~Side notes~

Anyone notice how creeper Shadow is? Nah he's a good guy just alittle confused from all the neglet. Anyway enjoy this next installation!~

I followed him to his room where he locked the door, and I think he also had a chain lock. Obviously he didn't want anyone coming in his room right now. Bet he had another victem in his room, so I hid in among the shadows and found the room empty aside from the commander sitting on the bed staring at the floor.

I didn't understand why he was just sitting there staring at nothing. When he finally moved it was to pull out a locket from under his armor. I never noticed it before, maybe he only wore it when he wasn't going to rape Lucifer? Either way, when he opened the locket, he looked at it as if he were about to cry and he did.

Large salty tears fell from his eyes as he looked at the picture in the locket. I edged closer to him so I could see what was upsetting him. The picture was of a smiling brother;I think, with fluffy white hair and grey blue eyes. In neat little handwriting in the corner said "Love you forever Gash!" The punctuation accented by a cute little heart.

My thoughts were halted when Gash suddenly whisered "Why Cessy? Why did you have to do that? I loved you, so much. Why did you have to go?"

I was surprised. He could actually love someone? If so, where was this 'Cessy' now?

Gash then wailed, falling on his side bawling, calling out "Cesario!" Over and over again. Calling for him to come back. His had went to a bottle and started drinking from it. I had no idea what it was, but it smelled awfull!

By now he was babbling; I think he was drunk, about Cessy/ Cesario. I ignored most of his drabble about the guys body but tuned back in when he said something about an accedent on a plant I'd never heard of and how he wished he could have done more to save the guy.

Save? Cesario was dead? I couldn't believe what I was hearing. Gash had become a rapist because this Cesario guy died? He was just lonely and upset the whole time, and probable angry at himself. But that was no excuse to rape Lucifer! How dare he do that to such a beautiful creature! I wanted to kill Gash. I would make him suffer for what he did to Lucifer, he had to suffer for his crimes. I would show no mercy. He deserved none, I would kill him so slowly that death would look like heaven for him. I'd do all of it, just to make Lucifer happy.

~Author's Note~

OWW! Hand craps! Ok I'm sorry for you Shadow fans having to wait so long. Been really distracted and busy. And now I'm on a mad typing spree to catch up on all this stuff. Hope you enjoyed crying Gash Sanyu! Love ya babe! I love my readers as well, keep up the wonderfull reveiws!~ Rogue