Dear Damon,
I know these words may not mean anything to you but you just needed to know how I felt about you. This is me venting my feelings about you and I don't expect a response so I am sorry for bugging you but this is this.
Tell me when I'll see you again.
I've missed waking up to you.
Even when we were miles apart.
We couldn't have been closer.
I miss looking up at the sky.
And getting distracted by your eyes.
Our heights were never close enough.
But our hearts somehow found each other
And managed to stay connected
And even after all this time
From the moment we met
We both knew we'd be something
And as time went on we fell in love
Hands were shaking hearts were racing
All I could do was think
"How did I get so lucky?"
Until u proved me wrong
I was never lucky
You were the one
Who was lucky enough
To even know me
I was never shy with my emotions
Everyone knew there was something there
And everyone said you felt it too
Until I witnessed firsthand that you never did
And now I look at myself thinking
"Where did I go wrong?"
They tell me to chase you
But honestly I'm tired of this game
Maybe this time you should come find me
I trusted you with all I had
And you threw it away
For what?
Because you thought you were
"Too manly"
To face these sort of things
And look what you did
I told everyone I was done
And I hadn't even begun
So tell me why I still feel this way?
Even after you've made it clear
That we can never be
I can't get you out of my mind
I'm sorry for whatever I did
Because now we can never be
Too hearts connected
And I'm not selfish
So I'll let you live with my heart
While I sit here and die.
Love, Elena.