Scared
Ok so my mom doesn't know I am writtin this. She thinks I am cleanin my room but I wanted to get this story out of my head before I lose it. Also if anyone knows how to clean my room faster let me know. I would love any ideas other then puttin the computer down. Haha...
Also a misscarrige sorry I spelled it wrong. Is where the mother loses the baby before twenty weeks and it passes out of the body.
After the misscarrige me and Naruto bearly did anything in bed other then sleep. We may have had sex once or twice but that was it. I think I only did it to make him happy. Sometimes I would want to my due to the hormons acting up in my body I felt sick most of the time. I was already worn out from all of it.
Naruto took it like a man and helped me through it. He would suggest I spend time with TenTen or Ino but I would get tired of them quickly because they would talk about how much TenTen tries to get pregnant and it never works. She was starting to worry that Neji would throw her away if she failed to give him a child. So I avoided them and Neji but he wasn't a big talker on how much him and TenTen tried to have a baby.
My new doctor didn't worry about the morning sickness and the cravings until after I passed out. It wasn't something planned. Naruto and I were on our way to visit all of our friends when for some odd reason I just fainted. Naruto took me to the hospital. The doctor looked at me and then ran some bood work.
"Well your blood work shows you are a little anemic but that is only due to the pregnancy. Other then that you are fine. Eat a little and rest a bit." She told me. I looked at her and then a Naruto.
"Excuse me Doctor what do you mean its due to the pregnancy? Hinata lost her baby." Naruto told her. She smiled. Then came and sat down again. Why was she so happy?
"Your telling me that you didn't know you were pregnant again?" She asked me. I nodded my head. How in the world was I suppose to know I was pregnant again? "Well congradulations you will be having a baby." She said and then left the room.
Another baby? Would I be able to handle and carry this one or was I going to lose it again? Was there anything I should do to make sure I didn't lose my unborn child? Was Naruto happy we were going to have a child? Was he mad that I got pregnant again? What am I going to do?
We didn't say a word to each other until we got home. He went and made me something to eat. I didn't realize that I was so hungry. He sat by me in the living room and then he finally broke the silence in the house.
"Do you want the baby?" He asked me. I looked at him. How could he ask that? I mean of course I did, it was my baby. I was carring my little child in my stomache and he asked it I wanted it? "Hinata I mean are you sure you are up to trying to have another baby? I know you want one but do you think you can handle it? It hurt me so much the last time when you lost the first one I don't want to see you hurt." He told me. I smiled at him and then kissed his cheek.
"Naruto it would hurt me more if I asked the doctor to end it and not have the baby." I told him. "I want this baby so badly that I will make sure I wont lose them this time." I told him. He smiled and then kissed me on the lips.
Naruto never brought the subject up again and we spent each day we could trying to help make sure the baby was fine. After the twenth week I felt happy. I knew I was still in risk of losing my baby but I mad it further then I had the first time.
Yes I was still scared but that didn't stop me from having this baby. I would do anything to make sure that they lived.
Short I know but you will have to live with it. Let me know what you think. Reviews are welcomed.