me: hey sorry for taking so long and giving you such a short chapter
amber: but its sweet. as for the delays we are very sorry. Crista has all of the smart people classes and is doing cheerleading at the same time.
me: yeah i have almost no free time
amber: but any way on with the show
For a month I followed my plan. For a month Allen tried to talk to him. For a month I rejected him and for a month I felt horrible for hurting him. I was stuck. It hurt to be cruel to him but I still hadn't sorted out what I felt for the white haired boy. That is until that night.
It was around midnight. The circus was traveling towards a city called Carlisle close to the scottish boarder. I was unsuccessfuly trying to deicide what I felt about Allen. Do I like him? Hate him? Is there more to it then that? these thoughts and more crossed my mind as I tried to decipher my feelings.
But then I heard something. It was a small, quiet sob. I looked to my right and saw Allen facing the wall crying. "Allen are you ok?" I asked worried about the 15 year old.
He sat up and looked at me quickly wiping away his tears. "It's nothing Kanda go back to sleep."
I replied "If it was nothing then you wouldn't be crying right now."
He sighed and said "I had this dream. I was being hunted by these monsters with no faces. It was so...scary."
I reached out and held his red left hand "They cant hurt you now." I told him reassuringly. I then understood that he was the person most important to me and all I wanted was to be near him and to protect him.
"I thought you hated me." Allen said looking very confused.
I laughed and replied "I thought I did too. I don't know what I think of you but I do know this. All long as I am here you will safe."
Allen smiled evilly at me. "I'm a little to scared to sleep by my self."
I knew exactly what he wanted. I climbed into his bed and he laid down facing the wall. I pulled the covers over us and wrapped an arm around his tiny waist breathing in his wonderful scent as my eyes closed. My heart was fluttering, My body was floating.
What is this feeling. Is it...love. Am I in love with Allen. I realized. I opened my eyes and gazed at him. His white hair, his fair skin. His slender, toned body that drove me crazy. Those stormy gray eyes filled with emotion. His sweet and shy personality that always made me smile. Everything about him I adored. I smiled Yeah...I guess I am in love with him.
amber: aw isnt dat cuuuute
me: I know right I mean they fell asleep spooning it dosnt get much cuter then that
amber: so what did you or didnt you like?
me: you know the drill alert favorite R&R Ja Ne