20

This night, Namor showed me what he could do and opened up a world of unending pleasure and bliss. He felt like heaven inside me now. My body immediately connected to his. First he took me on my back, ramming into me with a viciousness that had me yelling to the heavens. Then he took me on all fours, one hand on my hip and the other on my shoulder. Each thrust created a rippled through my body and with each ripple were volts of pleasure. I thought I would tear right into the sheets. He even carried me into the air and our hips ground against each other over the bed.

There was a sensual darkness in both our eyes as we stared at each other. He'd whisper my name and it echoed in my mind. He imprints on me as I imprint on him. My muscles are tired but the water flowing through me brings them back to life. He took me on my side, holding one of my legs up so that he had full access and control of me. His other hand was wrapped around my side and caressing my breast. Our bodies are covered in sweat and I do not complain, I only match his thrusts and his speed. The feelings felt stronger than my orgasms and I loved it all. He moans, he pants, he grunts, he growls, he snarls and I love it all. He bites my shoulders, he licks the bruises that come after and he kisses me all over my face as he presses his forehead into me.

"You will know only my love as I will only know yours." he says.

"This cock will be the only one inside you to bring you this much pleasure." he promises. We are lost in time to each other's bodies.

I don't remember falling asleep and so I just curled up and rubbed my face into the pillow. It was so comfortable. I could feel warm knuckles gently rubbing against my flesh and I wanted to say I felt safe, but I didn't.

"So you forgot about me already." he said. Slowly I opened my eyes and looked out to see another form sitting on the bed watching me. My entire body shot up and I gasped as I sat up in terror.

"Erik!" I said with a hiss and he smirked and stood up giving a low chuckle.

"So I wasn't good enough when I was hitting that spot inside you, had to go and marry another brother." he said and I glared looking around to see I was not in Namor's bed. It didn't even look like I was in Talokan either. From the familiar paintings and sculptures, I could see I was back in T'Challa's room. I looked down seeing I was back in his bed.

"This is a nightmare." I stated and Erik shrugged moving around the bed.

"A nightmare for you, but a dream for me." he said with a purr. I immediately pulled the blankets over me and did my best to not feel disgust as his eyes roamed over me. "Doesn't matter how many times he fucks you. I had you first. I'll have always had you first."

"You're a memory to me, a distant faint memory." I said and he grinned as he paused at the foot of the bed.

"Yet here I am and here you are." he said with another mocking laugh. "Quite a mouth on you. It looks like being a queen really has you feeling like you running things around here."

I merely scowled and watched as he started to move around to my side of the bed. I turned away not wanting to look at him only for a hand to viciously grab my face making me whimper out as his cheek pressed against my own roughly. He held my face still in the direction of the front of the room.

"You remember when you knocked at that very door and sauntered inside. Man I thought you were the prettiest woman in Wakanda. And when you told me you were my healer, man I knew I had to find some way for you to lay your hands on me." he snarled in my ear. I cried out from how rough he was holding my face. "You remember when you screamed and cried as I threw you over my shoulder and put you in this very bed… then I stretched you out. I know you were seeing stars that day."

I tried to struggle and fight against his hold, but it was futile. I was frozen it seemed.

"After I came balls deep inside you, I thought about chaining you to the room so you'd never be able to leave until you agreed to be my queen!" he snarled. He sounded even more animalistic, and I cried out harder now to the point I was screaming.

"Remember I had you first. Say it, SAY MY NAME!" he said harshly and I continued to scream more and more.

"EYWA!" I hear before suddenly feeling a hand collide with my face and I sit up immediately to see Namora here, with wide eyes. I looked around immediately to see I was back in Namor's room, back in Talokan. I was panting and still soaked from sweat. I noticed many servant girls standing behind the doorway of the room almost frightened. I looked back at Namora and then over to the empty side of my bed.

"Where is he?" I asked. Namora began to speak in her language and my bracelet translated.

"He is tending to business in the capital. Atzi was on her way to bring you breakfast when she heard you screaming and I was fetched to see about you." she explained. I placed my hand over my forehead and did my best to calm myself. But I couldn't. The safety I once felt was gone and I just needed to be home. I touched my necklace to ensure it was still on me before moving from the bed. I forgot I was naked and my muscles, thank Bast, weren't tight or sore.

"I must go back to Wakanda." I replied. The sight of my naked form made all the servant girls leave and Namora just looked away. I looked around for something to wear but couldn't find anything. "Bring me clothes please!"

Namora yelled to Atzi and then looked at me.

"Darkness plagues you. You must fight it." she said, and I looked at her. What would she know? I wanted to yell at her, but she just stood there with a strong gaze and finally, I felt comfort in her advice. I shook my head and looked away.

"I thought I had when I married your king." I said lightly. Atzi quickly entered with a blue gown. She helped me get into it.

"That was a temporary heal. It is time to be strong now. You cannot run from pain, and you cannot move around it as if it is not there." she said. Now that I was dressed, I felt exhausted once more and moved to sit back down on my bed.

"I will handle it my own way. For now, I need to return home." I said and the warrior nodded.

"I understand my queen. I cannot keep you, but the king did have plans for you today if you are able." she said. I just sat on the bed feeling defeated before looking at her.

"What plans?" I asked gently.

"He wanted you to come to the court today and listen to some of his people's needs with him, then you are to move about the capital so that the people may know your face and you theirs. After that you are to start your studies on our culture and language. Then after that the day is yours. Atzi and I will accompany you through the day and if you grow tired one of us will carry you." she explained. Every word she spoke made me want to groan, but I refused. Namora is a hard woman and I knew she demanded much respect and I wanted to give her that by not acting like some child not wanting to do her chores. I nodded.

"Alright." I replied and she nodded. Atzi returned with a plate of food and bowed at me before exiting to wait outside. Namora nodded.

"I will leave you to eat and then we will start the day!" she said with a firm bang of her spear on the floor. Lovely. More fish and other dead sea creatures were brought to me. They were definitely cooked and seasoned quite well. I looked over the window and gave a gentle sigh trying to take hold of my mind. I dreamed of him. Bast, I felt sick. But now I could not sulk about dreaming of the dead. I had expectations today, and I would see them through.