I wake up when I hear a door slam in the other room. It took me a while to realize I was in Edward's room.

I liked being this way, in his arms our body tangled up in each other's. I sit up and try not to wake him but his eyes flutter open.

I whisper, "I fell asleep…"

Edward yawns and raises up, his usually perfect hair were out of place and he pulls his fingers through it and looks around.

He smiles at me, "Yeah I know. You fell asleep while we were talking and you look so peaceful, I did not have the heart to wake you…"

I look at the time it was 9 am. I start to panic, what if Ms. Sharpon decided to have one of her random bed checks and checked my room after curfew and saw I was not there…also what if my brother catches me…he would kill Edward…Emmett had to be twice Edward's size…Also how was I going to leave the boy's dorm without being seen, I could be expelled.

Edward notices my panic, "Do not worry Bella. It is only 9…none of the guys are awake and I will help you get out of here free and clear…"

I say, "How about my brother, what if he happens to walk down the hall, when we are…and catches me."

Edward says, "I know you had to of heard the door slammed a minute ago…that was him and he is probably taking a shower now…or passed out"

I ask, "How do you know it was not Jasper."

Edward explains, "No defense but your brother walks in like he is King Kong…he makes the place shakes. Also Jasper is never awake at this hour and he never stays at Alice's over night."

I nod and Edward slides out of the bed, his shirt was wrinkled and his hair was a mess, I loved him this way. I bite my lip.

Edward holds his hand out for me and I take it, he helps me out of his small bed my cardigan some how came off and I was just in the tank top which I notice rided up above my navel. I blush and pull it down.

Edward seem to have the same look on his face as I had for him a minute ago, which only made me blush even more.

He pulls me close, "I love it when you blush."

I smile and lean up and give him one last kiss. I then spot my cardigan on the floor beside my feet. I pick it up and put it on. Edward goes to his closet and pulls out a hoodie and throws it to me.

He says, "That way you will not be noticed walking to the other side of the campus in the same clothes as last night and the hoodie will disguise you."

I smile, "Good thinking."

We then leave out of his room carefully and see the coast is clear, quickly leave the dorm room and into the hall. Edward pulls the hood over my head and we walk down the hall into the elevator.

A different woman was at the desk and she look at us curiously.

Edward says to me and winks, "Come on Alice…"

The woman seemed to know who Edward's sister was and with the hoodie and me hiding my face, she could not tell that it was not Alice. So she goes back to reading her novel.

We were outside and Edward bites his lips I knew he wanted to kiss me, but we could not chance that being out in the open.

Edward says, "Why not we have lunch together."

I nod, "Sounds good."

Edward smiles, "Good. I will see you at 12pm, across the street from campus at the bookstore."

I look at him, "Why the bookstore."

Edward says, "Do not worry we are not going to eat lunch at the bookstore. Just if we are going to keep us as a secret right now, bookstore is a great place to meet up…students here does not go to the bookstore on Saturdays."

I smile, "Okay then."

I walk back to the other side of the campus in daze thinking about the most wonderful kisses I had with Edward. I still had no clued what to call us, I mean I clearly found out last night he had feelings for me.

I make it to my building and walk in and go up to the elevator. As I leave off the elevator, I run into Ms. Sharpon. My heart stop. She looks at me curiously and ask, "Why are you up so early Ms. Swan."

I stuttered and say, "Well I wanted breakfast so…"

Ms. Sharpon nods, "Yeah just most of the kids here sleep on Saturdays till noon…but I guess I should of known, you are not like the other students."

I nervously laugh, "Nope. Not at all."

Ms. Sharpon did not seem suspicious at all and I sigh in relief as she gets onto the elevator. I put my key into the door, and open it.

Alice was sitting on the loveseat and she raises an eyebrow at me. I knew that I had no way explaining why I have come home in the same clothes and in her brother's hoodie. I bite my lip and look at her guiltily.

Alice smiles, "So…Ms. Bella looks like you ended up having more fun at the party than I thought…"

I shrug, "The party was okay…"

Alice pats the empty space on the loveseat. "Details!"

I sit next to her and said, "Well there is not much to it, James…I think that's his name, foot ball player long blonde hair…"

Alice scrunches up her nose, "Oh please Bella…don't tell me u…"

My eyes widen and I shake my head, "Oh God no! He had tried to offer me a spike coke and Edward came to my rescue. We then got to talking and then some how ended up in his dorm room…"

Alice's smile and says, "I knew it! I knew you two were meant for each other!"

I look at her weird, "What do you mean you knew?"

Alice shrugs, "Just Edward would tell me so much about you at dinner about your chats in Biology. I knew he was smitten with you."

I say, "So is that why you begged me to go to this party?"

Alice looks at me guilty and nods, "Yea…"

I smile, "I really do like him." I never really had "girl talk" with anyone, but for some reason Alice made me feel comfortable, she never seem to judge.

Alice was beaming, "So what did you guys exactly do…"

I shrugged playing the sleeves of Edward's hoodie that was way too big for me, "We did not sleep together or anything we mostly talk and made out…" I was blushing

Alice hugged me and then said, "He really is a good guy and I know he really likes you too…just do not listen to those stupid rumors about him sleeping with girls and then kicking them to the curb…he is not like that, just a lot of girls get offended when he turns them down and then spread nasty rumors…"

I nod and say, "I never believed them anyway."

Alice smiles, "Good."

I sigh, "I need to take a shower and get ready…we are going out for lunch."

I then get up and head to my room but stop and turn to Alice, "Just do not tell anyone about Edward and I…we are keeping it a secret for now…my brother is not quite fond of Edward."

Alice smiles, "Your secret is safe with me."

I smile back and go in my room."

I go into the bathroom and look in the mirror my curls were a mess. I looked horrid, how can Edward think I am beautiful.

I get into shower.

For the first time I actually try to dress nicely. I pull out a pair of jeans and a deep purple sweater. I pull on the same ballet flats I wore last night. I was satisfied with the way I was dress, I looked like me. I wanted him to like me as me.

I grab my purse and head out. I start to the elevator and Jessica and Angela were just leaving there room.

Jessica says, "Hey! Bella."

I smile and say, "Hey."

Angela says, "We lost you after we saw you at the party."

I hated to lie and it seems something I have been doing often lately, I explain, "Yeah I am not a party person…so I went home early."

Jessica then starts to explain everything that happened that I miss; apparently a lot of people got drunk and did stupid stuff.

As we leave the building Jessica ask, "So you are eating with us right?"

I shake my head, "I am not really hungry right now, and I think I am going to head to the bookstore across the street…"

Angela shakes her head and laughs, "Only you Bella, would go to the bookstore on Saturday…the only books there are textbooks or books that are about history…"

I shrugged, "Well I like to learn about people in the past…I was going to see if there was one about Eleanor Roosevelt…"

Jessica sighs, "Okay suit your self. We will see you later then."

I nod and wave as they head a different direction.

I make it across the campus and past the gate. I see Edward leaning on a silver car.

I raise an eyebrow, "Whose car?"

Edward smiles, "Mine. I keep it at one of father's friend's house…since we are not allowed to have cars on campus."

I could tell by the look of it that it was expensive and new. Also figure out it was a Volvo since it said it in chrome letters on the back of the car, but other than that I was pretty clueless about cars.

He opens the passenger side door and I get in. He then opens his own and gets in.

We seem to drive a few miles before making it to the place he chose. It was an Italian restaurant. I was pretty pleased with his choice, I had been craving pasta.

Edward opens my door and I get out he then takes my hand and intertwining his fingers into mine. I smile and my heart seems to speed up.

We had good lunch and talked about everything. I try to pay for my half, but he refused to let me. He said that he was taking me out on a date and it was proper for him to pay.

We decided to spend the rest of the day off campus. There was not much to do in this area besides that it had a lot of hiking trails in the mountains.

I tripped over a few rocks, I was not exactly in hiking shoes, so I Edward insisted I get on his back and he ended up taking us to a meadow.

As I slid off his back and look at the bright flowers and lushes green grass, I gasp at the beauty.

Edward shrugs, "I come here when I want to be alone…"

I say, "Beautiful."

Edward puts his hands on my waist and looks in my eyes, "Yes you are…"

I pull up to my tippy toes and kiss him. His mouth follows mine. He pulls my body into his and his kiss becomes a little more intense.

He says leaning his head against mine, as we come up from the air, "I have missed you."

I smirk, "We were only apart for a couple of hours…"

Edward says, "That was way too long."

I nod, "I agree. I think we should screw school and live here in this meadow. We could live off the wild life and berries…"

Edward laughs his musical laugh, "Sounds like a plan to me."

Edward then lies on the grass then pulls me down with him. Edward kisses me and I part my lips as he does the same. His hands were going under my sweater on to my bare back as my hands were going through his hair.

Jacob and I had never gone all the way. His hand may have roamed up my shirt once or twice but that was about it. We never had much privacy. My dad had a rule at his house, with keeping the door open when Jacob came over and Dad always knew when Jacob came over, because Billy would call him, when Jacob would leave the house, assuming he was on the way to my house. At Billy's his house was so tiny it was impossible for us to do anything. I never was really bothered me that Jacob and I did not have a lot of privacy.

I did know I could possibly go all the way with Edward but I was not for sure if I wanted it to happen here, in the grass…with the bugs and that bird watching us.

Edward had stopped before I could make up my mind and I could tell by a certain body part I was against that it was not easy for Edward to stop.

Edward says breathing hard, "We need to get back before curfew…"

I nod and stand up, I giggle when Edward slightly blush at the sight of his visible excitement, I hold out a hand and help pull him out.

He brushes the grass off of him and he had a naughty grin on his face, "You see what you do to me, Bella Swan."

I giggle, I could not possible respond to that comment.

He turns around and I brush the grass off the back of his shirt and back of his pants.

He says, "You should get on my back and let me carry you back."

I say, "No Edward, you are going to hurt your back carrying me all the way back."

Edward demands, "Bella get on, I can carry you."

I sigh and get on his back by the time he gets to the end of the trail he is huffing and puffing. I slide off his back and say, "You see! What did I tell you…"

Edward rolls his eyes, "I am fine."

I shake my head, "You are stubborn."

Edward starts to tickle me in the sides and I start laugh, "Stop Stop!" I protest.

Edward laughs and then kisses me once more while he leans me against his car. I wanted to just rip his clothes and mine off and let him have me right now.

We then hear someone clear their throat and it was a father of a family who had just walked out of the trails.

Edward opens my door and then runs to his side and gets in. The father shakes his head in disgust and the mother had try to keep their children from looking at us.

We both fall out laughing as we leave the park.

I arrive back home and my phone rings, I look at the caller ID, it was my dad.

I answer, "Hey Dad…"

My dad responds, "Hey Bella, I just wanted to let you know, you have a new little sister. Her name is Annabelle Kate Swan. We are going to call her Anna."

"Congrats Dad! How is Gail?"

My dad says, "She is doing well. The delivery came quick; I did not even have time to call you when she went into labor. Anna is a healthy 7 pounds."

I smile, "That is great."

Dad says, "Well I am going to call Emmett and give him the news."

I say, "Okay dad. Take care."

We then hang up.

I was kind of happy to have a baby sister. It is just weird. My dad is almost 40 it is weird that he had another child. Gail is only in her early 30s and she wanted kids. Gail and I have not exactly got along that well, but we are civil with one another, for my dad's sake.

Emmett and I were going to go to my dad's for thanksgiving this year. Since mom and Phil will still be traveling. I know Thanksgiving was going to be awkward this year. I knew for sure I would see Jacob. My dad is really close with his dad and usually on holidays they get together.

I sigh and try to think about more positive things, like Edward. I also had homework to finish until tomorrow which may help me get my mind off of family and ex boyfriend drama.

Weeks go by and Edward and I spend every weekend off campus until it is time for curfew, we usually make out in our meadow. In Biology it takes ever ounce of our self control to not show any affection to one another and give our selves away. I have not spent a night in his room since the party. I was too paranoid that I may get caught and with Emmett being is suite mate, there was too much risk.

Now it is time for Thanksgiving break. Edward and I are in our meadow, it is a Friday and we will have to leave Saturday to go home to our families for a week. Edward and his family go on camping trips during Thanksgiving, so we will not see each other all week.

Edward had brought a big quilt and had it lay in the grass. We were laying down on it facing one another, looking each other in the eyes.

Edward says, "Even though it is only a week, I will miss you like crazy."

I smile, "I will miss you too."

Edward leans over and kisses my forehead. We now consider each other as boyfriend and girlfriend. I have been dating him less than 6 weeks and I feel like I am falling in love.

I lean in and kiss him deeply. Edward says in between kisses, "We need to get back. It will be curfew in a half of an hour."

I did not want to stop and I kept kissing him, he gave in by gently pushing me back on the blanket and giving me one of the most passionate kisses. He then says looking at me lovingly, "I would stay here with you forever, if I could…but we really need to get back…"

I groan, "What happen to living here in the meadow and living off berries and wildlife?"

Edward gives me his crooked smile, "Well for one the berries here are poison and killing the wild life is illegal for this area…we would either end up dead or in jail…and jail is not coed…so…"

I sigh, "Fine.."

He gives me a smirk then pulls me up with him. We gather our stuff and head back to his car.

When we arrive back on campus we had to walk our separate ways, in fear of being caught with one another. I wish we did not have to hide our relationship, but with Emmett and his temper and the fear of my dad coming up here with shot gun…it seem best to keep our relationship a secret for now.

I arrive back to my dorm and Alice was sitting on the couch. It was nice to have her as a friend, since she is one the few who knows about Edward and me.

Alice looks up from the book she was reading and smiles, "Hey Bella. How did your date go?"

I sit on the opposite end of the couch and say, "It went fine. I am just hoping this week goes by fast…"

Alice sighs, "You have no idea how I am wishing the same thing. Camping is really the boy's thing. They like to camp and then go hunting."

I ask, "So how come you, Rosalie and your mom not just stay home?"

Alice says, "Well mom and Carlisle like to get as much family time with us, as possible. Since he is always away on work…do not worry he makes it up to us, during the summer we go to Paris or Rome to shop for a week or two."

I nod, "Oh well at least you all compromise with one another.."

Alice laughs, "Yeah actually it is rare we all agree on something…"

Alice frowns, 'I am going to miss you this week. It will be sad to not have these good conversations we have."

I nod, "I will miss you too…but maybe we can call each other."

Alice shakes her head and frowns again, "No phone service, where we are at…Carlisle likes to get away from modern technology and appreciate God's creation."

That kind of sound reasonable to me, that family had almost every material thing that anyone would ever want, so leaving all that behind and showing that life is not all about stuff…may help keep them down to earth.

Alice and I hug and we head back to our rooms to pack up.

That week was the longest week of my life. Emmett and I cramp up with Dad, his wife, and new baby. The baby cried all hours of the night and day. I ended up sleeping on the couch and Emmett took my room. One reason his legs were way too long for the couch and my room was right next to the nursery, I would not be able to sleep with the baby crying all night. He could sleep through an earth quake, actually he has.

Gail was determined I should dress more like a lady. She had bought me a dress to wear for Thanksgiving which was going to be at La. Push. There was going to be a bonfire too, I was going to freeze. She had bought me a new jacket too, totally not my style of jacket.

Luckily if I got too cold, they had the event center on the rez open too. It was where we were going to have our thanksgiving dinner.

I put on the dress. It was a pale pink with brown polka dots. It had a brown ribbon that went around my waste and tied in the back; the dress flared out and went to my knees. She bought me brown tights to wear with it and some brown heels. I refused to wear the heels. I had some brown ballet flats. My mom had bought ballet flats in all colors. The dress had spaghetti straps, so she luckily had a brown cardigan to go over it.

I look in the mirror. I hated pink and polka dots. This look like an Easter dress I would have worn when I was 5. I took a picture of it with my phone and sent to Alice. She would get it when she gets back to civilization Saturday. I figure she would get hoot out of it, I don't even think Alice would approve of my ensemble.

I grab my jacket and head down stairs. Emmett stifles back a laugh and Gail claps, "I love that dress on you."

My dad mouthed, "Thank you." To me, he knew I was only wearing the dress for him because he knew if I didn't Gail would make a big deal out of it.

Gail says, "You see Bella. You could look like such a beautiful lady, if you would try."

I wanted to tell her, to go to hell, with her stupid comments, but I chose to keep my mouth shut.

Gail just loved Emmett, he was football player, charming, and knew he could make the family look good. She seems to care about what people think, a little too much.

Emmett on the other hand could barely stand her. As much as he found the comments towards me amusing, he did not appreciate her insulting me like that.

Emmett whispers to me as we head to the car, "Only two more days left and then we can leave."

I nod agreeing with him.

I look around and notice we all were wearing some form of pink and brown, oh freaking great; we look like the damn Brady family. Embry and Quil will have a field day making fun of me…well if they are still talking to me. I really was not sure of my friendship status with some of the people there, since I broke up with Jacob. They were Jacob's friends first.