SIDE NOTES!
~Yay for cross overs! Ok yeah I'm really hyper and really happpy to have gotten this typed.
~READ The One Named Lucifer first and this angle will make more sense.
~Warning for sexual content as always and enjoy!
He touched me! He did! OK not physically, but he touched me! His hands were so gentle, soft and not calloused. I wanted to be held by him, to hold. For now I'll wait, it was too soon. How would I introduce myself to him? Certainly not 'Hi I'm Shadow, the one in the wall who you touched when you were sick and alone". That would not end well at all. I didn't understand my attraction to him, I was like an Alessian terror moth to an open flame, obsessed, confused, driven, and soon to be consumed. I wanted to be consumes by those fiery golden orbs, tangle my fingers in his red hair, hear his voice calling my name, see him smile when he sees me, feel his warmth as he sleeps next to me...
OK calm down Shadow, recap...
I had been following Lucifer for a while now. He seemed to know I was there, no one else knew I was there. He'd always look over his shoulder looking scared and confused. He didn't see me. I was there; in his shadow. I couldn't face him.
He told a commander; named Cody, that he felt eyes watching him but he shook it off as silly. If only he knew I had heard him. I did exist; I felt pain, emotion, and my environment. Lucifer's anxiety was normal.
I noticed he hadn't be acting like himself. He was sluggish, stiff and; later on in the week I had been following him, a little green around the gills. I thought the poor guy was becoming sick. I was proven right one morning when he ran to the refresher five times in one morning. Poor guy, I wanted to hold him until he felt better, but that would be too shocking for him just now.
After he was commed by a commander , Cody I think his name was, he debated going to the med bay, but I saw the puncture scars on his upper arms, any medic would be able to find out the spice he was on, and most likely 'recondition' him.
"Don't see a medic." I said realizing he couldn't see me, and again looked in my direction. When he didn't see me ; I was hiding in his shadow, he reached out his hand and touched my arm and I felt my body tremble beneath him. I wanted him so badly, all of him, to feel him engulf my-
No, I couldn't. Not yet, he needed to see me first, to know my name so he could scream it in his moment of pure ecstasy. I couldn't touch him now, so I left the isolated bunker to find a refresher.
Once I found one that was empty, I turned on a cold shower and stripped down before stepping into it. The cold bacta was a shock. I was already so warm, and I couldn't cool off. Growling I turned up the temperature and just stood there, battling the profane images of Lucifer that assaulted my mind. He was so vulnerable, beautiful, hurt. I wanted him, but I couldn't have him just yet. My body said otherwise. A heat was growing in my lower torso and my hands moved on their own accord. One was caressing my chest, the other my er... cock? It felt so wrong but I couldn't stop, then it felt wonderful. I couldn't stand upright and sat on the shower floor stroking the hardened appendage.
I knew my face was red, and no one was there to even notice. Experimentally my hand stopped caressing my chest and joined the other in teasing the sensitive nerve-packed spheres. That's when I started screaming my lungs out. The pleasure was so intense and I peaked screaming Lucifer's name.
As I sat there panting, I felt a tear of guilt slip down my cheek. "Please look at me Lucifer..." I whispered cleaning myself up and heading to my team's bunker. I passed Gash on the way.
He didn't look like the sadist commander I saw that night. Gash actually looked sad. Whatever it was, it would affect Lucifer so I followed him. Whatever he was hiding, I was going to find out.
~Author's Note!
Hyper me saying Sorry for taking so long! Love you all and I hope you enjoyed this update. I have more written and will be typing it up soon! Would love to hear you feedback and thanks for being faithful readers! ~ Rogue