"So horny, So horny!" Randy thought to himself as he fought traffic on the way back to the new house his boyfriend had just bought them. The male squirrels left knee was bouncing up and down as he found the wait to run into his house, and relieve himself sexually, nearly painful at this point. Sure, he'd masturbated in the shower this morning, and even had the joy of making love with his partner the night before, but he was still a younger man and most days found himself needing to ejaculate multiple times in a 24-hour period. He just found it a pity his lover was far older, and struggled with ED, so he learned fast not to push Proton on this subject, and just sneak off to please himself to avoid a intense fight.
By the time Randy had finished up his lunch he'd already had the evening planned out perfectly in his head. He'd get home, a good hour before his boyfriend as usual, and then pull out one of his few hidden porn DVD's. The male would enjoy a good ten to fifteen minutes of that before heading into the shower to clean up from the day, and show, and maybe enjoy himself once more before then move on to getting dinner started. The young man would have preferred to share his sexual fueled mindset with his lover, but knew that was out of the question as the two men usually only had sex once to twice a week due to Proton's current intimacy struggles. So, getting off two times before his lover got home, seemed like a safe, and enjoyable way to go about the evening. Plus, he'd be calmed down enough to focus on just enjoying the remainder of the evening with the love of his life.
Randy started to hum to the music louder as he finally made it through the main gate of his house's property and then started up the long driveway to the house. He was so excited he opted to not bother parking his trucking in the 5 car garage, but right out front, before jumping out like a cheerful little boy and then running up to the front door and unlocking it. Randy's grin faltered as he walked into the house and heard pans rattling in the kitchen, as well of the smell of freshly cooking food lingering in the air.
"Randy!" Proton smiled with joy at seeing his lover return home as he left the kitchen and came up to hug his very surprised lover. "Oh my..." Proton mumbled as he pulled out of their hug and gave Randy a cocky smile. "It seems you've had quite a good day." Proton chuckled lightly making reference to Randy's begging hard-on that was barely being restrained by his jeans.
Randy laughed a bit, and far more nervously than he wanted to, before kissing his boyfriend on the lips lightly. "Yeah... I couldn't stop thinking 'bout last night." Randy jested in a not complete lie, but was more than disappointed he knew he wouldn't be able to enjoy the straight porn he'd been fantasizing about nearly all day. "What brought ya home so early, baby?" Randy asked still trying to hide his disappointment. "At least I can still jerk off in da shower." He thought as his lover looked at him with admiration completely unaware that Randy was actually disappointed at this surprise.
"Well, last night was really special to me, and I couldn't get it out of my head today either. I just wanted to come home a little early and make dinner for once." Proton kissed Randy while placing his hand on the younger mans slim tummy, and obviously avoiding his needy shaft. "I made one of the few things I can cook. And it's one of your favorites." Proton kisses his boyfriend lightly one more. The eldest Electro male smiling happily at the site of his lover before turning around to go back to the kitchen. "It'll be done in about twenty minutes, so you have more than enough time to clean up, my love." Proton turned back and winked at Randy, which he rarely did, before going fulling back into the kitchen and causing Randy a lot of guilt.
"Wait!" Randy called out as the guilt totally overtook him. Proton poked his head out to look at his younger lover as Randy looked down nervously as he obviously felt bad. "I was just uh... wondering..." Randy huffed as what he was about to ask for was what he really wanted generally, but knew full well it might cause a problem. "Could we-" He started before Proton jumped in.
"YES!" The older squirrel chimed in excitedly already seeming to know his lover's request. Proton coughed a little embraced for a moment before regaining himself. "I'd love to aid you in cleaning up." Proton grinned while his breathing seemingly became struggled. "Go ahead and get it started while I turn down the stove."
"Alright." Randy smiled back still finding this likely hand job less of a thrill than him jerking himself off to porn, and that only made him feel more terrible about himself. "I love him so much, but he won't... can't... I've gotten too used ta shortcuts without him." Randy realized. "He's everything I want, besides da major lack of sex. Da sex is more den amazing, but I feel shunned. I want him more den anything, but he treats me so bad fer asking when he can't..." Randy sighed while he nodded before making his way into the master bathroom.
Once Randy came out of the shower, and barely being successful in not touching himself for pleasure, he exited very distraught. He was still hard even as his boyfriend sat on the edge of their bed naked with more than a few DVDs spread out around him. Randy's smile went to a frown once seeing Proton was more than aware of his straight porno stash.
"I need to apologies as I wasn't nearly as aware that things between us were so dire. I just wanted to play off it wasn't a big deal that I was unable to satisfy you completely... And that seems to be true, but I had no idea that you'd made such efforts to relive your past." Proton sighed as he stood up as Randy looked down ashamed. "I'm sorry I've kept you from what you truly need." Proton breathed out heavy before walking quickly out of the room and slamming the door.
"No!" Randy yelled back as he opened the door and followed Proton to the living area and then gripping on his lover's shoulder to keep him for escaping. "Please don't, baby!" Randy begged. "I'm so sorry! I just... baby I love ya so much, but... I didn't want ta push ya too much cause..." Randy then went silent knowing full well. "I just..." Randy huffed as Proton walked off. "I want ya all da time! I need you all da time! D... day and night!" Randy stammered. Getting Proton attention which made him more than happy. "I just wish... I miss ya so much."
"I miss you." Proton acknowledged. "You have no idea how much it hurts me that I can't give you all you need." Proton let out while focusing on the meal he was cooking in the kitchen in an attempt to pull away from his lover. "Your porn, I've known about a while, and it's tormented me extensively. I'm not sure why you are with me as you prefer looking at female's being sexually touched." Proton sighed and keep playing with the now low cooking meal on the stove. (Cooking naked. Risky!)
"I Love ya!" Randy cried out in a panic. "I love ya more den anything!" He pushed more getting Proton to look back at him, still hurt but more than willing to make up as their souls were still seemingly interlocked despite this dust up. "I'm sorry I've been keeping muhself entertained when ya ain't up fer it... and I'm sorry ya don't like how I go about it. But I ain't screwing around on ya, and I never would! Yer everything ta me." Randy whined while frowning and then pulling his nude boyfriend into his own nude body. "I love ya!" He whispered again now kissing Proton, who was now far less reluctant.
"I may not be able to completely perform at the moment, but I'm more than eager to please you, darling. Please..." Proton breathed heavy as he finally moved one of his hands down to start playing with his younger lovers shaft. The two men moaned happily as Proton rubbed the men's faces together, cheek on cheek, before smiling eagerly. "I am in the mood for a personal appetizer." Proton chuckled lightly before kissing Randy once more. "The idea of your warm seed filling up my mouth is causing me to find myself starving!" The older squirrel now spoke forcefully as he led his boyfriend into their living area and then pressed him down on the couch. "I even set up your favorite porn." Proton grinned almost seemingly genuine.
"What?" Randy asked once becoming quickly uncomfortable after hearing his lover's unknown plan. "Babe, please don't." He begged as his older boyfriend kept his grip and then tightened it.
"I want to see it too. This new Blu-ray player keeps track of how often a disk is played and what parts, so I'll just skip it ahead to your favorite chapter." Proton let out happily while now on his knees before his lover that was seating on the couch. "I just wanted to make sure you'd fully enjoy this." Proton smirked once more before the excessive moans on the women on screen caused him to bend over and suck down on his boyfriends engorged stiff dick.
"Baby please..." Randy moaned with a whine as his lover started to preform oral sex on him. "Don't..." He breathed out in a huff while giving into the pleasure of his lover's mouth over taking his male member. Randy gasped out in joy once again while opening his eyes and seeing the sex acts on the screen play out before his eyes. It was exciting, and brought him a lot of sexual thrill, but then once looking down at his boyfriend working so hard to please him, with no intent on being taken care of himself, did Randy truly feel the most crushing guilt he'd even encountered in his life. "Prot-" The younger squirrel tried to start before his lover cut him off with a loud hum and lifting a signal finger of his left hand to silence the southern born squirrel.
Proton let Randy's aching, stiff, dick slip out of his mouth before licking the tip clean of pre-cum a few times before finally speaking. "Daddy's busy." Proton spoke sternly before trekking his fingertips down, and then back up, Randy's inner tights. Proton smiled with delight as Randy moaned out eagerly as the straight porn played out in his full view, behind the older man working hard at his task. "You need proper care." Proton added before starting to take his younger boyfriend's fully hard shaft back in his mouth, and halfway down his throat... with extra enthusiasm.
Randy moaned a few times but couldn't hold back becoming very upset and yelling out his demands. "Turn it off!" Randy gasped between moans of pleasure. "TURN IT OFF!" He screamed again now feeling the guilt grip him tighter as his sexual arousal soared. "Please..." He now begged under his breath, while still holding on tight to his lover's face, and cradling it close.
Proton ignored Randy and just turned the volume on the TV up before tossing it on the floor behind him, so it was out of reach to both men. The older male continued his hand/blow job and even used his free hand to keep Randy from a pathetic attempt at escape. The now graying, purpled furred man, then used his freer hand to play with the fur on Randy's stomach. That was before Randy started getting close to climax while looking back from the television, and then to his lover, and at that point Proton moved to hold Randy's hand. While also casting his eyes up in hopes to watch his younger lovers face while he ejaculated in his mouth.
At the sounds of Randy starting to groan in agony a bit before whining, causing Proton to see where this was heading and opening his mouth wide, stick his tongue out, and then pull Randy's dick out to where his head was barely in his mouth as the two locked eyes. Randy's seed spilled out half in his lovers mouth and half down his face, as the women on the TV screamed excessively in the background. Proton used his tongue to slowly lick up what little of the mess he could as Randy continued to pant desperately. The older squirrel then wiped the rest of the mess off his face, with his forearm. Proton then leaned back and grabbing the TV remote, without taking his eyes off Randy's, before standing up and then tossing the remote at the male still recovering from his orgasm.
"I hope you had fun." Proton stated without any emotion before bending down and kissing Randy's forehead before heading back to the kitchen.
Randy looked down, into his nude lap, disappointed in himself. He had had fun. A lot of fun. Despite the fact he'd been desperately trying not to. Randy grabbed the remote aggressively and then turned off the TV, before throwing the control against the wall on the other side of the room.
"Darling?" Proton question now with a slight hint of worry in his voice while he made his way back out to the living area to see what was going on. Randy was hunched over holding his face in his hands in distress, but not crying, as his lover approached him. "I apologize, but it seems I've ruined dinner. I'll call out for delivery." The older squirrel now set next to the younger and then pulled him into a hug.
"I'm sorry." Randy spoke under his breath in devastation. "I'm so sorry." He said again before starting to fight for his labored breath again... while burring his face in his hands as Proton pulled him close with one arm.
"It seems I pushed far too hard." The man of the house looked down at the carpet, while pulling in his younger lover more closely. "Please forgive me for my failed attempt at pleasing you properly." Proton continued to look down, below the two, while holding onto Randy's shoulder and now hand. "I just wanted to try and make you happy... even if I couldn't-" A soft gasp left Proton as he had to stop his words to contain himself while leaning in more to Randy. "I just wanted to give you what you're longing for. I'm so terribly sorry I wasn't able to deliver what you desire!"
"Ba-" Randy stopped as he now pulled into his lover as well. "Ya did, but I just... I..." Randy tried to continue not fully sure at the moment how to explain his position before giving up and deciding to wing it, as well as blaming himself, while apologizing profusely.
"I'll fix this. Don't worry." Proton stated sternly as he started to kiss Randy on the cheek, before pulling away and standing up to head over to cordless landline phone. Proton hit a pre-set number on the docking station, and then spoke cheerfully as he placed an order for dinner. Randy looked at him, hurt, regretful, confused, but oh so much more madly in love.
"I don't care if ya destroy me! I won't worry so long as we're tagether!" Randy pressed his voice with demand after Proton hung up the phone. The younger squirrel stood up slowly, before walking towards his boyfriend, and picked up his stride with determination. Randy grabbed onto Proton, as the older man looked at his lover with shock. The more youthful man smiled before kissing his master longingly. "I'm da one da needs ta beg ta keep my tail." Randy admitted while gripping tightly onto Proton, in a hug, before abruptly pushing away so they could look clearly at each other, despite the fact Proton had taken off his glasses right after following behind Randy to his shower.
"No." The rich man laid out harshly looking at his man dead in the eye. "I need to flog myself for your forgiveness, Randall."
Randy laughed obviously not really amused with his soul mates reply. "Randall?" He asked showing his disapproval of the use of his full first name that Proton was fully aware of. "I beg yer pardon, Mr. Electro, but I'm afraid I am gonna have ta stand against yer call fer BDSM if it don't end with little old me taking yer avalanche of a load personally." Randy grinned as his mood started to pick up, as they were finally addressing a large issue in their relationship, even if in an odd roundabout way.
"Is that is what you truly are longing for? If that's the case I'd be more than happy to assist you with your request quite soon." Proton tired to assure while petting his boyfriend face and long hairs on head. The two stumbled, holding onto one another, back to the couch where they feel into one another and then readjusted to cuddle more comfortably. "Punishment, and pleasure..." The older squirrel mused out loud. "Sounds like cheating." He smiled as the two men started up kissing again.
"As long as we're cheating with each other it don't sounds bad ta me." Randy whispered before crawling somewhat on top of Proton while showing off his newest erection.
"Is that so?" Proton let out amused. "I don't recall you having that sentiment for some time before I finally left my wife for you."
"Dat don't count!" Randy rolled his eyes, but continued to push his body into the other man's. "Ya know full well what I mean, even if I can't say it right." Randy grimaced a bit before regaining his good mood as his lover embraced him more, in full nudity. "I love ya." Randy smiled wider as Proton ran one of his hand's fingers across Randy's expressive face a few times.
"I worship you." Proton said completely serious as he pulled Randy into for a very aggressive kiss.
The two men kept up their excessive foreplay until they were interrupted by a knock on their door, as dinner had seemingly arrived. Both looked at one another, in a sly manor, as they stood up and covered themselves up. Proton with a robe, and Randy with sweat pants. They smiled at each other off and on, but stayed silent during the delivery of dinner, and through the meal as the two men seemed to come built up too much overaction. After their meal was done things heated up fast again as the two homosexual lovers made their way to the master bedroom.
"I'm sorry." Both men professed to each other as they started making out aggressively. Proton happily going down on Randy again, as he still couldn't preform, and attempting to not feel shame for it. Which was far harder said than done for him as a man.
"I need to take care of him at least." Proton reasserted in his mind, as it wasn't a chore for him to help his lover out, but he just felt like less of a man because he couldn't finish up as well. "I'm still happy with him being happy..."His mind played out again. "Please don't hate me for being old, Randy!" Proton thought in his mind as his finally finished off his lover again orally, but had nothing more to offer him.
"Ah Ha!" Randy shouted out with enthusiasm after recovering from his lovers time at preforming oral pleasure on the younger male squirrel, yet again. "How did I get so luck ta be with ya?!" Randy mused out loud still seeming lost in the high of his orgasm.
"Haheh." Proton smiled while pulling his lovers waist into his face. "Move love breeds more chaos. Yet I've found peace with that... but only with you." Proton grinned before leaning his head on Randy's lower chest and pulling close to him seemingly tired. "Please be mine." He breathed out staggered again.
"Until da end of time." Randy responded far more awake.