Letters to Sammy
Letter 2
A/N: Here comes the second letter, always for AKF. Love you Kimi, you're the Sammy to my Dean. This one is somewhere when Sam and Dean are in the bunker.
I know you're feeling down these days. Hell you keep spending your days in your room, I barely see you anymore. You barely eat. You're a giant, you need those carbs. You already know this but it doesn't hurt to repeat it, I'm always going to be here for you. I'll never ever judge you. Whatever's going through your head, share it with me. Don't dwell too much on your negative thoughts. You're an awesome person Sammy. The world is a better place with you in it, I'm a better person with you around.
You're the reason I get up every morning Sammy, it's all you little brother. Even when you're moody and bitchy and piss me off so damn bad that I wanna punch you in the fucking face, you're my reason, Sammy. There ain't no me if there ain't no you, remember? But I need you to do your part. I need you to fight just a little while longer, Sammy. And hell...if you don't wanna do it for you, then do it for me. Fight for me, Sam. Okay? I can't lose you.
I'm not giving up, so you're not giving up. 'Cause I'm gonna figure this out, Sam. I'm gonna figure out whatever the hell is going on with you and if I have to pull all-nighters I will.
I'm not gonna apologize for protecting you Sammy. You're my baby brother, it's my duty to take care of you. Your happiness and wellbeing is my priority. I'll fight every monster for you to smile again.
Dean,
Your always loving big brother
Dean slides the letter under Sam's door and goes to his room, takes a blanket, pillow and everything he might need for the night. He won't push his brother, just wait.
A/N: Love on you guys, you're not alone!