Wow! Two updates in one day. Aren't you lucky! My last one was a little short so ill try and make this one long…. Remember what I said last time.!

I cannot stand it anymore. I need to know. I sat outside the door knowing he wouldn't reply and a recent memory came to my head…

Flashback

It was a cold night and I sat playing cards with Charlie. The doorbell rang and I went to answer it. There stood Edward in his godlike form.

"Bella I need a word with you." He muttered.

"excuse me dad I'll only be a minute" I shouted.

She ran outside with Edward and stood in the freezing cold air.

"Bella, Victoria's after Charlie. She's coming tonight." he said. "I'm gonna wait in your bedroom and when she comes I'll take her down. "Ok" I replies

he didn't get there quick enough. All that was left on Charlie was his limp, dead body. That's when she moved in with the cullens.

End flashback

Suddenly Carlise shouted my name. I didn't reply. I was frozen. He shot upstairs at vampire speed and was by my side.

"Bella What's wrong?" He asked me.

"I-I-Its J-jasper. He h-hates m-m-me" I stuttered.

"Jasper is this true?" Carlise shouted.

"No." jasper replied.

No one's pov

"Bella. Lets just forget about that a moment. I Need to know would you like to do the change tonight.. like now?" He asked.

Suddenly bella wanted nothing else but to be changed.

"oh carlise I would love it!" Bella exclaimed.

Carlise took her downstairs and made her lie on the sofa.

"everyone come down here." He said.

Everyone, including jasper came down the stairs.

"We're going to change Bella." He said

Emmet looked happy and excited

Rosalie looked discusted

Edward looked frozen

Alice looked giddy

Esme looked loving

Carlise looked concerned

And finally, Jasper looked Sad

"Bella you're going to have to have to pick who does it" Carlise said to her.

She knew who she wanted to change her. But she couldn't bring the words out. Everyone would be mad at her.

"Carlisle, I don't want Edward to do it. I want someone else to do it but everyone will be mad at me for saying it." She murmered.

"You want Jasper to do it don't you?" Esme said.

"to be honest yes. Just to see if it… brings us together a little more." She whispered under her breath.

Suddenly jasper was knelt by her side.

"Darlin' I have never Ever hated you. Its not the bloodlust ether. When you're a vampire you mign't understand it more. But don't be afraid to say that you want me to do it because I am your brother and I will do anything you want me to" he said, letting his southern accent slip on the darlin.

"Okay. I want Jasper to do it." She said more confidently.

"NO!" Edward roared. "I wont let him do it. I'm doing it!" He shouted.

"Edward jasper's doing it. Don't you want Bella to be happy" Said Emmet.

"of course." Said Edward.

"Ready?" Jasper grinned.

"Ready as I'll ever be." Bella muttered.

His cold lips pressed against her neck and teeth were pulled out. Bella thought he was trying to do it softly but she was wrong.

He pulled her neck as close as he could and sunk his teeth into her. Red spots blurred her vision and she screamed.

"Bella shhhh" Said Carlisle as Jasper pulled his teeth out of her.

She kept screaming. She felt like she was being thrown into some sort of vicious fire that was drowning her in flames. The Last thing she saw before her vision went was Edward looking extremely angry and Jasper, his eyes black as coal but pushing waves of calm towards her….then she was gone.