Letters to Sammy
Letter 3
A/N: Here comes the third letter, always for AKF. Love you Kimi, I know how much life sucks. We know Sam was willing to die on several occasions, here's a letter Dean has been writing to Sam regarding this topic. You are not alone, if you or anyone needs help, reach out to them, don't leave them alone! My dms are also open whether on here, Instagram or Twitter.
Hi Sammy,
It's me again, we've entered one of the darkest periods of the year; December is a bitch. I know how much of a toll it takes on you. We've lost so many good people along the way. I don't like Christmas either you know, I can't be cheery on this day especially not while knowing my favorite brother is sad. The only one who keeps me going is you.
If you lose the fight, I won't be mad at you. Why should I? I'll be damn proud of you, I already am. Losing you will be a huge loss because you're family, you're my blood, the only one I have left besides Castiel. Proud because you've hold on for so long. Have I told how incredibly strong you are Sammy?
I'm always going to be there for you and if the unthinkable should happen I know you'll be watching over me. Mom used to say angels are watching over me. It's selfish to ask this I know but fight for me, Sam. Okay? I can't lose you, I'd be lost without you. What will I do without my pain in the ass little brother?
By the way if you see your pigtails when you wake up and read this, I'm sorry but I was tempted. I already hear you screaming my name throughout the bunker so I'll be in the garage washing Baby if you're looking for me.
Love you so much baby brother,
Your teasing and always loving big brother Dean
A/N: Whoever reads this, you are loved, you're enough, your feelings are valid. You who needs those letters are allowed to print them out. If anyone could reach this to Jared or Jensen or anyone of the SPN cast it would be awesome and would mean a lot to me since reading those letters has helped people.