Hope you've enjoyed the cute and steamy Clowen, it's time for a bit of drama.
Ch. 3 I'll Feel Something New & He'll Feel it too
(CLARE)
"Should I pick you up in the morning?" Owen asks when he pulls over on my street just a couple houses from mine.
"I'm not sure, for a small wedding there seems to be a lot to do. If I can go to Adam's, I'll message you in the morning," I reply.
It's Thursday night, Mom and Glen's wedding is Saturday. Owen and I have been in this un relationship for two months now. It was just a week ago that we were in Owen's room, and he fingered me for the first time. It was an amazing experience, my body felt emotions and sensations I didn't know were possible. I went to his house last night and we did the same, I slept over again, and we went to Adam's house together this morning. I wanted to do it again before the wedding because I didn't know how much I'd get to meet up with Owen in the coming days. I wasn't even sure how this un relationship would work once school started the week after next.
"Okay, message me any time, even if you just need to get away from wedding stuff for a while," Owen says.
I smile at him and get out of the car and walking to my door. As always Owen waits until I've unlocked the door before driving off. Despite Mom's insistence that I be home for dinner the house seems quiet when I come in. When I go up to my room, however, I hear noises in the room next to mine. Two male voices, one being Jake's, Jake is home! I realize his truck was outside, I just didn't notice as I was thinking of Owen. Replaying my walk to the door however Jake's red truck was definitely parked out front of the house. Maybe I can just hide in my room the rest of the night.
"DINNER, EVERYONE COME EAT," Mom hollers up the stairs.
I groan and briefly consider going out my window. I hear Jake's door open and the two go downstairs. Knowing my mom will yell again I leave my room. When I come downstairs Mom has the biggest smile on her face, Jake is sitting with his back to the stairs, and I reluctantly take my seat next to Jake. I can see Jake from the corner of my eye, but I'm avoiding looking directly at him.
"Isn't this nice?" Mom says in the overly cheery voice she uses when she wants me to like something. "The four of us sitting down to dinner as a family. I picked up lasagna from Ristorante Italiano, with salad and garlic bread. Glen why don't you start," Mom smiles handing him the server.
Mom asks what we want to drink and gets it for us, she smiles the whole time. I already feel sick, she's pushing, and I can't get myself to look Jake in the eye. Mom seems to think we'll just instantly be The Brady Bunch, as if Jake hadn't disappeared all summer.
"How was your summer at the cabin Jake?" Mom asks.
"Good, relaxing, did a lot of fishing and swimming," Jake says.
"That sounds lovely, Clare spent all summer at Adam's house," Mom remarks.
"A lot of us did, Adam was shot we wanted to be there for him. Anyway, their house has always been a hang out," I reply.
Mom and Glen start talking about the wedding and neither Jake nor I can get a word in now. Jake keeps glancing at me though, I can see him from the corner of my eye. Every couple of minutes he glances at me, it's making me uncomfortable, so I excuse myself to the washroom. I grab my phone from my room and text Adam asking him to call me in five minutes. I turn my ringer all the way up and return downstairs. Mom is still talking about the wedding, something about the flower arrangements. When my phone rings everyone hears it.
"Excuse me, that's my phone," I comment getting up.
"Clare we are having a family dinner, it can wait," Mom says with irritation.
"No, it might be important, and I'm not hungry anymore," I reply trying not to clench my teeth. Before any of them can say anything, I run upstairs. I answer the phone, lock my door and spend the rest of the night on the phone with Adam. I set an early alarm and walk to The Dot for breakfast, and then Adam's. I left Mom a note my friends needed me. She texts me that she's not happy and I have to be home for the rehearsal dinner at six.
Eli and Dave are here, Drew is gone, and I find out he's at Katie's. Without Drew here I know Owen won't be over. K.C. comes just before lunch and stays a couple of hours, they all find out Jake is home. Dave gives me a ride home and I arrive just in time for the rehearsal, it's extremely awkward. Jake walks me down the aisle and he's watching me the whole time. When the pastor says Glen can kiss her the rehearsal is over. Mom and Glen start talking with the pastor, and I turn to go upstairs. Jake follows me, catching my arm on the stairs.
"Clare wait, we need to talk. I know I ran after prom and I'm sorry for that. I thought about you all summer, thinking about you was about the only thing I did all summer," Jake says in a pleading voice.
I would have loved to hear that in June, I would have smiled, kissed him, who knows. June seems like a lifetime ago, Jake left, and I have hardly thought of him at all since June. He had months to call me and tell me this, to come home. He decided to stay away all summer and plead for me the night before our parent's wedding?
"Two months ago, I would have been so happy to hear that, but you ran Jake. I haven't thought about you all summer," I tell him ripping my arm out of his grasp. I push past him and run out of the house, after a block I stop running. I walk the rest of the way to Owen's going to his private entrance and I knock.
"I could have picked you up," Owen says, stepping aside to let me in.
"That's okay, I needed the air, and the walk," I comment going to his bed and sitting down. Owen closes the door and sits with me on the bed.
"That bad huh?"
"Getting escorted down the aisle by my ex that is about to be my stepbrother was awkward. Having him watch me all through the ceremony was awkward. Having him tell me after the rehearsal that he thought about me all summer," I comment with a sigh. I notice Owen stiffen slightly at my side. "I admit that it felt good, and if he had done it back in June I probably would have jumped into his arms. He had his chance and I have barely thought of him since we started our un relationship. I don't want to think about him tonight, I don't want to think at all tonight."
I get up sitting on Owen's lap, circling my arms around his neck and crushing my lips to his. Owen's arms circle my waist and his lips part, his tongue sliding out to meet mine. One of his hands combs into my hair, resting at the back of my neck. After a moment Owen turns us and lies me on the bed on my back breaking from the kiss.
"What do you need? What can I do?" He asks me in a sweet voice, looking at me with adoring eyes.
"The only time I don't think at all is when I orgasm."
"I can do that," Owen grins. He stands up and undresses, which doesn't take long as he was only wearing sweats and boxers. I smile looking at his naked body, his erection, knowing he's that hard because of me, just because of a kiss. "May I?" Owen asks, holding his hand out and I nod.
He helps me stand and I kick off my shoes. Owen grips my shirt and takes it off, kissing my neck when it comes off. He takes my skirt off next, getting on his knees and helping me out of it. He stands again, he turns me around, unhooks my bra and kisses between my shoulder blades. The gentle kiss sends a wanting shiver through me. He turns me around sliding the bra off my arms. He sets the bra on my skirt and lays an open mouth kiss on my clavicle; I moan and rake my fingers into his hair. With my panties all that's left he goes down on his knees again. Hooking two fingers in he slowly pulls my panties down my legs; I brace my hands on his shoulders to step out of them.
He stands, kissing me gently and then guides me to lie on the bed. I open my legs and he lies between them, propping himself on one arm. Grabbing something from his bedside table he opens a small container and coats his fingers in it. Before I can ask his lips attach to mine, and I start to melt into the kiss. I grip his shoulders, gently scratch my fingers along the back of his neck. My body relaxing into the kiss, into Owen and my legs open a little more. I feel so safe and nurtured, any fear and anxiety I had goes away.
I gasp a little and go still for a moment as his fingers slide into me. There's no resistance, whatever he coated his fingers with makes them glide easily and it seems to be warming. I have just enough thought power left to realize he bought some lube. I don't even stiffen or resist the two fingers he has inside of me. After a couple thrusts he turns his hand, and his thumb starts to rub my clit. I moan, kissing his lips, caressing his neck, lost in the pleasure and euphoria that Owen is giving me.
Just as I wanted all thoughts and worry are gone. All I can do is go on instinct, to let my body feel the sensations. Owen's fingers caress my core, awakening nerve endings and sending waves of bliss through me. Owen's lips and tongue doing the same to my mouth, his thumb gently pressing and rubbing my clit sending even larger shocks of rapture through me. The pleasure builds, and builds, and builds until it becomes nearly unbearable, and I think I might explode. Finally, I reach a peak and it breaks, my body goes still, every muscle in my body going tight for a brief second. Then my entire body undulates with unbelievable bliss as my orgasm rushes through me.
Owen slows down but doesn't stop, he does break the kiss to let me breathe and moan. I have no control over my body or the sounds I'm making. I don't even have the strength to grip Owen. Eventually my body stops convulsing and my breathing slows down. Owen slowly removes his fingers and kisses me softly. Then he reaches over me to grab a tissue and cleans his fingers.
"How do you feel?" Owen asks.
"Wonderful," I smile.
"Good," he grins and starts to get up. He always goes to the washroom to take care of himself. I don't want him to do that tonight, I want to reciprocate, so I grab his arm.
"Wait, I want to return the favor."
"You don't have to, I'll be right back," Owen says.
"No, I want to. I don't really know what I'm doing though. I want to kiss you and help," I say timidly and start to feel self-conscious, "does that sound stupid?"
"That sounds amazing," Owen smiles leaning down to touch his lips to mine. When he pulls his lips away, he lies on his back and takes his shaft in his hand and starts stroking. "Lie next to me, put your hand under mine. Just let your hand feel, follow my movements and kiss me," Owen instructs.
Sounds easy enough, I look at his cock just long enough to get my hand under his. I follow his movements as I attach my lips to his. I let his hand guide me, stroking up and down, occasionally turning. When his fingers are inside of me, he seems to do all kinds of things, but not a lot I can do on his shaft. His hand is above mine so I can't even reach his tumescent head. He doesn't make as many sounds as I do either and I can't tell if he's enjoying it, though he is kissing me pretty hard.
I feel his body go tight though, his hand moving up over the head and cupping around it as he grunts into the kiss. His body shakes, not nearly as much as mine did, and then he goes still pulling out of the kiss to take a deep breath. I take my hand away as he gives me another soft kiss.
"That was incredible, I'm going to clean up in the washroom. You can grab a shirt from my dresser to sleep in if you want to stay here tonight," Owen says getting off the bed.
"Yeah, I want to sleep here," I smile.
Owen goes to the washroom; I open his dresser pulling out a white cotton t-shirt. Before Owen returns, I fall asleep happy and content in his bed.
(OWEN)
"You going to be okay?" I ask Clare when I drop her at her house Saturday morning.
"I'll survive the ceremony, if I can get away after the wedding I'll message you," she says.
I smile and watch her get out of the car. When she's inside I drive to The Dot for coffee and breakfast before going to the Torres house. Dave and K.C. are here, Connor is here too, not sure when he came home. Drew nods to me as I sit on the sofa next to him. We start talking about football this year, but when Katie comes in our conversation stops. Bianca shows up a short time later and Adam turns on the video game system. Drew, Bianca and I all take controllers and start playing. Bianca is not sitting next to Drew, but Katie still looks jealous.
"Drew this is boring," Katie says at the most critical part of the game, "let's go do something."
"Katie we're almost done," Drew replies.
"I can't believe you'd rather play a video game than spend time with your girlfriend," Katie hisses.
"If you weren't such a bitch maybe he would like spending time with you," Bianca retorts.
"At least he didn't dump me for being a world class slut," Katie shoots back.
Bianca goes livid and throws down her controller. Drew and I stand up, we're already sitting between the two, so he turns to Katie, and I turn to Bianca. I put my hand on her chest to stop her from jumping Katie.
"What the hell did you say to me bitch?!" Bianca seethes.
"You want to fight? I'm a blackbelt," Katie hisses.
"Calm down Katie, let's just go out," Drew says. He turns her around and pushes her to the stairs. Then he pulls her up the stairs to the main floor.
"I hate that witch, she has Drew twisted around her little finger and he won't break up with her," Bianca growls.
"Forget her Bianca, let's put on a movie, we can order some pizza," Adam says.
Bianca huffs and sits down on the sofa with her arms crossed. Adam gives her the remote and she starts looking for a movie. Adam gets out his phone and orders pizza, Bianca finds a movie and we get comfortable. As the movie starts, I can't help wondering how the wedding is going and how Clare is doing. We pause the movie when the pizza arrives, which is also when Wesley shows up. We're just starting another movie when Drew comes back, alone.
"You finally dump her scrawny ass?" Bianca asks.
"Jake invited me, Katie, Eli, Alli and Jenna to his cabin for the night," Drew says.
"Did you tell Mom?" Adam questions.
"Yeah, that I was going with Jake to his cabin for the night," Drew responds.
"I'm out of here," Bianca says in an irritated tone and storms through the door.
"Think I'll take off too. Have fun at the cabin Drew, see you guys," I wave following Bianca out the door.
I wave to Bianca as she gets in her car, and I get into mine. I start the car to get the A/C going and check my phone. I have a message from Clare asking if I can pick her up. I message her back that I'm on my way and I'll message her when I'm there. I pull up a few minutes later, there's still lots of cars outside the house and I have to park a few houses down.
"Thanks, I was very much ready to be out of there," she says when she gets in the car. She's not wearing the dress for the wedding, so she had time to change. Though I guess Jake had time to invite everyone to the cabin.
"Was the wedding that bad?" I ask as I begin driving to my place.
"The wedding was okay; my mom was happy. After the ceremony and their first dance they made Jake and I dance. Jake was telling me how sorry he was for running again, how much he missed me. How much he thought about me, it was just very awkward. I already told him I hadn't thought about him. He asked me if there was someone else and I didn't know what to tell him. I don't know how we're going to live together, and we still have a whole week before school starts."
"Well, you won't have to worry about it tonight, Jake invited Drew, Katie, Alli, Jenna and Eli to the cabin for the night," I tell her.
"Jake invited Alli and Jenna? Alli is angry because Dave cheated on her. Did Jake mention the cabin is old and only has two rooms?" Clare questions.
"I doubt it, but I wasn't there," I shrug.
"Sounds like a nightmare, actually, knowing what the Martin cabin looks like it sounds more like a horror movie. I don't think any of them realize what they're getting into," Clare comments.
"Well, they'll have some fun stories to tell at the very least. Do you need to be home by curfew?"
"No, if Jake is gone, I'll tell Mom I'm sleeping at Alli's. They put their honeymoon off until December but I'm sure they'd appreciate their first night as a married couple alone," she says, and I smile.
"So, what do you want to do?" I ask her when we're in my room.
"All the times we've been in your room we sleep, or we make out," Clare comments.
"I take it you're not tired," I remark.
She laughs and pushes me to the bed. She sits on my lap linking her arms around my neck and coupling her lips with mine. Her lips part inviting my tongue in, I caress her tongue as my hands find their way under her shirt and begin caressing her skin. We make out on my bed for a while before she slips off my lap and pulls me with her. We continue making out and slowly our clothes begin to come off.
"Stop me from thinking Owen," Clare says with baited breath as her skirt comes off.
"As you wish," I grin taking off her panties.
She opens her legs and I lie between them; we've been making out for a while, and I can tell she's wet. My fingers strum her pussy lips, and she moans as my lips connect to hers. Her hands comb into my hair and caress the back of my neck as my fingers twist into her warm opening. Clare moans into the kiss, her hips bucking and body convulsing lightly. My thumb finds her clit and presses gently, Clare moans again, her nails scratching down my back.
I've done this enough times that I know what she likes and just how to get her to moan. It isn't long before she's moaning endlessly, her body shaking nonstop and her hands gripping tightly to me as her orgasm builds to a nearly painful point. When she can take no more, she breaks the kiss to scream out as her body erupts in waves of pleasure. I slow my fingers before pulling them out. I lick my fingers clean while she's recovering from her orgasm.
"Have I told you how wonderful you taste?" I ask licking the last of her juices from my fingers.
"I think you've mentioned," she smiles sitting up and pushing me down to lie on my back. "Your turn," she says before crushing her lips to mine.
I find her hand with mine and bring it to my shaft. Her lips part as we stroke my shaft together. Usually, her hand is below mine, tonight though I keep my hand on hers. I'm very hard and thinking of fingering her, remembering how she tastes and feeling her hand stroking my shaft I'm aching for release, and it doesn't take long. Usually, I catch the cum and clean up in the washroom, tonight however I keep stroking with her hand and cum on my belly.
"I'm going to clean up, are you hungry? I can order us some dinner," I offer.
"Dinner sounds good, I didn't eat very much at the wedding," Clare says.
I kiss her lips softly and go into the washroom. When I come out, she's getting her clothes back on, so I put on my jeans. I get out my laptop and order us some dinner, Clare wants Thai food so that's what I order. I have to go to the front door to get the food, but I already texted Mom that I got my own dinner. I take the food down to my room and we eat on my bed, I put on a vampire movie because I was sure Clare would like it.
"Owen," Clare says cautiously when the movie is over.
"Yeah?" I ask turning off the TV and turning to her.
"I…I think I'm ready to explore a little more," she says nervously.
"You sure?"
"Yeah, I mean I think, well I was thinking you could use your tongue and not your fingers."
"Sounds like a wonderful dessert to me. If you tell me to stop I will," I assure her.
"I know, but normally we kiss, I'm not sure what I do while you're…kissing me down there."
"You lie back and enjoy, if you want you can hold my hair and move my head where you want me. You should be naked again though," I remark.
She giggles and takes her top off. I quickly shed my jeans and take off the rest of her clothes. I lie on my stomach between her legs and lick over her pussy lips. As soon as my tongue hits her lips she moans and trembles, her hips bucking. Her sweet juices begin to coat my tongue and I moan at the flavor. Sliding my hands under her ass I get better access, my tongue thrust in slowly, twisting and caressing her inner walls. I lick a few different ways, twisting and thrusting my tongue, using her moans and bucking hips to tell me what she likes. After a few minutes she grabs my hair and begins moving my head a little, her legs opening wider. I feel when she's close as her inner walls tighten, and her body goes tense for a brief moment. She releases my hair as her body breaks into never ending shivers of pleasure. I slow down and kiss her clit, her navel, her clavicle and finally her lips.
"How do you feel?" I ask Clare as I lie next to her. Clare replies with a happy moan, I laugh and kiss her nose. "I'll be right back, I'm going to brush my teeth and grab the extra blanket to sleep on the floor," I tell her.
"No, don't sleep on the floor, stay in the bed with me. May I borrow a shirt to sleep in?"
"You can borrow anything you want to sleep in. You sure you want me in the bed with you?"
"Yes. I don't suppose you have an extra toothbrush?"
"Yeah, I think I have one from my last trip to the dentist. We'll make it your toothbrush for when you sleep over."
Clare smiles and goes to my dresser. I pull on boxers and pajama pants going into the washroom to brush my teeth. I pull out the toothbrush for Clare and set it on the counter. When I come back to my room Clare has one of my shirts on and her panties. She looks very sexy in my shirt. I tell her that the toothbrush is on the counter and get comfortable in the bed. When she returns to the room, I turn out the light and she gets in bed. She lies on her side and we're not touching but it still feels incredible to be in the bed with her.
(CLARE)
I wake to the feel of a heartbeat against my back, my hair buffeted by gentle breath, and strong warm arms wrapped around me. I fell asleep on my side next to Owen but wake up in his arms. It feels very good to be in Owen's arms, but I need to pee and when I start to move, he wakes up.
"Morning," Owen yawns.
"Morning, would it be okay if I shower?"
"Yeah, I'll grab you a towel," Owen says.
I get out of bed, and he follows me out of the bed. He goes out to the hall while I gather my clothes. He returns with a towel, and I go into the washroom turning on the shower. I take a quick shower and get dressed. I keep a travel deodorant in my purse and I put that on when I get back to Owen's room. Owen is dressed when I come in and he goes into the washroom.
"Should I take you home or do you want to go to Adam's?" Owen asks when he returns.
"Let's go to Adam's, I'm sure Mom and Glen will enjoy their time alone. It should be fine as long as I'm home by curfew."
Owen smiles and we go out to his car. We stop at The Dot, Spinner is working, but he's seen us come in together before and just asks if we're on our way to Adam's. We get breakfast to go and drive to Adam's. No one else is here, but Adam is awake and greets us as we come in. K.C. stops by for a couple of hours and Bianca drops by but without Drew here she leaves after an hour. She should have stayed, Drew returns less than half an hour after Bianca leaves.
"How was the cabin?" Owen asks him.
"Terrible, the cabin is more of a shack, the generator went out and we had no power all night. Katie invited Marisol and they found a joint and got high. Eli and I had a great time trying to get them to stay at the cabin. Jake spent most of the night outside at the bonfire with Alli and Jenna, they both kissed him, I know that much. I guess he had a good night," Drew says with sarcasm in his tone and then seems to realize I'm here. "Sorry Clare, I meant he probably had a terrible night."
"It's okay, I'm over Jake," I shrug. I might be acting nonchalant, but I do feel a stab in my stomach that Jake kissed my only two female friends.
"Well, I need the longest shower ever, see you guys," Drew says running upstairs.
"We should probably get going too," Owen comments when Drew is upstairs.
"Yeah, guess I need to get home, I'm sure Mom will want us to have another family dinner," I comment rolling my eyes. "I might be over tomorrow though," I tell Adam.
"You know you're always welcome," Adam smiles.
I hug Adam and Owen waves as we go through the sliding glass door. We're silent on the short drive to my house. Owen says to message him later if I need to. He pulled a couple houses ahead of mine so my family wouldn't see. When I come in, I smell Mom's garlic chicken cooking.
"Oh good, you're home Honey, dinner will be ready in about fifteen minutes," Mom says.
"Great," I reply with a plastered smile as I roll my eyes.
I go upstairs and into my room before she can say anything else. As much as I want to hide in my room for the rest of the night when Mom calls us to dinner, I open my bedroom door. I leave my room at the same time as Jake leaves his and nearly bump into him on our way to the washroom to wash up.
"I'll wash my hands downstairs," Jake says without looking at me and practically runs down the steps.
"Oh yeah," I remark to myself as I enter the washroom, "living together won't be awkward at all."
Dinner is incredibly awkward, Jake won't look at me, Mom is trying to force us to be one happy family again. Jake hardly says a word but eats three helpings. The only thing Glen really says is that he has a big job starting tomorrow and could use Jake's help before school starts. Jake says sure, it's about all he says over dinner.
The good thing about Jake helping Glen all week is that he's out early in the morning and I hardly see him all week. I spend all week at Adam's, Owen takes me twice but does drop me off each evening. All we get to do is a little making out in his car because Mom is on a family dinner kick and insists we all eat together. It's about the only time I see Jake all week, and he barely says a word, and hardly looks at me. He's cheery though, smiles at my mom and compliments her cooking so she doesn't seem to notice anything.
Jake and his dad work all through the weekend, they're trying to get the job done so they work late. Which means Mom doesn't insist on family dinner and I don't have to be home. Saturday night I'm at Adam's, Eli is there and so is Katie, and Drew naturally. Sunday Owen picks me up to bring me to Adam's and when we get there Alli and Dave are here, they seem to have made up.
"Hey Clare, can I talk to you for a moment?" Alli asks.
"Sure," I nod stepping back outside and she follows me. I close the sliding glass door and we go around the corner so the guys can't see us.
"I kissed Jake at his cabin," Alli blurts out.
"I know, Drew told me."
"It was a mistake, it wasn't pleasant, and I only kissed him because I was angry at Dave for cheating," Alli tells me. It's not the first time she's kissed a boy impulsively when she was angry. "I'm sorry I kissed him Clare it was stupid. Dave spent all week apologizing and making it up to me and we made up."
"I'm glad, I like you with Dave," I smile.
"Yeah, me too. Anyway, I'm sorry Clare," Alli apologizes again.
"Forget about it Alli, I'm over Jake. Can we go inside now? It's hot out here," I remark.
"Sure, but I have to tell you that Jenna kissed Jake too. Actually, they made out," Alli says.
"Like I said, I'm over Jake," I shrug even though I feel a stab inside.
Update soon beginning with the first day of school and a surprise visitor!