So yeah, it`s not like you hadn`t expected who has the diary and what the big secret is -.- I have to learn to make suspense -.-

Only a wish

Yin fell tired on her bed. Her brother and her had no success finding the diary, but what else had she expected? Although said some encouraging words to her, telling her they`ll find it, she expected it. She had this feeling, maybe it were her instincts, that told her that someone except for Carl had discovered her big secret.

Yin closed her eyes, as if she waited for everything to end now.

Of course it wasn`t her fault and for a change it wasn`t Yang`s either. No, she could blame whoever she want for it, and still she`d know she was wrong. She had always hidden behind the mask of pure anger and hatred, like a man behind his poker-face. A hard shell that no one should ever be able to break, ever be able to look behind. But now the shell had cracks and it was easily to break.

Yin had wished for everything to end in a good way. Like in all those fairy tales when the princess got her happy end. But one day she had come to the point and saw it: There was no happy end for her. The things her heart yelled for were so far away from her. It was like trying to grab the stars. Too far away, even if you can see it, it`s beauty but you still can`t grab it. Like that the poor girl felt every day. And then there was no one to cheer her up. Then she was alone, because no one could ever think the same way she did, feel the way she did.

But now it didn`t matter anymore. Nothing mattered anymore. If everyone knew about her secret, she`d soon be destroyed on the inside. Then she`d feel even more alone, falling in the dark, but never hit the ground.

Yang came into the room, ripping her out of her lonely thoughts. ,,You have been so quit, in here..."

Yin sat up, looking at her brother. ,,Well I usually don`t run screamind around." Yin said with a light hint of annoyance.

Although it was just a small hint, it was enough for her brother to feel that he was annoying her. ,,Well, excuse me for asking!" The blue rabbit said offended, all he wanted to do is cheer his sister up and she was anonoyed from him.

,,Why are you now so offended, what did I do wrong?!", Yin was mad again, after all it was him who had sold her diary! He was the one brought her into this miserable mood!

Yang glared at Yin for yelling at him ,,I was just trying to help you and you feel annoyed by me! Is it my fault that you are in this lousy mood?! No,it-"

,,Of course it is!", Yin yelled, didn`t Yang know in which bad situation he had brought her?

,,You always blame me!", Yang yelled back.

,,WELL, it is alwys your fault!!!",Yin shouted, btu was she right at that? No, it wasn`t always Yang`s fault, just very often and it was just his naivety and that was part of his personality, she couldn`t change it, nor could he.

,,Always?!?", Yang screamed back and Yin felt guilty ,,Maybe you are right, maybe I brought us in serious trouble, sometime, but it`s NOT always my fault!" He was right, Yin knew it. ,,What about ll those times you made mistakes, don`t they count?!"

,,Yang I-"

,,That Brett thing with Yuck, all those times with Saranoia, when you got the WooFoo Flu-"

,,Yang! Listen to me! I know I brought us in trouble, too! By the way, that with the Flu wasn`t my fault. But you really DON`T understand in which trouble you brought me qith selling my diary!", Yin glared at him with less anger, more sadness.

,,I do understand it! I-", but he was cut off by their master`s voice.

,,Be quit you two!", Master Yo stood at the door, glaring at both of them, once again they didn`t cooperate, but fight! Not just didn`t he want them being together as team-partners, but as siblings. ,,When will the day come that you understand that you have to work together?! Fighting helps you with nothing!", the panda yelled.

,,Except for villains.", Yin said smart-alec, almost sassy.

,,You aren`t fighting the villains the villains are fighting you! If they`d want to talk with you, you wouldn`t attack them and would listen to them!", Master Yo shouted, trying for his two students to understand that fighting doesn`t help. Never!

Yang was the one to wonder and ask: ,,We wouldn`t attack them? But they`re our enemies!"

Master Yo sighed. ,,But they`re also people! Lifes, like you! If they don`t wanna fight and just talk, you have to listen to what they say. If necessary you can attack them later, too! This is why I`m training you, so you can fight in every moment, even if it`s unexpected.

,,Master Yo`s right, Yang, remember that time Yuck changed and we kept attacking him? If we would`ve had listened to him and not fighted him, he maybe would be our allie now!", Yin had understood the message of her teacher and knew that he was completely right.

,,Yuck was a ticking time bomb, sooner or later he would`ve turned evil again!" Yang yelled, he understood what her sister and Master meant, but he didn`t likee the example Yin gave him.

,,How do you wanna know that?!", Yin yelled back, glaring angry at her brother again. This time she knew that he was wrong.

,,He`s pure evil, Yin! There`s no good inside him that could suddenly some out! The only thing he wants is destroying us all!", Yang shouted. Was Yin defending Yuck?!

,,It`s not! You saw that he turned good!", how could Yang be so harsh? Hadn`t he seen that Yuck just wanted to turn good and be friends?

,,It could`ve been a trick! That this was all part of his plan! To make us feel miserable!!!", Yang yelled. Why the hell didn`t Yin agree with him?!

,,You jerk! I saw it!!! I saw the hurt in his eyes when we attacked him! He was good and he meant it!", Yin yelled, her puls dashed.

Yang was furious now, his sister was defending that bastard! ,,Why the hell do you defend him?!"

,,Because I love him!", Yin slapped her hands over her mouth, she looked into her brothers eyes, his gaze was empty just shock was written into his face...

,,You do what?!", he broke the silence.

Yin looked to the ground, now she herself had told her secret. Sadness filled her heart and began to kill it silently. ,,....I love him...", was her quit answer.

Yang didn`t understand the worls anymore; how could Yin love that guy?! ,,Yin, how can you love him after all he did?!", he had tried keeping himself calm, but the anger burned in his heart.

,,....", Yin couldn`t say anything, no matter what she`d say Yang would yell again at her,so she better said nothing.

,,He is evil! He tried to destroy us! You, me, Master Yo, how can you love him after that?!"

Yin feels tears forming in her eyes, warm, salty tears... ,,You don`t understand!" With those wirds she ran out of the dojo, crying...

She ran across a big meadow when it started raining and thundering. The raindrops fell onto Yin`s face, it mixed with her tears and rolled down her cheeks. The girl kept running, running without a goal to run into. Just away. Until she stumbled and fell, she kept sobbing on the ground, her arms and legs got covered in mud.

She wanted to scream, just scream to the high heavens, but she couldn`t, something stopped her, some feeling inside hold her back from screaming. Suddenly a strand fatigue came over her, her head fell to the ground and she fell slowly asleep, still feeling the pain in her heart.

At the next morning...

Yin opened slowly her eyes, the sky a bright blue again. The thunderstorm went away. Had she been sleeping out here?

It took Yin a few minutes to remember why she was there.

Then Yin remembered last evening, the yelling with Yang, the crying and the endless running through the rain...

Then Yin realized that she wasn`t alone. There was someone standing in front of her, her heart ceased as she recognized that pair of amber eyesm loking down at her. But not in the usual hated way... somehow else... It was a gaze no one could describe.

,,Y-Yuck?", she looked up to him in fear, would he attack her and kill her now?

Then she noticed something else, Yuck was holding her pink diary in his right hand. Yin was shocked, did that mean he read that she loves him and can`t live without him anymore? Of course it meant that.

She tried to talk to him, to tell him why, but before she could open her mouth to say something he gave her her diary back.

And with the words ,,Better forget it!" He was gone.

Yin felt once again tears in her eyes.

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Sorry this one took me a while... Curse you laziness!

I know you all expected this to happen, I mean I said that I`ll make some YinxYuck stories -.-

I hope it`s not too boring... R&R^^