"I… I was captured by a horrible... terrible organization that made me do things… that I never wanted to do… but, they had brainwashed me... erased all my memories and I lost control of my own mind…then they programmed me to… basically kill... for 90 years… I was their slave... They used me to hurt others" Bucky began opening his heart to the woman, who was patiently listening to him, eventually joining him on the sofa.

Bucky turned his head to look at the lady, whose eyes were telling him that she wasn't mad at him… but in fact was feeling compassion for this man, urging him to continue his story.

"I had no control over myself, believe me, I did not know what I was doing... until my friend fought for me and successfully brought me out of that flaming hell" The brunet spoke, looking into her eyes, then chose to look in front, at the dark television screen, "and now... I am part of the Avengers. I have dedicated the rest of my life to help the people I can and to fight the evil…so… that's my story … and the reason why I have brought you here… it is a rather selfish answer but... I feel good helping you... it makes me feel proud of my own petty self, to be able to offer you assistance when you are in need of it … to be a better man, to make amends" Buck finally confessed, emptying the burden of his heart praying that the woman believed his raw confession.

And what followed was a long silence, especially when the amber eyed woman broke eye contact lowering her front a bit in order to keep her elbows on her thighs.

The wordlessness was worrying Bucky, whose breath left his lungs when the lady opened her sweet mouth to let out a screeching yet silent pain.

"That night when you saved me …he was forcing me…" the lady began sharing, with her eyes getting misty and voice getting broken," even when I had my baby inside of me …it was very… Very painful when he was doing it… during which I began feeling intense contractions…. I was so scared for my child "The woman paused, and wiped a tear that fell from her eyes while Bucky awaited a painful continuation.

" I gave birth… completely naked... on the same bed where he had just raped me minutes ago… with the help of some so-called medical professionals and then they took my child away saying that they would clean it and give it back to me after some minutes… but no one came... nobody. Only that monster came back. Alone…and said that he wasn't finished yet, he wasn't satisfied because the baby came out, disturbing him… and touched me …again… I just couldn't believe what was happening to me … I couldn't understand anything …how could he be so cruel? The entire thing... it was so messy… there was blood everywhere and I was going through enormous pain... my body was burning in agony… I was dying… but still I wanted to ask him... where was my baby that I gave birth to alive… to which he replied… that he had thrown him in the street's dustbin…" the lady broke down in tears, utterly, but had to gather herself up in order to continue.

"Then… he left me... to take a shower … because he was so filthy after what he had done to me … then when he had gone he forgot to shut the door of my room in haste to clean himself and… I escaped... I could not even walk properly... but I wanted to find my child… desperately… I've had so many last chances... previously he had made me abort when he came to know that I was pregnant … when he was around…once I even suffered a miscarriage due to the relentless beatings he would make me go through with a baton and… with what not…but this time he was away for work... He came to know very late about my pregnancy, when it was too dangerous for me to abort... so he had to carry on...but he continued beating me, torturing me... like always for years, this went on for years …he never stopped. Even when I was with this child he would hit me with hot iron rods... and... " the lady shared but stopped because she had become unconsolable and this time could speak no more as all her tears were passing through her mouth before falling down from her neck.

If one could take a look at Bucky, it was obvious that a tear or two head stained his stubbly cheeks, after he had heard the lady's broken life. He wanted to embrace the woman tightly, he wanted her to cry on his shoulder, he wanted to comfort her... but all he could do was lift his hand up to keep it on her shoulder, but that too… he couldn't do fully as his limb froze when his flesh digits were only two inches away from her skin, concerned whether the lady would find it appropriate or not. So he closed his fist tightly and smacked the sofa's backrest to let out his growing frustration on that monster... and groaned in impossibility… very loudly.

The poor woman was panting while she cried until she had no more tears left to cry in her beaten body.

"You have no idea from what hell you have saved me from… till the day I die, me and my son… we owe you every breath we are taking… I have no money, nothing to pay you with…" The woman sobbed, ashamed of being penniless and feeling miserable, looking down at her hands , not meeting Bucky's gaze whatsoever.

Notes:

Hi guys hope you're enjoying this story, This chapter is full of revelations, some of them not so pleasant. I would say it is a very emotionally heavy episode, so keep a tissue or two nearby .

Much love to you all , see you !

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@jaquelinehogan922

thank you so much for your comment, it truly makes my day!

the female protagonist is starting to make questions now, and more importantly she is confronting Bucky about them.

The evil man will be found and punished in this story , that I was contemplating when will be the right moment for him to make an entry.

Thank you so much for your comment, have a nice day. much love.