Chapter two already! haha, I wonder if people are actually reading this... I am married to Zac Efron, I own Glee, I am a Heidi Klum Look-alike. What? I thought we were stating lies. Obviously I dont own Glee.
Bold is Puck. Italics is Rachel. This is both.
Noah is being so wonderful. I guess its understandable since he has been through a similar situation. Well sort of, at least. If it were Finn, I would be getting my own test, just because he wouldn't understand. Finn would be excited. Ever since the Beth situation, he has wanted his own baby. Someone who will love him unconditionally. He didn't neccissarally want one now, but he wouildn't be upset about it. I love Finn so much, but sometimes he needs help with having things explained to him.
I dont know what to do. My NYADA audition is next week. I'm supposed to be in New York in the fall. If I am pregnant, my life is completely over! I knew I shouldn't have started making love with Finn. I was waiting for my Tony. As I told Noah, Finn and I were getting married.
Im sitting in Noah's beat up truck, waiting for him outside of the Seven/Eleven. I can see his horrible hair cut over by the slushie machine. He knows me so well. Yes, when I'm sad I get thirsty, and I need water. I'm not really sad though, more scared. Slushies are what I drink before I have a performance.
I'm forever yours, faithfully. My phone starts ringing. Its Finn. I look at the time, and I realize that its the last class of the day. I have never skipped class.
"Hi Finn," I had to answer. I start playing with Noah's iPod trying to find some decent music in his horrible collection.
"Rachel, where are you?" He sounds frantic. "Are you dead? You missed Glee!"
"Finn, I'm fine, I just felt a tickle in my throat. You know I have to rest my voice. I cant really talk right now. I'll see you tomorrow morning." I have never lied to him.
"Okay,baby. I'll pick you up at 7:30. I love you Rachel." I hung up. I couldn't say it back. Not with whats going on.
I turn back to Noah's iPod. He seriously needs to be taught what good music is. Classic rock has a place in this world, but its all he has! Maybe I can steal it during Glee and download my music for him.
GLEE!
"Mister Puckerman, to what do I owe this call?" I hate when he sounds all flirty.
"Listen Hummel, you need to get your ass to my house tout-de-suit." I growl at him. Im trying to balance two slushies, soy ice cream, dip, and the test. He fucking giggled.
"I always knew you would come around, Puck. And I must admit, I have always found you beyond attractive, but you and I both know I'm with Blaine. Another time, perhaps we could have had some fun together-"
"Fuck you, Kurt! I dont give a shit if you and Anderson wanna be butt buddies, but there is no way in Hell that you and I would ever be on the same team." The old woman cashier looks like Nanna Connie. She mutters something under her breath that sounds like 'kids these days.'
"Well if its not for experiment with each other, why should I go anywhere near your house? Besides, Blaine and I have a make out session in 20 minutes. Hey, speaking of schedules, Mr. Schuester was looking for you and my diva today."
"Dude, hold up one second." I put the phone down on the counter. I'm buying a pregnancy test in the old Nanna Connie look-alikes' line. So fucking awkward.
"You know son, if you had just gone to Jesus instead of the arms of some hussy."Nanna looked like she wanted to cry. "Such a shame. You look like such a handsome young man. Definately not old enough to have a child. I will pray for you. Just take all of this, I have to close down to go see my minister." I didnt bother telling her I'm Jewish. I just got free shit. OH SHIT!
"Hey, Kurt?" I practically whisper forgetting he was on the phone.
"Noah Puckerman! Not another Glee pregnancy! Who would have been stupid enough to sleep with you without a condom, again? Who is it, Puck? And why are you buying the test? And why did you call me of all people? Oh Gawd. Its Rachel. You got Rachel Berry pregnant!"
"Kurt, just get to my house. We'll be there in 10." Oh shit, we're in trouble.
GLEE
I finally find one song that is decent. It's my favorite rock song. I close my eyes and let my head fall back. I feel happy as the familiar guitar riff plays.
Well I remember every little thing as if it happened only yesterday.
Parkin' by the lake and there was not another car insight.
My eyes shoot open. Noah is smiling holding a slushie through my open window. As he runs around the car I notice his mouth still singing the words. I smile as he sits in the car and turns the music up.
"Wow Berry, I'm surprised! Who knew you had taste in music?" His trademark smirk on his face.
"You know, Puck, this was the only good song of yours I found. In fact, this is my go to karaoke song! There is so much you dont know about me. Actually, not really. I'm an open book. But we can pretend I'm full of surprises!"
We sing the song, Noah taking the Meatloaf part, and me taking the girl part. I have never had this much fun in a car before! Neither of us know the baseball part, so we stay quiet for a few seconds.
"Hey, Rachel. What happens if you are, you know, pregnant?" I asked not really wanting to know.
"Well obviously we would keep it. I still plan on getting into NYADA. Even if I cant go, them accepting me would mean I am talented enough. And maybe later on I could reaudition. Finn and I would get married like planned and raise the baby. I know how tough the decision was for you and Quinn, but there isn't any other option for me. Shelby gave me up and it was pure Hell. I am willing to post pone my dreams for the reality. Just postpone though. I could never truly give up stardom. I am destined to be great, Noah. I will be great! Stop Right there I gotta know right now!"The song came back on and she instantly got back into singing.
Before we go any further, do you love me? Will you love me forever, do you need me? Will you never leave me will you make me so happy for the rest of my life? Will you take me away, will you make me your wife? I gotta know right now. Before we go any further do you love me, will you love me forever?
Let me sleep on it, baby baby, let me sleep on it.
Let me sleep on it, I'll give you an answer in the morning.
I gotta know right now, do you love me? Will you love me forever, do you need me? Will you never leave me will you make me so happy for the rest of my life? Will you take me away, will you make me your wife?
Whats it gonna be boy? Come on, I can wait all night. Whats it gonna be boy? Yes or No?
Let me sleep on it, baby baby, let me sleep on it.
Let me sleep on it, I'll give you an answer in the morning.
Let me sleep on it
Will you love me forever?
Let me sleep on it.
Will you love me forever?
I couldn't take it any longer
Lord I was crazed
And when the feeling came upon me
Like a tidal wave
I started swearing to my god
And on my mother's grave
That I would love you to the end of time
I swore I would love you to the end of time
So now I'm praying for the end of time
To hurry up and arrive
'Cause if I gotta spend another minute with you
I don't think that I can really survive
I'll never break my promise or forget my vow
But God only knows what I can do right now
I'm praying for the end of time
So I can end my time with you.
It was long ago and it was far away,
And it was so much better than it is today.
It never felt so good, It never felt so right
And we were glowing like the metal on the edge of a knife.
"Damn Berry! That was the most badass duet ever! Even better than Need You Now! We so need to do that in Glee!" I had this huge smile on my face, as we pulled into my driveway. I look over to B and she is frowning.
"What are Kurt and Blaine doing here?"
GLEE
Do you know how humiliating it is to urinate with three boys sitting right outside of my door? Do you know how awkward it is to have to pee on a freaking stick? I reread the instructions three times, not wanting to make a mistake. Someone knocked on the door.
"Hey, Rachel. Kurt and Puck are gonna end up killing me if you dont come out soon. How's it going in there?" I pull down my pants. Its now or never.
"I'll be out in just one second Warbler. Keep them calm for me?" Man, it seems like they're the ones whose lives might be over. When I'm done, I set the timer on my cell phone and leave the test face up on the counter.
While waiting, I sit in between Noah, and Blaine, my hands clutching theirs. None of us have spoken since I got in the room. We all jump when my phone goes off.
I cant go and look at it. "I cant go and look at it guys. It's too scary!" Kurt instantly stands up. I guess he will be taking the honor. Noah holds me in his arms. They feel so warm and safe.
"Oh my Gucci" I start crying my eyes out when I see the test in Kurts hand.
My first ever cliff hanger. What a mile stone! This chapter obviously features parts of Paradise by the Dashboard Light by Meatloaf. I think its important to always use a variety of music in fanfiction. Is Rachel pregnant? Review and tell me what you think please? less than three everybody!