p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 70px; line-height: normal; font-family: 'Copperplate Light'; color: #3c3c3c;"span style="letter-spacing: -2.1px;"Obsession Despair/span/p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate; min-height: 16px;" /p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"Once upon a time there was… /p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"just kidding, this is not how my story goes, /p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"who did you take me for?/p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"No, no, no far from these stupid clichés. /p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"Well at least for appearance sake's./p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"My story begins here in these pages./p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"In my head, only perceived by my eyes. These deceitful eyes, that show me the world in a way fit to feed my delusions. How I despise these eyes… yet their lies are the only thing that has kept me alive and given me a purpose to live, even if a very trivial one./p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"For as much as I would like to deny all forms of cliché, this is a story about… love./p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate; min-height: 16px;" /p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"But it is not the usual picture perfect romance. No this story describes the twisted mind of a girl too far gone to see the truth./p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"This is my love story./p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"You will have to forgive me, for it is not very accurate or seen from a neutral perspective, but it is a story worth listening to./p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"In order to explain my upcoming and never-ending obsession and desire, we will have to travel back in time…/p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate; min-height: 16px;" /p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"When I was younger my parents were never really fond of me, which is something I have never really paid attention to, as it never seemed to bother me, until I realised that their neglect is the root of every single one of my problems. But they also made me into who I am today, for better or worse./p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"I truly have to thank my parents, for this story would not exist without them- they are responsible for my insatiable want for affection, my unyielding desire to be loved, to be seen, to be wanted./p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"All of this abuse led me to believe that I was unworthy, that all I ever deserved was pain and suffering. And maybe that is true, but we will not delve into that here./p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"This is the story about a man who made me feel safe./p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"—/p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"It is a very twisted tale, that is for sure, but to me it is a treasure most well kept. /p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"This man that I have been talking about is 25 years my senior, and before you judge me, keep in mind that he was the only person in my life that has shown me any kindness./p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"And before we continue down this road, be warned. This story is not about silly one sided affections. It is about a delusional child's desperation for love and acceptance./p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"My obsession./p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"Oh and one more thing…/p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"If you feel like this story is going in circles…/p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"It is./p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate; min-height: 16px;" /p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"Once upon a time there was… /p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"just kidding, this is not how my story goes, /p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"who did you take me for?/p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"No, no, no far from these stupid clichés. /p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"Well at least for appearance sake's./p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"My story begins here in these pages./p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"In my head, only perceived by my eyes. These deceitful eyes, that show me the world in a way fit to feed my delusions. How I despise these eyes… yet their lies are the only thing that has kept me alive and given me a purpose to live, even if a very trivial one./p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"For as much as I would like to deny all forms of cliché, this is a story about… love./p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate; min-height: 16px;" /p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"But it is not the usual picture perfect romance. No this story describes the twisted mind of a girl too far gone to see the truth./p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"This is my love story./p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"You will have to forgive me, for it is not very accurate or seen from a neutral perspective, but it is a story worth listening to./p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"In order to explain my upcoming and never-ending obsession and desire, we will have to travel back in time…/p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate; min-height: 16px;" /p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"When I was younger my parents were never really fond of me, which is something I have never really paid attention to, as it never seemed to bother me, until I realised that their neglect is the root of every single one of my problems. But they also made me into who I am today, for better or worse./p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"I truly have to thank my parents, for this story would not exist without them- they are responsible for my insatiable want for affection, my unyielding desire to be loved, to be seen, to be wanted./p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"All of this abuse led me to believe that I was unworthy, that all I ever deserved was pain and suffering. And maybe that is true, but we will not delve into that here./p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"This is the story about a man who made me feel safe./p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"—/p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"It is a very twisted tale, that is for sure, but to me it is a treasure most well kept. /p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"This man that I have been talking about is 25 years my senior, and before you judge me, keep in mind that he was the only person in my life that has shown me any kindness./p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"And before we continue down this road, be warned. This story is not about silly one sided affections. It is about a delusional child's desperation for love and acceptance./p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"My obsession./p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"Oh and one more thing…/p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"If you feel like this story is going in circles…/p
p style="margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-stretch: normal; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; font-family: Copperplate;"It is./p