I held Berry for like two hours last night. She couldn't stop crying. She kept moaning about being so relieved, that her life wasn't over. I might have attacked Hummel when he came out of the bathroom with the negative pregnancy test. I've never hugged anyone so tight in my life. It was fucking badass though. I looked back behind me, and B fucking kisses Blaine. Right. On. The. Mouth. Not like her tongue was down his throat of anything, but enough to make me wish I didn't get up to hug Kurt. I could have been me. Fuck. Where did that come from? Whatever.

In all that time, we didn't even mention her potential pregnancy. I left when the Mister Berries came home. Rachel put on one of her scary "show faces." Her fathers didnt suspect a thing. When I left, she kissed my cheek and told me she would see me in school today.

I sat in my truck, waiting for her to show up. That freaky little ninja must have snuck in while I was checking out that Cheerio. Damn, those skirts are just... crunchy toast. I head into school, towards Rachel's locker. I have to make sure she is okay. Shut up! She's my friend! Finn is sulking in front of it when I get to where Rachel should be.

"Hey man, where is the midget?" I lean against the locker next to him. He needs to NOT think that I'm looking for her. "Taking your balls for a walk?"

He looked sad. "I dont know. We always meet here. She isnt even answering her texts. I know she's here. Her prius is outside." He rips out his phone and fiercely begins texting again.

"Tough break, man. I'm gonna go to the auditorium for a snooze. Good luck finding your master." I strut off, winking at the busty cheerio from earlier. Damn, Imma stud.

GLEE

I'm hiding. Just until my first class starts. Its home ec. I can be a tad late. Last night I felt so relieved. My life isn't over. Now, though, I dont know how I can face Finn or Noah. or Kurt or Blaine. Finn should have been the first person I went to. Even before going to sing yesterday. All last night, I faught with myself wether or not I should tell Finn about my little scare. My three saviors wont tell him. How would he react? I still dont know what I'm ddoing.

I'm also hiding from Noah. Last night, when my Dads got home, I walked him out. I almost kissed him. I leaned in, and he turned his head. He was so disgusted that such a... whore would want to kiss him. It was just going to be a friendly kiss. Like I do with Blaine. He was there for me when I was so vulnerable. I need to find a way to make it up for him. Oh,I know!

GLEE

By the time Glee came around, I still hadn't talked to Rachel. I know she's here though. I see her turning a corner, I smell her vanilla scented hair. I know she is in this fucking cant hide from Glee, it's her life! When I stomp in, I notice her instantly sitting on the piano bench, talking animatedly to Brad, sheet music in her hands. I go and sit next to Chang. He's talking about some dance school he is going to. It's hard to pay attention when Rachel is sitting on the bench with her skirt riding up. Damn, she's so fucking hot.

Schue walks in and writes "inspiration" on the board.

"Class-" He begins. Rachel flys out of her seat. I swear I can see some panty!

"Mr. Schuester, although I appreciate your lessons, and inspiration is important to a young star, but I have a song prepared today." She smiled so brightly up in front of the class. Wow. I'm talking like a pussy again.

"The floor is yours." Seriously that man lets Rachel and Finocence get away with EVERYTHING.

"Well, class, Over the past few days, I have been going through some rough moments. I wont waste your time speaking about it. I just wanted to take a minute to thank the people who helped me get through it. You know who you are!"

Ooo. you make me live
whatever this world can give to me
It's you, you're all I see
Ooo, you make me live now, honey
Ooo, you make me live

Rachel starts to sway around the room. Stopping only to take Blaine's and Kurts hands in hers. She drags them up and hugs them both tightly. She reluctantly lets them both sit down and heads over to me. She kneels in front of me. Which would be totally hot if she wasnt... fuck this. Its totally hot no matter what.

You're the best friend that I ever had
I've been with you such a long time
You're my sunshine
And I want you to know
That my feelings are true
I really love you
You're my best friend

I see Finn clutching his thighs as Rachel sings about loving me. Its actually funny. And did I mention hot? As she stands up she cant take her eyes off me.

Ooo, you make me live
I've been wandering round
But I still come back to you
In rain or shine
You've stood by me Kurt.
I'm happy, happy at home
You're my best friend.

I know she just said Kurt's name, but she hasn't stopped looking at me. Everyone knows this song was sung at me. Especially Finn. Hahaha

You're the first one
When things turn out bad
You know I'll never be lonely
You're my only one
And I love
The things that you do
You're my best friend

Ooo, you make me live.

I'm happy, happy at home
You're my best friend
You're my best friend
Ooo, you make me live
You, you're my best friend.

"What the hell Rachel? Singing a freaking love song to another dude! Especially Puck? Come on! How can you do this to me, again?" Finn was pissed. Rightfully pissed. Rachel ran over to him and pulled him out of the classroom. Shit

GLEE

"Finn, please just let me explain whats going on here." He turns away from me, trying to hide how angry he really is. "Last night I took a pregnancy test..." The smile on his face when he looks back at me is beautiful.

"We're having a baby,Rachel?"He picked me up and twirled me around."Finally it's happening to me. Rach, this is awesome. Last month I was thinking about some baby names for us. If its a girl her name will be Stella Raine. Stella means star or something. And that interprets you. And I really love rain. So that interprets me." He places me down and kisses me hard. I have to push him away.

"Finn, first of all, its represents. Secondly, the test was negative." He looks crestfallen. "Finn, me being pregnant would NOT be a good thing. I have so many goals, and a baby isn't one of them. At least not for a very long time"

"Rachel, we can try for one, cant we? It would be the perfect little baby. Your talent, my looks. I love you so much Rach. Lets talk about this. Our perfect little family."

his looks? "Finn. Yes, we do need to talk. How about you come over tonight."