Jasper looked at me, his stoic expression was frightening. I knew he could read my emotions because his face softened. "Bella, when I was first changed I was a complete monster, I was evil. I was changed by a woman named Maria, I thought I was in love with her, but I wasn't she was crazy. She was beautiful, she had long black hair and the scariest bright red eyes. I was captivated with her power, she bit me and then I became damned, I was a monster. I was Jasper Whitlock her greatest acomplishment. She was raising an army and I was the general. Bella, I had to kill so many people, they were innocent, i could feel all of their emotions. They were terrified, and I was causing all of that terror, I felt horrible." I watched him as he put his head in his hands, I could feel the hurt coming off of him. I put my hands on his face and made him look me in the eyes. "Jasper, I dont care about any of that, its over and done with, none of that matters anymore. I dont care about all of that, I love you." I meant every word I sad, even though i had just met him. I lookd him straight in the eyes, all i gave off to him was love and compassion. "Bella, I love you too, more than any thing, more than any existance." Jasper slowly pressed his lips against mine, it was a chaste kiss yet it was sweet and compassionate.
I smiled up at Jasper, our hands clasped together as we rode home in his black mustang. I knew our little time of happiness would end shortly, apparently I was in for a little something called "Bella Barbie time" with Alice. Great. Jasper looked at me curiously. "Whats wrong darlin'?" "Nothing, just thinking about Alice with all her makeup and clothes and deathtraps." Jasper looked at me questioningly, "Deathtraps?" "Yeah, you know, heels." Jasper just looked at me and started laughing. "This is no joke Jasper! I am a total clutz! I cant wear those, I am completely accident prone." Jasper rubbed my arm "Its okay Bells, I wont let you get hurt. Plus, those "deathtraps" as you call them are very sexy." I looked at Jasper, his eyes were glazing over. "Jasper Whitlock Hale! You are acting like Emmett! " He just laughed at me. This was going to be the start of a lovely relationship.