating. "WHAT THE fuck ARE YOU STILL DOING IN MY BODY!? GET THE fuck OUT!" Oops. I accidentally said that out loud, And Mama doesn't like naughty words. Well, As she calls them. Oh boy. Just as I had predicted, My door flew open and I pretended to be asleep. It was no use, I know. But, I'll do anything to save my face from another slap. "IDOIKO, YO-" I heard mama pause, And her footsteps made their way to my bed. She grabbed my hand, And massaged my vein. "Huh. I'm surprised Idoiko doesn't have anything to cut herself with in here," I heard Mama's footsteps recede from my bed, And over to my weapon wall. I hang things like sukodase, And Kunai on that wall. I even had a few Volleyballs I won championships with on display in glass cases, But I fell onto the stand I kept them on, And they all shattered. So pathetic. "Ahh, Here it is."
I heard the sound of distant jingles, And I knew she had found my keyring of knives. I used to keep them with me when I went to the park at night, But just stopped using them, Once I got my Nindayoon band. I got my Nindayoon band through snow, So it's always hot everywhere I go. So, I can kinda just burn my foe's with my Nindayoon. No need for knives anymore, Right? "They're still sharp. I wonder where he is though…" And that's when I realized what she was doing. She was looking for Chijuku. I thought Sajuku had him, As he always does, And I thought Mama thought that too. But, I guess not. Or, It's just that she can feel his Nin. I heard a slashing sound, And Mama grunted. My wrist lifted up again, And I tried not to wince from the pain I was about to feel. But, Before Mama was able to stick the knife through my vein, The blood flowed down my arm. Oh, Chijuku. He was trying to help me. 'Would you leave me alone?'...There was no answer. I tried shifting the blood in my body, But he directed most of it to my legs and arms.
'Sleep.' 'Why? So I could see the face of the one who took my love interest from me?'...No answer. I then tried to shake my intestines…No movement. 'You know what? Fine. I will. Then, You can leave me alone. Deal?'...Nothing. He was being a bastard, And he knows it. 'FINE.' I said, Removing some of the blood from my brain so I would become tired. Mama shook my wrist, And lifted my shirt up. She rubbed my stomach, And the blood drained from there as well. "COME BACK HERE, CHIJUKU!" Mama yelled. But, Before I knew it, I was sleeping.
What do you want from me? Chijuku looked up from the garden he was watering, And set the watering can down. He then set his legs under his inner-thighs, And then neatly set his hands over his lap. I thought you were mad at me, But I guess I was wron- OF COURSE I'M MAD AT YOU! YOU PROBABLY MADE MY FRIEND HATE ME! WHY WOULDN'T ANYONE BE MAD AT THAT!? I was about to go off on Chijuku, When he caught me off guard by disappearing, And then reappearing on top of me. I fell to the ground, And his Emerald green, And cerulean blue eyes stared into mine. I froze under his body, Surprised that his hard and hot member was digging into my inner thigh. W-WWWERE AM I!? Ahh, I should've known. He wanted me to see Osugoh. He wanted to find a way to apologize to me, Without hurting me again. He must've leaked out of me, And then went into Osugoh. Ohh, That must be why Osugoh wasn't talking or moving when everyone else was. The spirit realm; Where all human bodies go to have dreams. Soooo…This is…A dream? Chijuku's heterochromic eyes blinked twice, Then turned towards me. …No. Who…Who are you? Chijuku started hysterically laughing at Osugoh's question, And I felt Osugoh freeze. It was seconds before Chijuku pointed over to me, And I've never felt more embarrassed. W-Wha… Osugoh looked under himself, And I could've sworn he was about to scream. He stumbled onto the floor, And crawled away from me. S-sorry…my bad- he mumbled. He was talking so low, I almost didn't hear him. What did you bring him here for, Chijuku? You probably traumatized him. I looked over to Osugoh, Who was whipping his head back and forth between me and Chijuku, Nearly terrified. C-Chijuku!? THAT'S YOU!? I began to laugh, And Chijuku turned to look at me. I guess I have traumatized him, I heard an audible gulp come from Osugoh, And turned to look at him. I hope you know I have no idea what you taste like, I said, pointing to his lips. He flinched when I scooted closer to him, And grabbed his shoulders. I looked him in the eyes, And I could see he was DEFINITELY traumatized. Hey, Hey, Hey. Osugoh, It's ok. It's me, Idoiko. As I stared into those Dark green eyes, I felt his shoulders tremble underneath me. Osugoh… I brought my face a bit closer to his, And tilted my head to the side. My eyes moved down to his lips, Which were quivering uncontrollably. I up at him through my lashes, And Chijuku cleared his throat. I turned around, And saw him standing directly behind me, Tapping his foot impatiently. I'm right over here, You know. I stared at him blankly, And then tilted my head and smiled. When you smile like that, You're up to something. Hah, You know me too well, pakk-san. I grabbed both of his feet, And snatched them down. He fell, And just layed there…On the floor…No noise, Nothing….Pretty weird. I reached over to his face, And took off his Haigogatu mask. He opened his eyes, And I smiled at him. There. I love to see those big and bad violet eyes. Open them wide for me now, Yeah? I was just teasing him, But he knows I think he's adorable. But, To have total honesty, I think he's handsome. No, Hot. He thinks I think he's adorable because I've pinched his cheeks, And I 'Talk to him like he's a baby'. I don't think I do, but I…Do. Well, I mean, I guess. His eyes widened, And I chuckled a bit. I crawled on top of him, And sat on his lap. He just stared at me, Those eyes always giving away every emotion he feels. I bent down to his level, And his eyes just BEGGED me to do something. He always reminds me of Mama when he does this. I would do something she didn't like, Or she would just be mad at me, And she'd just stop moving. She'd then say 'Go ahead. Do it.', Or 'Try me if you want to'. Chijuku was pretty bitchy when it came to this, And that's why I love to tease him. I felt his growing erection dig into my thigh, And I slapped his arm. Who feels triggered when their feelings get the best of them- Who? He blinked at me, And Osugoh crawled over to my side. He sat on his legs, And folded his hands over his lap. He turned to me, And I smiled at that knowing look on hisface. Soo… Osugoh shifted uncomfortably in his spot, And averted his gaze from mine. I reached a hand over to his chin, And turned it to me. He was blushing, And I realized that's why he turned away in the first place. What's on your mind? Osugoh blinked at me, And I could've sworn I saw him smile, But it soon faltered away. Is…Is this how you get him to do what you say? You know, Control him? I laughed in his face, And his blush deepened. You're a smart guy, You know that? Osugoh looked back at me, And he smiled…Sorta. His smile was a bit crooked, And weary, But it was still…Something. Yeah, It was something. Chijuku pushed at me until I was on the floor, And stood to his full height. I only brought you here to say I was sorry, And it wasn't Idoiko who kissed you. Chijuku looked at me as if he was talking to me, But then looked at Osugoh as he started to laugh. I looked over to Osugoh as well, And tilted my head out of curiosity. I already *MMMHHHHCC* Know! HAHAHHAA! DUHH!? Chijuku bent down to Osugoh's level, And pointed a finger in his face. Go out with her, Will you? Osugoh stopped laughing, And turned to me, Who was completely oblivious as well. W-Wha…You're…You're serious? Chijuku closed his eyes, And sighed. He opened his eyes, And they were yellow. Go out with her, Will you? He repeated, Blinking his eyes three times for confirmation. Osugoh nodded, And Chijuku waved his hand. Osugoh disappeared…I'm guessing back to the real world. Chijuku closed the distance between our faces, His tongue darting into my mouth. I closed my eyes, And focused all the blood to my mouth. He took my blood out of my mouth, Mixing it with his saliva. He then moved away from my face. I stared at him, Waiting for him to grab my hand. What do you want to show me? As Chijuku grabbed my hand, He stopped when I said that. He looked up at me, And blinked two times. Mgghmmmhgsshhcchchchddshh. Oh, Right. You have…Stuff…In your mouth. Yeah, I always felt uncomfortable talking about…It. Well, Yeah. It's understandable that someone would be uncomfortable talking about kissing another guy, Even if they do like them. Even though when Chijuku kisses me it's not intimate, I still get butterflies. When we kiss, It's just so he can mix his blood cells with mine, So he can show me what's on his mind, Or someone else's mind. Yeah, It's pretty cool. But, Sometimes Chijuku makes me think that he might like me t- He's thinking about you. Chijuku looked up at me for a brief second, Before looking back down while rubbing my hand with his saliva. Sorry, chijuku. What did you sa- Chijuku dropped my hand, And pushed my back down on the ground. He was towering over me like a bridge over water, And I couldn't help the smile from sprouting on my face. You're quite the tough one, Aren't y- I TOLD YOU NOT TO CALL ME THAT HERE. I'M FREE OF THAT STUPID NAME, THAT STUPID CURSE. I HATE THAT CURSE! I HATE IT! DO YOU THINK I WOULD WANT TO BE REMINDED OF WHAT MADE ME? I DON'T WANT TO BE REMINDED OF THAT STUPID THING! I stayed still for a few seconds, Watching as terrified eyes dug into mine. I-I…I-I'm sorry. I didn't mean- I brought my hand up to ruffle Orange Blonde hair, And let my pointer and middle slide across the length of his fine handsome jaw. Can you prove that to me? If not… I purred in his ear, Gently pushing him to the ground. I began to take off his button up, Just to tease him, But he didn't stop me. Instead, He just sat with his knees high in the air, Both hands on the ground behind him. He stared at me with those daring violet eyes, And I couldn't resist myself from running my hand over his masculen, But still scarred chest. It was so smooth, Just like I had imagined it to be. I then fully pushed him to the ground. I looked at him for a few seconds before sitting on his torso. He groaned, And I knew I had gotten to sat up, And I slid down onto his lap. He pulled me to his chest, And growled at me. Stop. I am warning you. I rubbed his chest again, Just this time more…Intimate. Why? Because you get so rough doing this? I asked, Moving my hands down to the tie on his sweatpants. I think our cells are bonded enough. There is no need to do thi- AGH~ I pressed my palm against the growing throb in his pants, And looked up at him through my lashes. Huh? What was that? Or were you going to say you wanted more? Haiko-san just scoffed at me, And I chuckled. Heh, Looks like I was winning. I brought my mouth up to his ear, And nibbled on his shell. You can't take just a litt- before I knew it, Haiko had pushed me to the ground, And unbuttoned my pants.
"Are you sure you don't want to go to school today? Are you sure you want this?" Kaiogane asked, Sitting across from me on my bed. I had woken up just a few minutes ago, And my body felt soo sore, I couldn't move. I'm not gonna lie, Chijuku likes to be a little rough when it comes to cell bonding, And he made my body really hurt from last night's actions. Sometimes I wonder how my mortal body can feel what I'm doing in the spirit realm, But I never asked Chijuku. But, Anyways. Since my body was feeling a bit sore, I called Kaiogane over to my room to heal me. She tried asking why my body was so sore, But I couldn't just tell her that I had been making love to a demon. I couldn't just tell ANYONE, I was making love to a demon. So, I just decided to stay home from school to prevent anyone from asking anything. Plus, I hate mondays, Anyways. So, I…Yeah, Well, That's…Pretty much all. "Idoiko?..." damned myself for always getting lost in my thoughts. "Y-Yeah? Sorry, You know me and my thoughts." I said, Rubbing the back of my neck. Kaiogane rubbed her hands together, Then sighed. "I know. 'Doiko-Onee-Sama, Are you sure you want me to do this?" Kaiogane repeated, Pulling one of my hands towards her stomach.
She stopped when my hand was just a few inches away from her stomach, And looked up at me. Her eyes questioned me once again, And I sighed as well. "Yes, Kaiogane. I'm ready." I smiled at her to make sure she believed me. She looked at me skeptically, And I ALMOST sighed again, Until she fully brought my hand to her skin, And I felt something stirr in her stomach. "Now, Brace for heat," She said. I nodded at her, And she closed her eyes. "Where can you feel pain the most?" She asked. I stayed silent a few moments, Too focused on bracing myself to notice she had spoken to me. "Idoiko." I lifted my head, Met with concerned eyes. "Idoiko, You don't seem like you'r-". "Just, Do it." I said, Waving my free hand out in frustration. I felt her gaze linger on my face after I had dropped my head and closed my eyes, But then felt the continued stirring of energy in her stomach. "Haido…" She started, Soon grunting in brief pain as she clenched her energy to be met with the surface of her skin. "...Trygata No Akitaru Trygotayome!" She yelled, Letting all of her healing energy surround and embrace my hand as I was met with intense heat. I groaned at the sudden pain, And her energy slightly weakened. "Don't worry. Use your full power." I demanded, Shaking my hand in her energy to let her know I was serious. She jerked at the movement shaking her body, And shook her head repeatedly. I felt a rush of gontu enter my body, And I couldn't help but quiver my lips in desperation to stay still. Once the sudden rush of energy reached my sensitive core, I shook in pain. The gontu kept a steady pace swirling around my senter, And soon, It flowed to my legs. Down, And out. My hand was released from warm sweaty skin, And I lifted my head and opened my eyes. There she was. Kaiogane. Sweaty and hot. "D-does that feel a- A little bit bet-ter?" I stared at her shaking being, And smiled.
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"Weather it's long or short," I said. Well, this one will be a bit short because I'm... c-currently at school. It's also eighth period, and we're about to leave, so I'll have to close my computer soon. ...O-okay, okay guys! I hear you, but please stop bullying me now? It's hard to take that Idoiko and Chijuku- ...well, you know. But just know that it's a one-time-thing. So... it's five minutes later, and we're still in a hold-in-place. Oh... did I mention we're in a hold-in-place? Yeah, for the past... 10 or so minutes. Even though that still saves me time,... I do still have to go. I'm sorry. Thank you for your time, and safe reading! Have a good rest of your day!