No Gangsta Love
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Ch7: Heart
I walk into Jay's room I'm greeted by a uniformed officer. I see Jay he looks borderline lifeless his body just exhausted. The officer allows me to walk inside. Jay's tattoos on his arms in full exposure with IVs in his arms.
"Miss... Cate..." he says, his voice hoarse, he struggles to lift his hand.
"Oh Jay..." I say standing next to him.
"Miss..."
"Sh... Jay you had a heart attack you have to rest"
"I'm sorry" he says
"Why did you confess?" I ask he moves his wrist showing he's handcuffed to the bed. I ask knowing he's heavy medicated hoping he would slip up and tell me something.
"Because I did know him. He was Carly's boyfriend and I was scared that she was going to do something" he takes a deep breath his eyes barely open "Carly said he cheated and then one night she said she was with the Harvey's but I called that night and they said she was suppose to be with me... I may have hinted to old friends" he says pulling his hand away from mine "I'm not a dumb as I look"
"Jay..."
"Some people owe me some favors"
"Did you put a hit out on him?"
"No never miss Cate... But a red in my old hood. Let's just say I'm surprise he lasted as long as he did. I'm surprised that his PO didn't know where he was act. But my hands aren't dirty from this one"
"We will find out who killed him"
"Good... Cause my hands are clean" he said rubbing his hands together as if washing them.
"What about Carly?"
"She didn't do this"
"We cleared you but even you just said you didn't know where she was"
"She didn't do this... You said you found a blood sample of a healthy male she's not a male and I ain't healthy we both cleared... I thought for a brief second she was dirty but she's not"
"Rest Jay"
"How about these cuffs?" he asks his eyes close. I was about to answer him when I heard yelling almost chatting from outside the hospital.
"KOB*K for life!" a young man yelled with a Mohawk tattoos covering his neck and arms. "Ay... Ay Amy? How's fireman?" the boy said to me.
"Amy?"
"Yea... Shawty, I know you a gem if you be in fireman's room with the pigs at the door" the kid said the officer looked at the kid. "Guard that shit homeboy. Important man in that room"
"You know Jay Heldon?"
"Yea, shawty" he said flashing a smile.
"You come with me" I took the kid and we walked away. "How do you know Jay Heldon?"
"He's a founding father... Top OG"
"Who are you?"
"You can call me Young Scrap, Amy"
"The name is Catherine"
"Whoa the famous Miss Cate... It's an honor"
"Famous?"
"You is a cop and you got the Fireman to change his whole hustle for you. You should gets a prize"
"You with the gang now?"
"I was jumped in at 13 been rolling ever since"
"How do you know Jay?"
"He's a legend everybody on the block knows him"
"But he's not rolling with the gang anymore"
"Once a KOBK boy always a KOBK boy... I don't know what he tells you during pillow talk but they ain't no turning back I saw fireman just the other day that's why I'm down here shawty... He's the head dawg"
"The KOBK turned their back on him... One even tried to kill him"
"Yo that's old shit... Denise was a crazy bitch and she got got. The KOBK needed new leadership Ty filled in for a bit been then he got got... Fireman has been rolling with us ever since his pinch in county" he says I cover my face "but we is a good organization we help the community so don't try and be getting Fireman locked up he's a good man" I walked away and went to the elevator just as Target was trying to the leave. I block him and tell everyone to get out.
"How long has Jay been running with KOBK, again?"
"I don't know what you are talking about?" he says. I know he is lying Target is Jay's best friend Chance's godfather a position Jay thought was very serious.
"I don't want to be the one to tell you" he says I leave the elevator and head back for Jay's room.
"Hey fireman..." I say mocking him he just laughs "how long have you been running with the KOBK?"
"Officially for a couple months... Unofficially for a couple years now ever since our marriage started to go down the drain"
"Officially and unofficially? That's not going to matter when you get arrested... Again because we both know it will happen again!"
"This is the only life I know! I've made a good life like this"
"You've spent have your life in prison"
"I've gotten locked up even when I wasn't rolling with them"
"What are the kids going to think?" I say flabbergasted.
"I'm done with this"
"Done with what?" I say my anger raging through my body.
"With this! I'm in no mood to argue so just leave me alone!" I leave. I never want to see him again he's so dumb so ignorant because of all the drama he went through and what I went through and he went back. I can't believe this.
A week later... The case has been cold Carly went on a surprise vacation to Dominican Republic. Jay went home he signed himself out of the hospital and has been home resting.
Today though I have to go to school for a parent teacher conference. Chance has been having trouble with reading so his teacher, Mr. Trawl, set up an appointment. However when I arrive at their school and it is a ghost town. Mr. Trawl wasn't one to blow off appointments he seemed very straight lace. I thought he was a decent teacher. Jay hated him; Jay went to the majority of the meetings. I remember the first time he went to school they called me to make sure he was who he was.
His classroom was empty so I decided to look around I love the cubbies they have however the sour milk smell I could get rid of. I look and find Chance's cub. His name tag he wrote himself putting stars all over it like the ones on Jay's arms and neck... Gosh I dislike him right now and his damn tattoos.
I continue to walk around until the principal walks in looking as if someone was shot in front of him.
"Can I help you, ma'am?" he says
"Yes I'm Chance Heldon's mom I have a parent teacher meeting with Mr. Trawl"
"All of his appointments have been cancelled"
"Well can I reschedule?"
"No" he says leaving I was going to chase him down because I knew something was up but my phone was ringing... It was Jay.
"What is it Jay?" I ask already angry. We haven't spoken since I found out he shipped Carly and the Harvey's to the Dominican Republic.
"How soon can you get to my house?" he says
"Why?"
"It's really important... I don't... I... Just come over" he says distraught
"Please"
"I'll be over"
I arrive at Jay's massive home it is practically a mansion the twins and Lindsay loves it here. He has a pool and indoor basketball court so much stuff for them to do. Jay offered to buy me one but I refused I never wanted him to have something over me.
I see Jay on the deck sitting in his wheelchair he looks pissed. I walk up and look at him.
"What's going on Jay?" I say he looks up and I can tell he's been crying.
"Chance came home school and said he saw Mr. Trawl getting arrested I ask him why and he said that the policeman said it was because Mr. Trawl was a dirty rotten pedophile" he said I could see the rage pumping through his veins.
"Did he touch Chance?" I say water filling my eyes.
"Chance wouldn't tell me... He asked me... he asked me if it was okay if... If it was okay if people could touch his wee wee" Jay said
"Where is he?"
"In his room" I walked to his room and he's playing with his action figures Jay wheels in behind me as Target pushes him.
"Hey baby"
"Hi mommy. You want to play with me?"
"Later..."
"Are you going to move in with us?"
"No honey..."
"Oh"
"Daddy said Mr. Trawl got arrested"
"Yea... He was a dirty rotten pedophile" he says mocking the policeman. "Mommy is people allowed to touch your wee wee?"
"Why do you ask that?"
"Cause I saw Mr. Trawl touch Jimmy's wee wee"
"No it's not honey... Did he touch you?"
"No" a sigh of relief come from Jay and I. Oh thank god.
"It's not okay for anyone to touch you there"
"Then how come Jimmy won't talk to me!" Chance cried turning away so no one would see him crying.
"Jimmy just going through some stuff... But no one touched you?"
"No! Everyone keeps asking me that! No he didn't touch"
"Who already asked you?"
"Mr. McDaniel my principal he wouldn't leave me alone about it... Can I just play now?"
"Yes honey"