She earned her title on the battlefield, all grit, slaved away against impossible odds. Meinyan was anything but a quitter. And yet her body would quit her before she willingly would. So, she traded her spot on the battlefield for the king's pet.
And yet, some people considered her like a witch, using deceiving tactics and cunning from the battlefield to being with Chagol. They considered her using "charm" and tricks to beguile their leader and slip into an intimate relationship with him.
To her, it wasn't quite what they saw. She married to rise up the social ladder and meet her relative on Kouka's throne, and attempt to prolong her already shortening life, a desperate plea and last ditch attempt to change her life, and bring something new out of the cracks and broken pieces of her life.
Though like a witch, it gave her the risk of burning at the stake of her own life, of melting from the pile ups of tragedy, of collapsing to the heartache and melting pressure. It was a taste of the dregs of life destroying illness and dying young.