HI THERE HO THERE! THANKS FOR THE REVIEWS AND SRY IF THERE WAS A COUPLE OF MISTAKES AND STUFF I WAS CORRECTING THIS WHILE HALF ASLEEP CUZ I ROLL LIKE THAT I LL TRY TO BE LESS CONFUSING HARHAR OKAY IM GONNA STOP TALKING AND LET U GUYS READ NOW... OKAY... BYE (COUGH COUGH) AWKARD
Stupid! Stupid! Stupid! Stupid! I'm so stupid! I can't believe I just did that to him! I probably scared the hell out of him and he probably wont talk to me ever again!
Gaah! I mean... yes he was a jerk, but it's normal...sorta...I think...I mean he doesn't know me, never talked to me, we aren't friends. So of course he wouldn't know my name...but we have been in the same class together since kindergarten...AAAAHHHHH! I don't know anymore! I just feel like ripping my hair out of my stupid head that holds my stupid brain!
" Bob Saget!" I quietly screamed to myself.( sorry for putting out my anger on you Bob)
I slamed by locker (poor locker) and walked off to the cafeteria to meet up with Lizz. When I finally arrived to the cafeteria I looked for Lizzy which was pretty easy to spot since shes the only person that has real blond hair, and blue eyes unlike those fake sluts that call themselves "Real Women." Pssshh please "Oh look at me and my fake hair and my blue eye contacts I'm so natural blah blah blabedety blah.
Okay Kim you need to calm down. Just breath and think about those delicious bagels you had this morning.
Yes those were some good bagels. Great! Now I want some bagels!
I set my books down on the lunch table that me and Lizzy I guess now have marked as our spot. Wow I never had a spot before usually I would just try to find a spot to sit at where I could get a good spot of Jared... not trying to sound stalkerish...
" Hey there Kim Possible what's the stitch?" Lizzy said with her new nickname for me.
Well if she thinks she's the only one with a creative mind then she's wrong.
"Oh nothing much Lizzy Mcguire. You?" I said looking at her with my bring it on look.
It seemed she had accepted the challenge because she lift one eyebrow and smiled "Oh not much... but I did hear a little rumor that involved my dear sweet Kimmycup."
Damn! Word travels fast. "Oh? And what sort of news did you hear that captured your curious ears Miss Elizabeth" I said with a smirk knowing that if I called her that she would of slapped the shit out of me but she can't because then she would lose this battle if this resulted with her fists.
She gave me her best glare that she could do and continued "Welllll a little cake face birdy told me that the famous Jared just came back from being gone for two weeks." She said looking at me waiting for my reaction.
To bad for her because she wasn't gonna get anything out of me, so she continued hoping what shes gonna say is gonna effect me.
"And the first thing he does when he came back is staring at this girl the whole time during class."
What? He was staring at me during class? I was looking straight forward so I wouldn't look at his new gorgeous hot bod.
It was quite for a few seconds in my little kim babble that I realized I'm being watched by Lizzie. She is such werido...
I looked at her and saw her smiling at me. "What?" I said a little freaked that she has her little Batman Joker smile on her face.
"Oh nothing it's just it seems that finally the gods has finally heard your prayers and now giving you your personal Adonis and I'm just so happy for you!" She said ending it with a squeal.
"Lizzy he doesn't like me, he just simply looked at my direction during the whole time during class" I said trying to break down all my hope that i had that there might be a chance with Jared and me. Well even if he did like me I probably scared him off after what I just did to him just recently... Ugh I'm a failure in love and in the future I'll grow up old and alone that own 12 cats named jeffrey and fiddlesticks (A/N poor fiddlesticks...he was so young)
"What are you thinking about Kimmy?" Lizzy asked a little worried, looking at my gloomy state right now. " Love is an illusion for lonely people" I said with a sigh. Lizzy sweat dropped not sure what to say now she was placed in awkward situation. After a few minutes of me spacing out and Lizzy looking at me seriously, Lizzy took a breath and asked me "Kim?" I looked at her and she had this serious face, with her eyebrows furrowed and looking at me with worried eyes. "What happened?"
After telling her today's fiasco between me and Jared she mhhmed and no wayed all the right places. After a few seconds of silence Lizzy finally said something to stop this uncomfortable silence.
"I didn't know you carried pepper spray with you" she said a little breathless.
I nodded and said "Yeah my dad thought it was a good idea since I have no awesome kung fu skills like Bruce Lee or Jackie-chan so he bought it on sale we couldn't get the tazzer cause of some issues..." I said. She looked at me weirdly "What kind of issues?" she asked cautiously "Oh just stuff..." It was kinda awkward right now, I have to do something to get rid of this silence. "Oh my god! Whats for math!" I said trying to change the subject.
It didn't look like I fooled her but went along with it anyway. "Well, what are you gonna do now?" Lizzy asked me.
I looked at her confusion written all over my face. "What do you mean 'what i'am gonna do now?'" I said. "I meeeaannn that, what are you gonna do about Jared. Your not gonna just leave it like it is now are you?" Lizzy asked with disbelief in her tone. "Well i'm gonna do my best and avoid him until i die and hope that everything goes for the best" I said with a big smile hoping she's not gonna drag this conversation any longer.
"Mmm that's a shame because it sounded like he was really into you..." She said in a high pitch voice trying to mock me I bet. I sighed. It seems she'll never let this go, like with everything else.
BRRRIIIIINNNGGGG
Woah lunch is already over? Time flies fast.
I got up and picked up my books and Lizzy and I walked together to our next class.
"But seriously Kim I think Jarjar likes you!"
What? "What did you just say?" I said looking at her weirdly. "What? Jarjar?" Lizzy looked at me puzzled. "Yeah that. Whats Jarjar?" I asked confirming if what I think she's going to say. "Oh. It's just a nickname for Jared." Lizzy said with a smirk. "Lizzy! Why did you give him such a ridiculous nickname?" I whisper yelled at her.
"Well it sounds funny, so that's why." Lizzy said, looking all proud because she came up with it.
"No if were gonna give him a nickname. Then let's pick something a little less... stupid." I said.
Lizzy rolled her eyes and gave a dramatic sigh. "Fine! But it has to at least be funny!" Lizzy said pointing at me with her index finger tryoing to force her demand on me. "It's rude to point your finger at people you know?" I said not really asking her a question.
"Yeah yeah yeah... hmmm how about J'Bomb?" She asked. "No, that sounds like aname you would get if you were those guys that looks high all the time" I said. "J-Man?"
"No it sounds like he's some kinda player."(A/N player is like a guy that plays with a lot of girls just to tell you guys if you didn't know) "Wolfy?" "Nah-ahhhmmmm that's not bad but how does wolfy have anything to do with him?" I asked. "I have no idea" Lizzy smiled her huge fake weird smile. "Yeah well it somehow fits him in a strange way." Or maybe Jackass fits him better. Haha oh Kim you silly silly girl.
Shut up me! Jared is a nice guy it's just that he did something very stupid and he is gonna have to earn my attention.
Yeah that's if he wants it.
Ugh your so depressing, Lizzy's maybe right he might like me or want to talk to me.
Whatever makes you happy.
"Ahh SHUT UP!" I yelled at myself hitting my head trying to stop thinking so much about the bastard. Jeez I just want to get this day over with and go home, have my bagel, and sleep! "uhh are you okay Kim?" Lizzy asked be moving a few steps away from me afraid i'll explode or something. "Not really but nothing to worry about." I said. Liz and me were halfway to our last class until Lizzy did something she thought would probably be funny.
"oops!" Lizzy gasped when she "accidently" tripped me.
It was all in slow motion for a minute. I was sorta twirling horizontally in the air it was really cool sorta when I replay the scene.I was in midair when I felt two large warm hands grabbed my hips. So right now my face is like 4 inches away from the floor. And like in slow motion I was pulled up and steadied back up. I looked at the hands that are still place on my hips and followed all the way up to find the owner of the pair of warm hands. It was Jared. Or Wolfy, Liz and my nickname for Jared.
"Are you okay?" Jared asked with a worried expression covering his face. He looked over me trying to see if there was any injuries but there was nothing. I didn't get hurt because he catched me so quickly... too quick.
I stayed frozen for minute trying to make sense how jared was able to catch me so fast until I felt those two familiar warm hands on my cheeks. "whaa?" I said begining to focus and see whos touching my face.
"Are you okay!" Jared asked with a face that was close to losing it...I never saw that kinda face on Jared before...
It made me curious what other faces he can make... especially when he's about to have an orgas-whaaa! Stop Kim! What the flip were you just thinking about? What happened to my innocent mind that I use to have?
"Yea-Yeah! I'm good im good! Thanks for helping me..." There was an uncomfortable silence and i couldn't take the pressure so I held my breath and breathed out and looked up at Jared.
Before I could start blushing and get even more embarassed I spoke.
"Bye!" I squeaked
Wow nice job Kim. Hint the sarcasm.I thought you had bigger balls than that.
Shut up conscious!
I turned around quickly and began walking to class, "Woahhhoho what was that just now?" Lizzy said with a smirk getting ready to annoy me again. "Nothing happen Liz"
"Really now? Because I think you just broke poor little Wolfy's heart" Lizzy said trying to act like she pity's Jared.
"What? I didn't break his heart." I sighed.
"Yeah, well you didn't see face he practically looks a like a little kid had just seen his first pet dog get ran over by a car when you left him there!" Lizzy said giggling. She must really love watching people suffering from their humiliation and pain.
"Lizzy... Jared doesn't even know my name so why would he even love me? I mean loving someone you don't even know what there name is? That's pretty stupid." I said. Lizzy started giggling but I had no idea what for but just ignored her.
When me and Lizzy separated and went to our own classrooms I sat on my desk and got out all the material I would need for class.
Sigh... Today has been a really long day. When I get home I'm gonna totally devour that bagel and then I'm gonna take a nice long hot bath and relax. Yeah and then read some Harry Potter... yeah that always makes me feel better... hahahaaaaa... I need a life.
Before the bell rang Jared arrived to class in the last minute and as though he noticed my presence he turned and met my eyes. Maybe I have forgotten to tell you but in this class Jared sits next me as well... so... joooy.
When Jared walked to his seat it surprised me how his huge figure didn't get in his way when he walked in the narrow rows of the desk. Also when he somehow managed to get into his tiny desk without falling and breaking the puny little desk.
he turn to me and was about to say something until the bell ring signaling class to sart and for him to shut up. God I sooo want that bagel right now.
Ugh the first twenty minutes of class started and he's still staring at me! Why is he staring? He didn't get a longer time to look in first period? Jeez I'm just about one second before I'm gonna do something to this boy! Although I have to admit I'm kinda flattered with all this attention I'm getting from him.
Okay just 30 or so minutes left Kim and you ca go home and have that delicious bagel and relax and rip up and burn all those stupid journals that I had and would write Mr.& Mrs. Thail and Jared and Kim forever and all of those stupid little things i did as a little girl... and what I used to do a few days ago..
Okay just a minute left till the class is over and I can leave...
59...58...57...
.5...4...3...2...2 and 1 quarter...2 and 2 quarters...
Oh my Gosh hurry up clock! Do not make me rip off those stupid ticky things and stab you with it!
BBRRIIINNNGG
"Okay class remeber to do your homework and see you tomorrow~~~~! The teacher singed sorta in the end being the weird teacher Miss. Wagner can be. She was a nice and all but she could be weird in her little moments.
I was rushing to my locker to get my crap and get the hell out of here.
"Hey!" Someone yelled out. The voice sounded strangely familiar...OH GOD NO! OH MY GOD OH MY GOD!
I started to speed walk almost close to the exit.
JUST A FEW MORE FEET AND IM FREE! The door was right there so close my eyes getting wider every step i was taking..
JUST ONE MORE~~~~~~~
"Hey!" A warm hand came on my shoulder and I stopped immediately feeling the darkness starting to come over me. I wanted to go home and eat my bagel and forget this day. I was trying so hard to avoid this situation. Well so much for growing old with my 12 cats named Jeffrey and fiddlesticks. My back was still turned to the freaken demon that is ruining my life.
"uhhhh" Great he still doesn't know my name.
Well of course he wont know your name. Why would he want to even know someone so plain and boring?
Please be more positive conscious.
I'll try but it's more funny when i'm not.
Thanks...I said to myself sarcastically
Well I guess I have to say goodbye to those bagels. I silently waved goodbye to the bagels that had magically grown wings and flew away to the sunset and far away from my growling stomach.
I took a few seconds and turned around. I looked down suddenly interested in my shoes. I'am NOT gonna look at those dreamy eyes and become that disgustingly gushy mushy girl and- "Sorry about my behavior this morning... I totally understand why you would pepper spray me... I just want you to know that I really want to know you and hopefully we could become friends..."
What? Is he apologizing? No one has ever apologized to me. I mean besides my dad and all the other simple stuff people say sorry to but this is coming from Jared and it sounds like he is really sorry...Maybe Jared isn't such jerk.
Well I'll give him a chance hey maybe we can be friends maybe even more...haha stop dreaming Kim.
I raised my head up, woah he is really tall now. And really handsome, i would say hot but Jared isn't a piece of meat although in temperature wise he is quite hot...too hot... hmmmm.
I was watching Jared just talk on and on and it was interesting to see him so flustered and starting to get embarrassed.
Hahaha this guy is funny and a little cute..
I smiled up at him and he immediately shut up and stared the same way he did this morning.
"my name is Kim." I said with a smile.
Hopefully this will turn out for the good.
HI guys sorry for the long wait. Just I've been busy lately and also there is the part with me and my writing and i want it to make sense and not e confusing like the first chapter if some of you may remember. So i'll try to update as quickly but no promises.