Hi guys,

Loads of people added my story to their favourites. YAY! However only a few people revewed . I don't mean to brag but I kinda thought I would get more reviews so please review and I'll send you virtual cookies! Oh by the way, I hate it when people make stories with the twilight characters in but have nothing to do with twilight. So if you make twilight stories could you make me one about Edward cheating on bell with alice and then jasper and bella becoming an item and jasper changing bella please. If you can I would be so happy I'd jump over the moon. Literally!

Jasper's POV

She doesn't know it and she never will. She has no clue why I stay away from her, Why I cannot speak to her or even look at her whitout feeling a lust. Not a blood lust…but some kind of pull that's pulling me towards her.

I know, its strange. I guess I want her to think of me as a brother or I guess I'm jealous of Edward for two reasons. One is because he has Bella, she's beautiful kind and caring. I have alice but lately we've been drifting apart

The second reason is that he is the golden boy. He can control his bloodlust. All of my family think I am weak, it's not true.

You know how I can feel emotions right? When I am in a room full of vampires and one hot human (yeah I know, funny.) they all want her blood. I feel the bloodlust of 6 vampires plus my own. It's not that I'm weak. I'm anything but weak. Never lost a fight….

I was just about in earshot when I Heard her talking to emmet about me. This made me mad. Emmet didn't know a thing! Saying it was because of the birthday incident

"give him time to adjust" Emmet had said. That was it.

I stormed through the door and said

"oh don't mind me, keep on talking about me behind my back." I stormed upstairs and put my ipod touch on. I put on some ramdom song and just sat there. Suddenly someone was coming up the stairs. Defiantly Bella I thought. Vampires wouldn't make that much noise.

"J-J-J-Jasper" She stuttered. She sounded really upset. I didn't move. Why should I?

"Please Jasper I'm sorry."

Again I didn't reply.

She was stood outside my door. It was shut mut I could feel her.

She sat down on the floor. Tears flodded her eyes

"jasper please. Listen. I didn't…intend for it to come out like that." She sobbed

"I said it because…..I look up to you and…well… you never seem to notice me. Its probably wrong for me to want your attention but… I do!" she continued. I could feel sadness shooting off her in all different directions. It made me feel mad.

I ignored her and turned my ipod up louder…

I know this chapter is short but I think I will upload another one later. Please read what I put at the beginning…remember… I hate it when people make stories with the twilight characters in but have nothing to do with twilight. So if you make twilight stories could you make me one about Edward cheating on bell with alice and then jasper and bella becoming an item and jasper changing bella please. If you can I would be so happy I'd jump over the moon. Literally!